Random thoughts. |
It's one of those days. Just bottle it up.. everything will be fine. No overflowing. No bursting. Like a preasure cooker, I'm bound to burst eventually. I feel a change coming over me. DOn't know how ...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Wed, 07 May 2008 11:54:00 PST |
A day of conflicting feelings. Or, The good, The Bad, and Your mom isso Ugly. |
Today i found that my car had been droken into, and my c.d. player stolen. They took the face plate from the console. Ripped the deck out of the dash, snapping the dash moulding in the process. But in...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Mon, 05 May 2008 01:43:00 PST |
She is... |
I am alone. Utterly and completly alone. All I have are the memories of her. And the urge to hit my head against the wall repeatedly. One day she was in love with me, telling her friends how she was s...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST |
She haunts me..... |
Every night when i go to bed i dream of her. And i am always doing something that makes her fall madly in love with me. But when i wake up..... The only one lying in my bed with me is her sweet memori...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 06:07:00 PST |
Reasons to carry this feeling |
sometime it all becomes to much. Overwhelming pain and hurt. I miss you so much. I don't know how much more i can take. I need you back.
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 09:16:00 PST |
holding on |
well, its 11 pm and i cant sleep. I still have my mind on her every second. I try to distract myself, but to know avail. It is so hard to be without, but... another day, time away from today, i am sur...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:09:00 PST |
drunken nuggets of wisdom |
Despite himself, my uncle is a very good man. The other night he asked me what was wrong. I answered nothing. He, of course, knew i was lying and told me to just fuckin tell him. SO I did. I gave him ...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:30:00 PST |
I need a gun big enough to kill the world. |
Why do i love when i feel painWhen is it overwhen is my work doneWhy am i hereAnd why do i feelThat im walking alone through a battlefield
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 02:22:00 PST |
Admiting defeat. |
why try. i will always care. I will always hurt. I know when I have lost. So I will fade into the back of your mind. Another memory to look back on. Maybe you will smile when you think of me. Maybe yo...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 03:15:00 PST |
And I will wait for you. |
The clock ticks. Time slips away. And I wait. I hold on to every moment with dwear life. Waiting for the next day. Yes, I wait. Some tell me to just go. Others say your the best thing to ever happen t...
Posted by Just Ian. No fancy names. on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 01:43:00 PST |
