Hi im Alex and im in a pickle. Im a mess fuck knows what i should write about here i dont have a clue who i am anymore. Thats drug abuse see its not good, too many pills man what the fuck. Maybe i should just quit all together but i dont think i will because fuck i dont care anymore. Fuck its so selfish feeling this way im so ashamed of myself its nobodys fault but myself iv fucked myself up. sorry.
fuck i just read this again and saw how depressing this is.... shit see ok thats how i feel and this is what im like.
I live for the small things, they are amazing. I love people with weird talents like double jointed people or people who can turn their eyelids inside out that kinda stuff. I love my mates they are all my world, fuck if it wasent for them fuck knows where id be. i love being out and about but i think thats my down fall ah well its great. Im a bit weird i dunno if its good or bad mostly bad because im awesome at making awkward silences. but sometimes its ok to be weird. well i think thats me i dunno youl have to ask for anything else cause i dunno. well there we go.
Whats your name
What have you had
Reach for the lasers
Safe as fuck
