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Lorën ☆ [Neon-Rainbow]

I'll Say I Love You To Only One : ) Always Has Been Always Will..

About Me

There's No Way We're Gonna Give UpLoren! Loren! Loren!
Well Im Loren/Lauren
Depending On Your Face
Life Is A Motherfucking Rainbow
I Like Things You Wouldn't Dare To Imagine
I Believe In Me, Coz If I Don't Who Else Will
Im A Full Time Student
I Study Psychology, Spanish, History & English Literature
I'm Intelligent
I Want To Teach Your Children
I Have Neat Handwriting :)
I Want To Travel The World Too, Gap Year ♥
Im Gay. Shocking? No.
It's A Privlege Not A Hinderance
For All The Boys, She Turned My Head ♥
I Like Music Alot, As Well As Piercings & Tattoos
I Like To Mess My Hair Up, And Dye It
I Smile And Laugh Alot
I Prefer To Eat Japanese
I Jumped Out A Plane 12.000ft
Overcoming Obstacles And Having Fun I Do Well
I Enjoy Life
Im Very Determined To Do What I Want
I Won't Let Anything Stand In My Way
I'm Not A Silly Girl, My Head Is On Right
I Like New People, I Miss Some Though :<[br /> Don't Ever Tell Anybody Anything If
You Do You'll Start To Miss Everybody - Catcher In The Rye
Versatility Is My Heaven :]
If Everyone Is So 'Different'
I'm Content To Be The 'Same'
I Love My Family, I Love My Friends
They're Mine ♥
I Lost My Cousin To Cancer A While Back [RIP Chris]
I Miss You
But That Made Me Stronger, Im A Strong-Minded Girl
But Easy To Get Along With
I Like People Who Can Talk For Hours, Fun Times ♥
These Things Are No Good To Learn About People
Maybe You Should Add Me, And We Should Talk
Chris
6th May 1984 - 8th Feb 2008
Always On My Heart, And Now On My Wrist
I Miss You So Much♥
Thank You, For Everything.
The Diary
For MY Benefit. I Like Memories & I Forget : )
These are the best days of our life♥
Psychology Exam - 16th May
Spanish Exam - 19th May
English Exam - 21st May
Adam's Birthday - 28th May
History Exam - 2nd June
Clairvoyant Exp. - 11th June
Shopping - 14th June
Party/Night Out - 21st June
Dinner Out ;) - 22nd June Mollie's/Granddad's Birthday - 23rd June
THE Night ;) - 25th June
Swallow My Pride - 27th June
BBQ/Bonfire & Alchol - 28th June
02 - 30th June
*Star Day* - 1st July
London's Water Fight - 5th July
Pride - 5th July
Party Time - 5th July
"It's A Date" ; ) - 8th July
College's Out - 11th July
= ] - 11th July
London Shopping Trip : ) - 14th July
Summer Splash - 17th July
Ry, Pooni & Faizah Love - 25th July
Camden Times - 28th July
Florida - 1st August
Theory Test - 4th September [PASSED]
5th : )
Southampton - 6th Sept
Dinner & Show - 20th September
Tragus Pierced - 27th Septembers
Driving Test - 9th December
Paris - 24th - 28th December
Holiday With The Girls : ) - New Year

My Interests

To Do Theory Test
Practical Test - 9th Dec : )
History Coursework
Psychology
English Coursework
Piercing
Photo & Letter For M (Y)
Send Off The Vests

Educating Ellis Japanese Food
The 02
Leister Square Photobooth
Ben & Jerry's
Movie Marathon

The Only Thing I Haven't Done Yet Is Die

So, what’s happening with you over there where I am not? Does the air feel just as cold and lost, or do you not feel anything?I remember, like it was yesterday, vomiting out lust to you; sick I was, with love and fear Alas, no. I’m sorry. I can’t. There are complications and you know it.

Well nobody can say I didn’t try, even if I did make a little mess, which I was too embarrassed to clean up. If the situation had a caretaker, they could have cleaned the spew up for me. Just keep walking. Just keep walking. Just keep – oh! I didn’t expect to see you here at all… I’m basically committing suicide, killing the top gut underneath my heart that aches for her.
Sigh. Maybe a bright light will blind me and erase my memory of you. Please? Maybe I can be Thomas Edison and invent the light bulb. But a special one that enables People to blind themselves of their unattainable desires so they are forced not to see thee. But I hope you’re ok in your world. Which is, well, the same as mine. Just don’t walk by.
__ Heather xo

I'd like to meet:

This Is Screaming Photo Op I Like New People
They're Interesting

Mariska Hargitay
Because Her Hair Changes More Than Mine
She's A Seriously Hot Woman/Cop On Tv
Oh And This One Episode She Goes All Bad Cop
And Kicks Some Mans Ass.. And It Is HOT!
As Seen Below

Music:

Is It The Music That Connects Me To You?I Like My Music With A Funky Beat
And Lyrics That Mean Something
Old & New It's All Good
If I Listed My Preferences We'd Be Here For Days
Plus What Would We Have To Talk About?

Lyrics Just Make You Pop Into My Head
It's So Distracting But It Makes Me Smile
For That All Too Perfect Lady
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Rocks My Cradle, Bang And Then She's Gone
I've Got The Gift Of One Liners, You've Got The Curse Of Curves
And I Can't Stop Thinking About You
Got Eyes Butter Pecan Brown
It's Not Over Tonight, Gimme One More Chance To Make It Right
Such A Softer Sin
In A Phrase To Cut These Lips, I Love You
Grammatically Speaking, You're Adorable
We've All Got A Secret, Can We Keep It
You Have This Way Of Dipping In And Out Of Time As it Goes By
You Are Not Your Job, You Are Not The Clothes You Wear
I Wish You Could Feel, That My Love Is Real
Spontaneous, Comfortable, Easy, Vivacious, Elegant
Voluptuous, Sensible, Slightly Flirtatious
Adventurous, Conservative, Visually Lucious
You Need To Come Be With Me
She's The Only One That I Believe Can Safe My Life
She’s My Angel, Up Above The World
She‘s The Only One Who Understands Me
She’s The Only One I Want By My Side
Is It Cliché To Say She‘s Destiny?
There‘s No One Else But Her, Well At Least For Me
You Are My Guiding Star
You Know That I Love You, I Loved You All Along
I Miss You, Been Away For Far Too Long
Give Anything But I Won’t Give Up
I‘m Sorry But Seeing You Mad Is So Sexy
The Little Wrinkle Over Your Nose When You Make Your Angry Face
She Moves Like A Boss, Talk Like A Boss
Some Days Im A Super Bitch
You Make It Real For Me
Read My Hips, Slap My Thighs, Swing My Hair
Lookin' Hawt, Smelling Good

More Come When Im Bored LOL

Movies:

Grab The Popcorn

Television:

Mariska Every Night? No..

Books:

We'll Get Lost Forever

Heroes:

There Goes My Hero SCROLL DOWN & SEE THE PEOPLE THAT COUNT

MUM

Reminds Me To Be Myself
Be Different, Stand Out
It's Paid Off, Without Her I Wouldnt Be Me
She Makes Me Reach My Full Potential

CHRIS

RIP, Florida Was For You This Year
I Love You, Thank You For The Laughter, The Smiles
You'll Never Be Forgotten, You're Always In My Heart

SARAH

Like My Older Sister, Well Random LOL
I Know She'll Give Me Advice When I Need It
And Guide Me, I Love Her

RYKESHA
POONAM
They're My Friends Who I Trust With My Life : )

SOMEONE ELSE

BOTTOM OF THE PILE! LOL
Told Me To "Be Challenging, Be Different, Be Unique"
(Yarr.. Please Dont Take This Like Its Significant
To You, Kay Thanks.)
Well It's Me All Over
So I Guess I Should Be Grateful?

My Blog

You See

In Honour Of Coming Out Day YesterdayId Like To SayI Am A Proud Lesbian : )Its Hot...But you see...For the new girl, to warn you of the woman that ILoved, Love and will always Love.But wasn't necessar...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 04:42:00 PST

What Will One Day Become Of Us?

..we'll grow as grass and other things..if it takes another life, i'll wait for youon the other sideI always wonder about this subject. The other day I strolled into my bedroom, and caught a whiff of ...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 01:23:00 PST

Time To Step It Up A Notch

...this is the crossing of the intersection...are you on or off the line?Sometimes this thing goes into diary mode, you know "Dear Kitty today was amazing.."(yes reside in loren's bedroom and inanimat...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 10:07:00 PST

Dedicated To Nuzzie

Nuzzie.How do I say?You're so special to me, honestly(Its okay people she's my straight green girlfriend dont piss your pants)You feel exactly the same as me about the human speciesThey're imbeciles, ...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 11:47:00 PST

Right Now

I want to cry.Not because I'm sad, or angry or contemplating suicide.Fuck that, I want to cry because I have this build up of emotions I dont know how to release.Get this. You make it real for me, rea...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 01:02:00 PST

Skydiving

For Those Of You That Don't KnowI Did My Skydive On SundayQuoting Judd "FUCK THAT!" LOLIt Was Amazing Though.My Pics Are Up.Im Having Trouble With The Video But It's Coming.More Importantly, Thanks Fo...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Fri, 09 May 2008 01:49:00 PST

Be My Baby (L)

If I don't say this now I will surely breakAs I'm leaving the one I want to takeForgive the urgency but hurry up and waitMy heart has started to separateOh,Be my babyI'll look after you---------------...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 02:08:00 PST

Quiz [Updated]

1. Your 'ex' and You= Were Mucking Around Couple Weeks Ago2. I am listening to= LES Artists - Santogold3. Maybe I should= Have Done This Earlier = ]4. I love= Her, My Family & Friends5. My best fr...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 11:34:00 PST

For Your Information..

Just To Let You All Know. If Im Off With You It's Because I Don't Move On.I Get Affected My Things For A WhileIf Im Rude To You, It's Probably Because You Annoy MeAnd I Find What You're Saying/Doing S...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 10:32:00 PST

Rest In Peace, Chris

.For You There'll Be No CryingFor You The Sun Will Be Shining... .The Sun Will Shine For You..As Days Pass By..We Loved You Dearly In Your Life.. Its Hard To Say Goodbye..I'll Feel No Guilt In Laughte...
Posted by Lorën  [Neon-Rainbow] on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:51:00 PST