candyman[about that time to free my mind]

About Me

"I don't feel the suns coming out today It's staying in, its gonna find another way As I sit here in this misery I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here And oh as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say, Hey look at him I'll never live that way But that's ok their just afraid to changeWhen you feel your life ain't worth living, you've got to stand up and take a look around you then a look way up to the sky And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin boy cause when you stop dreamin its time to die And as we all play parts of tomorrow Some ways we'll work and other ways we'll play But I know we can't all stay here forever So I want to write my words on the face of today .....And then they'll paint itAnd oh as I fade away they'll all look at me and say, hey look at him and where he is these daysWhen life is hard you have to change"-blind melon-hey, im brad. im a good guy,or so i hear. so get at me. lets chill.This is my nephew, Eric.if it wasnt for him,my little brother and my little sisters, i dont think i would have had the balls to get clean.i love this kid, and im going to help raise him right.how could i do that all fucked up on ecstasy and soco?...thats right,i couldnt.so fuck that life.i need to be there for these kids.they mean everything to me.i cant raise them from a prison cell..or a casket.so im here now mentaly as well as physicaly.its going to stay that way.-FAMILY,MY HIGHER POWER-AIM= RIPvicious1979

My Interests

friends. music. girls. beer pong. writing. school. work. sitting in the sun with my acoustic. herbs. parties. BON FIRES. chill.

I'd like to meet:

MODEST MOUSENIRVANAblind melon.inrememberance of mr. kurt cobain.connor.steven paul smith...we miss you elliott.y'all have to know this one...SUBLIME.violent femmes.

Music:

CHEAP SEX. bright eyes. the used. modest mouse. taking back sunday. bouncing souls. morgan. stars due fall. boy retreats. abseinthe glow. then i turned seven. bayside. too sorry for apologies. my chemical romance. REM. the cure. pink floyd. brand new. jamison parker. anti-flag. a fire inside. bad religion. social distortion. sex pistols. the clash. MC5. new york dolls. ramones. nirvana. prodogy. lords of acid. atreyu. mxpx. at the drive-in. bloodhound gang. she wants revenge. pink spiders. kill hannah. yeah yeah yeah's. mindless self indulgence. loss of innosence. from first to last. underoath. hollywood undead. dropkick murphys. sugarcult. older green day than you can remember. the offspring. matchbook romance. david bowie. prince. counting crows. black crowes. verve pipe. gin blossums. third eye blind. goo goo dolls. matchbox 20. the doors. led zepplin. blue oyster cult. steve miller band. souchie and the banchies. tom petty and the heartbrakers. just plain old tom petty. dj jeff mills. bone thungz n' harmony. guns n' roses. smashing pumpkins. postal service. glassjaw. head autimatica. circa survive. saosin. sound of animals fighting. fear before the march of flames. blood brothers. finch. cute is what we aim for. greenly estates. red jumpsuit apparatus. flogging molly. the real mckenzies. against me. 5 stars for failure. they murdered miracles. incubus. blue october. sunny day real estate. bowhouse. sublime. bob marley. the moldy peaches. normajean. drop dead,gorgous. spil canvis. cream. clapton. black dahlia murder. misfits. interpool. sparta. the mars volta. nine inch nails. the starting line. the swellers. cheap trick. iggie and the stooges. henry rolins band.

Movies:

boondock saints.

Television:

fuse.thats it.

Books:

Well you say that I treat you like a book on a shelf. I don't take you out that often 'cause I know that I've completed you and that's why you are here. That is the reason you stay here. How awful that must feel. You said you would be my dream. I could have you every night and if, by morning, I had forgotten you, well, no big deal, it would be all right 'cause you are the reoccurring kind. You are the reoccurring kind. You never really leave my mind. Are you the love of my lifetime? 'Cause there have been times I have had my doubts. We were just kids when I first kissed you in the attic of my parents house, and I wish we were there now. It took so long to figure out what this book has been about. Now I write when I'm away letters that you never read. You said go to explore those other women, the geography of their bodies but there is just one map you'll need. You are a boomerang. You'll see. You will return to me. You will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. 'Cause if you don't, then this book is all lies. If you don't, then my plans would all be ruined. If you don't, I'll start drinking like the way I drank before. And I just wont have a future anymore.

Heroes:

linsey.marshall.jordan. my family.all these people ahve been with me thru absolutly everything.even when they were embarassed to say they know/are related to me because of the shit i used to do.its over now.I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS!

My Blog

oblivious

well hello hello, i believe i have met you before.maybe it was in a past life.no, i think it was you i used to adore.your eyes were of many colors.your hair of many styles.but your mind was filled wit...
Posted by candyman[about that time to free my mind] on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 09:08:00 PST