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Freak Morbidity

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About Me

I could tell you what I think about me or what other people think about me, but you have to decide that for yourself. There are things about me you'll love, and things you'll hate. Don't want to try to be anyone else...have a hard enough time just trying to be at all sometimes. I hate lying, cheating, and bullshit, so if that's what you are about, don't even bother wasting my time. If you are a happy little perverted moron, a dark and twisted entity seeking the destruction that can only come from a meeting of the minds, or just fun to be around and actually care about people as people and not just a means to get what you want, then by all means enter, for my dark corner is open to such as yourselves. I was married for ten years to the mother of my three children, but happiness wasn't in the cards for us, and as of March 12th, 2009, we are officially divorced. I have twin boys, Tanner and Jacob, born January 29th, 2000, and a beautiful daughter, Zea, born September 9th, 2004. I am a poet currently stuck in a slow phase, and I tend to stay on the dark side of the fountain, occasionally swaying to the brighter corners. I love to read other people's works, and the darker the better. I love to sing, but have a limited range which limits my talents, so you know how that goes, but I would still like to be on a real stage at least once before I pass out of existence so I can say I did it instead of just talking about it. I like horror movies that are actually horror and as realistic as possible, not just some cheezy over-promoted crap. I read whenever I get the chance or can get my hands on something, but again it has to be real horror. I would love to be able to write a horror movie, whether alone or as a team. Got a lot of killer ideas, but no fundage for special effects or quality cameras, so there's another setback. It would be so nice if the world didn't revolve around money so. They were right when they said you don't need money for true happiness, but it is a required thing if you plan on trying to live. If not for money, the world would either be a happy place or a bitter hell. Maybe it would just be a happy little bitter hell. Oh well, pleasure comes not without pain, so I guess heaven and hell go hand in hand. Sometimes a little more of one than another, but never one without the other.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet myself in the past so I can smack the stupid out of him, Edgar Allen Poe, Stephen King, the bands I have listed on my friends list, as well as some I haven't listed yet, and someday all the people on my friends list that don't already know me in person that would dare to.

My Blog

The Dead And The Dying

The Dead And The Dying Gather ye round, fellow children of sadness For madness and misery beckon once more Imploring us all just to fall for a moment Back into the days and the ways ...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Apr 2009 22:24:00 GMT

Forsaken Identity

Forsaken Identity Beyond the exoskeleton of labels and cliches Resides a room without a door in the fabric of decay Within the ragged corridors of self-loathing and fear Where the person that we neve...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 05:32:00 GMT

Live

I am posting this as a tribute to Louis Saylor, who passed away Monday night.  This does not say everything I want it to because I can't get my head cleared enough to write like I want, but it is...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:38:00 GMT

Set My Heart Free

I had written this towards the end of last year in dedication to a friend who had gone through hell and overcome, and like the complete ass I am, I overlooked posting it to my blog.  It may be late, b...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:00:00 GMT

Beautiful Tragedy

This is more or less my unsatisfactory version of this poem.  Been having a lot of trouble remembering an idea all the way through to the end lately, thus my lack of new works.  I went ahead and finis...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 01:14:00 GMT

The Time Has Come

This is just an idea I had for a story, and as I have said many times before, I suck ass at most attempts tp write if it is not in poetical form.  I hope you enjoy.   The Time Has Come "The ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 May 2008 21:50:00 GMT

Together In Death

Together In Death   Six feet under, in eternal sleep Our souls are one, but still they weep For separate, as it was above I cannot hold you, my forbidden love And as the darkness seals us in Wast...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 23:59:00 GMT

My late submission for Vermillion Plaent’s 12/03/07 Monday Morning Mayhem

This is my late submission for Vermillion Planet's 12/03/07 Monday Morning Mayhem.  Would have had it done sooner but I have been in a world of pain and between that and my meds have not been abl...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 00:10:00 GMT

Submission for Vermillion Planets Thursday Picture Challenge with Kai

This is my submission for Vermillion Planet's Thursday Picture Challenge with Kai on 11/29/07. Slipping Away All the things that I've never had Are all of the things that have had at me My wishes of t...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 10:40:00 GMT

Voices

This is one of the poems I lost in the move so long ago.  I do not know why, but I was just sitting here thinking of nothing and it hit my memory.  Here it is for your enjoyment.  Hopef...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 00:27:00 GMT