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About Me

Because your love is better than life,my lips will glorify you. Psalm 63:3.I do not hold my faith in the wisdom of men, but in the Power of God.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

If I could meet anyone, it would be my daddy. Right now. Not at 7, 5 , or 6. But my father face to face at this point in my life. Just for a day, to walk for an hour and question this place im living in. I just want to know how he'd handle my steps. Where he would go and what he would do. How he would listen and what he would write. How he would live and what he would love. I want to know why he would laugh and when he would stop. Who he would listen to. I just want to hold him for a few seconds right now. Just a few, and then let him go back up where he belongs. But then again thats way too selfish. Why would I ever want him to come back to this hell. He's already in paradise.I wish I was there. God give me strength...

My Blog

I love you so much I hate you.

I have a million words to say and a trillion feelings to convey.something about you makes me tongue tied and twitterpaited.I stutter when I catch your eye and sometimes you make me so fustrated I want...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Oct 2009 15:10:00 GMT

woke up asleep on your couch.

fell asleep thinking maybe everything was for me.I had a dream that life would always consist of a you & mebut unfortunatley I had to wake up to realityhowever I woke up sleep.lazy eyes I'm so blindla...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Oct 2009 21:25:00 GMT

goodbye.

I told you I wouldn't cryand unfortunatley I can feel it in my lungsthat this really is the last timeAnd I'm really hurtthat we have run out of goodbyeswords won't supress the pain this timeAnd choosi...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Jul 2009 11:03:00 GMT

just to day , i just want to be with you.

today i want to be with youlay in my room and talk to youtoday i want to stay up all night and sleep to your exhalestake my camera out and kiss youtoday i want to be with youjust todayi want you to be...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 19:11:00 GMT

telling you.(madagascar)

write your words downstop speaking this insanityhold on to that feelingcause without it im nothing but capacityin your mind there rests a letter addressedwith a stamp layed downand a ink pen drownedwo...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 23:58:00 GMT

all I ever felt

loved me with words.words were lies. left me to wonder who was I. replacing wasn't easy but over time I made it suitable. finding the results to my pain. now you wonder in vain. curious about him. but...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 22:03:00 GMT

r.i.p bf

loosing isn't lossing till you lost it all. issues rise to the surface as a oil gives hieght to a flame. burn papers to the ground. burn a heart and tare logic down. love isn't love if sacrifice isn't...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Nov 2008 19:17:00 GMT

to my unborn child

  so a friend of mine shared with me a writing assignment she did in class . it was to write a letter to your unborn child, that you were expecting at 16. you are supposed to write itin a way ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 22:40:00 GMT

initials apply.

im addicted to a liethat was formed by attraction rather then pure emotiondampered in imagination we pretended to love a love that wasnt lovebut i swear it could have been lovemaybe my love was enough...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:47:00 GMT

night before it left & it was nvr mine to claim7.25.08

Fight to save my lifefrom falling into to helpless intuition over n over again for things that are always missinglies for told stood so boldlooked me straight in the eyeim a fool to look past the refl...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:44:00 GMT