.. i hate my life. if your reading this look up crane flies. thats what infests my back yard and flies in through my window that i keep open cuz i smoke and cant put in a screen to keep them out cuz mu stupid cat cant come in. so i kill about fifteen a night just so i can have peace of mind. and if your wondering one is flying by my fingers making it hard to type. but i manage. ok enough venting. a little about me. i dont care for punctuation and i spell how i want to. dont like it? didnt ask. actually i kind of did but you probably didnt catch it cuz it was too fast and also cuz im awesome. im a gamer, a smoker, and an enabler. fav game is halo3, and i only like it cuz the respawn time is great. not like gears where you have to watch noobs epic battle everything. have a 360? look me up at Eternal Death20. thats my gamertag. and if your wondering or if you even know im a lvl 45 on h3. ok onto smoking. my brand if camel crush. i dont endorse you to smoke it but if your tired of menthol this is a good alternative. hate people that smoke? stop standing so close to me at the bus stop. yeah i dont have a car yet and i dont plan to get one any time soon, it just aint in my budget at the moment. plus im almost 22 and i still dont have a drivers license. i know, pathetic. but yeah i work a full time job at El Fenix right next to the methodist hospital. over on beckley and colorado. say hi if you can and no i wont be embarrassed cuz i have to seat you. its alright. just dont rub it in. but life is great. everyone either has a kid or is going to. except for me. blessing? but then again its hard to have a kid when there isnt any sex. yeah my gf of four years doesnt want to anymore. but life isnt all about sex. unless your in my age group. and happen to be me. but its not the end of the world or anything. and its proven. by me. i cant die due to the lack of it. it just feels like its your missing something great. well if your still reading and feel the urge to call me please dont. most likely im at work or its my day off. meaning i either cant or dont wanna talk to anyone at the moment. but if you wanna text me i can be reached at 1-214-854-8462. bug me if you want. thats kinda why i got the stupid phone. actually i got it so i could talk to my gf more often but yeah that worked out for all of a week. now i hardly use the damn thing. and for you skeptics yes thats my actual number. if i dont know you please tell me your name and why you sent that text. think you know me? text anyways. im usually not an asshole at first. well now that thats all off my chest im off to bed. later.