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About Me

I would keep it short like a midget but I got a lot to say so here it goes. I am human. Above anything else that I am, I am human. I am complicated. I don't really know what I'm doing. January 6th, 07 is when my heart truely started to get involved in life. I love laughing because for those few seconds you forget about what's hurting you. I love to write. I like to get high and think of the good times. I'm wierd. I carry a backpack everywhere. My kindness is my weakness. Knowing I'm weak is when I'm being strong. I am always thinking. I don't want to say "I'm different" because it's so cliche but at the same time I KNOW I'm not the same. If you love me I love you. I am always there. I always feel something. A lot of things have happend to me that maybe should've turned me into a cold person but I got through it unchanged. Sometimes my heart feels like World War II. All I truely want is peace of mind. I make up my own quotes. To label someone is to discredit their uniqueness. I hate being alone. I don't judge. I'm not very materialistic. I'm VERY sentimental. I give people things and tell them to keep them forever. I keep things forever. I remember everything. I am confused at God's way's of teaching me. I have learned from him through setbacks, heartbreak, and traumatic events. But I never question his way's because I know that one day it will all make sense. I love God. He is the ultimate glimmer of hope. God is what makes me believe that there is a plan for me and that all these things that happen to me happen for a reason. I have a lot of things, but the thing I have most in life is faith.P.S- I am a rebel. Trust nobody but believe that yuh digg :))) real editor best profile tools real editor best profile tools
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anybody full of life. Anybody that is genuinely happy to just be alive. Anybody that can understand the preciousness of life. Anybody who cherishes the little moments of peace that we have from time to time.

My Blog

Be about it.

We're thrown in this game no shelter from the rainNo armor on our hearts to act as shelter from the painThese troubled thoughts in my brain act as shelter from the saneSee I'll always be Alek and I'll...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Apr 2009 13:57:00 GMT

Untitled

Before you life was like...The same scene every nightBut then you stepped into my sightI was a deer in the head lightsJust waiting for you to hit meAnd then one day, blam! you kissed meThe game was on...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 13:07:00 GMT

Blunted

You don't gotta have double d'sCuz your heart is bigger then your boobies could ever belol idk :)))
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 19:51:00 GMT

Lucky me.

If loving you makes me less human consider me a robotCuz baby girl. . . I love you a whole lot       Dang it's 4 in the morning. You know like that Gwen Stefanie song. So can you tell I...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 02:10:00 GMT

How do you say "I love you" without saying "I love you"?

She said: If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? He said: For real? She said: Yea, for real. He said: Your heart. She said: Why? He said: Because your already in mine.
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 01:54:00 GMT

Hallelujah

Busted lips speak a most perfect hallelujahI hear you say "I love you" but what does love mean to ya?As you cut through your skin like self surgeryDo you smile as your wrist is covered in burgundyOr ...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 17:05:00 GMT

For my Grandmother

When I saw you today I didn't want to cryBecause I know you would never want to see tears in my eyesAnd I know that in life everybody has to dieBut it's just so. . .so hard to say goodbyeI miss you i...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 20:27:00 GMT

Bored

My heart is a castle here's the key to my fortressCuz life is beautiful but love you make it gorgeousLife is short so my head is kept wherever the north isAnd I keep on truckin' like I'm driving ...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 20:28:00 GMT

P.S- I Dont Love You

Her Mom named her L**** she should have been named loveCuz every time I see her that's all I can think ofAnd every time I sleep she's all that I dream ofAnd when I close my eyes she's all that I see ...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 21:00:00 GMT

My Love Story.

And so. . .I have made the decision to move on with my life. Why? Because the only girl that I have ever loved doesn't love me, and she loves someone else. I love her and will always love her with my...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 20:37:00 GMT