Well... honestly I probably break every single stereotype about black people known to man. I don't speak Ebonics... I am not a ghetto dresser... in truth... I am goth, and into hardcore rock. Need I say anymore really? I like all kinds of music truthfully from Goth, Hard Rock, Metal, Japanese Rock, Alternative, Classical, and Japanese Pop. I don't listen to a lot of American music like R&B, Rap, Hip Hop, or anything like that... I am into Techno as well and House Music. Yeah I am not normal. I am heavy into Vampires. Yes I love them. My favorite bands.... damn I am not even gonna try to list that shit... just about every rock band I know of... biggies are , VIOLET UK, Dir En Grey, X Japan, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, KoRn, Metallica, Linkin Park, Nothingface, Cradle of Filth, Sublime, System of a Down, Godsmack, Orgy, Kidney Theives, Kittie, Marilyn Manson, Disturbed, Static X, and many more. I absolutely love Yoshiki hence why he is mentioned and is on everything in this profile and my blog. I love to read, write, and sing. I am learning Electric Guitar, and is in the process of forming my own band. My personality changes like the wind no lie. Seriously I am kind, sweet, considerate, and yet... I have a whole other side... one that many do not get to see. More my Dark sadist nature is one side of this other side... the other... is the bitch side. Yes I do have one and I am so proud of it
You know... I never thought I would find a song that completely describes the feelings I have inside of me 90% of the time... I finally did... but here is the lyrics and the video... its very touching.
Mushi -insect-
By: Dir en Grey
I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again
my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me
my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me If you are smart, intelligent, and not easily offended... join!!!!!!!!
