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Shy1

Kaught between something and nothinG

About Me

WHo am i? that i do not know. i shld try n describe me, bt what do i know? wat can i say, bout this kid liven day to day, in hopes that the very last, aint 2day. i live mi life, one step at a time, walkin these narrow halls, all up in mi mind. i look to ya all, lookin inside, sayin come on out, n stay, but fer some reason, i dnt wanna try. so who am i, u go on n tell me, wat eva u say, thats all on mE.In a nut, i can b a nut, wen i wana b, bt here who i cld b, actually quite frequently im young n sumtimes smart, every once n a while i'l let ot a fart, jst to show that im not, bt u know wat, heres who i am, wen im not tryin to raise mi fam, ily u know thats the kind of person i am, tryin to do wat i kan, fer mi fam, cus wen it comes down to it, theyre all i goT

My Interests

Do wat i gotta do and let it all out wit da power of da peNTila RoXLuana's awsum

I'd like to meet:

N e 1 who is real, no need to cover up, i'll find ot who u r, still ot there meetin people, u'll c soon enougH

Music:

Wat dnt i listen 2? curently, angels and airwaves "a little enough," fort minor "the hard way," linkin park "my december" and "leave out the rest," the rasmus "no fear," evanecence "tourniquet" and "lose control," 2pac "starin thru mi rear view," nirvana "come as you are," lacuna coil "heavens a lie," stratovarius "forever free" and "hunting high and low," nightwish "eva" and "sleeping sun," 30 seconds to mars "a beautiful lie," rage against the machine "killing in the name of," julien-k "technical difficulties" styles of beyond "2nd 2 none," papa roach "forever," eminem "hellbound," 3 days grace "pain" and "let u down," quietdrive "time after time," lost prophets "rooftops" and "4am forever," the used "bird and the worm," my chemical romance "famous last words" and "i don't love you," the vincent black shadow "metro," tila tequila "no women no cry" and "paralyze," armor for sleep "end of the world," akon "sorry blame it on me," and to finish it off, negative "secret forgiveness." thats the tip o wats in mi heaDPlus, im bumpin wild 949 n live 105 all day lonG..

Movies:

Its a time of war. we all need to learn sumtin. try gundam wing endless waltZ

Television:

Who cld live wit ot fuse n mtv n mtv2? but its all bout anime, particularly naruto, naruto shippuden, trigun, ghost in the shell, flcl, cowboy bebop, .hack, evangelion, case closed, rurouni kenshin, fullmetal alchemist, and n e thing that has to do with gundum, particularly gundum seed, seed destiney and winG..

Books:

N e thing by the Herberts, particularly DUNE House Atriedes. n tri this ot, guarentee, it'l make ya cri, maybe, sad storY

Heroes:

Heroes, what are heroes. i used to have one, but she shattered her image to me. i once had heroes. now, all i see are examples of who and what not to be. mi heroes? mi heroes are n e one who puts servise b4 self, others b4 self, and those who give their lives for others. i hope to do and be, some daY...U knoe who u R So fuk off biatcH

My Blog

Shores of foreveR

Its been a long time comin, n here i finaly am getting to it.  something ive put off for so long now, it festerd in mAe until i had to get it written down.  so now here i sit with these unsp...
Posted by Shy1 on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:54:00 PST

Better me than U

Dam. u ever had everythang u believed in torn down rite in front of u? 2 have the essence of ur soul jst ripped ot frm ur heart and shown 2u? 2 have all of ur beliefs shoved in ur face and thrown...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 04:44:00 PST

It happens, so whaT

I never imagined all the possibilities. can any one person do that? imagine all that can happen, all that will happen, all that mite, mite not, wont happen? so many possibilities. and it all can happe...
Posted by Shy1 on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 12:54:00 PST

Mi patH

I wondr bowt wats 2cme. the cming days drone on n i march on as if im walkin 2a beat of a drum. slowly i go.  i keep on movin 2a destination that i dnt even know. mi actions r mi steps....
Posted by Shy1 on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 05:36:00 PST

2mor0

Ths day comes around, the same day each year. n im afraid of it. so many memories surround it, n i h8 em all. theres a few gud ones, bt the bad ot weighs the good. i jst want 2day n 2moro 2 end, so ...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I apologizE

Ive lived mi life tryin 2 help others. thats da whole basis of mi life, mi family n mi friends. ive thought that i cld jst do that mi whole life. bt things change, n when u expose urself to problem...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

JealousY

Jealousy. its an emotion that is not usually apart of our lives. bt it is necessary to feel it. if u dnt feel it that often, ur lucky. bt if it hits u ot of nowhere, then ur skrewed. it hits with out ...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

An epiphanY

I had an epiphany this mornin.  it really opened mi eyes.  but, b4 i tell u that, let me tell u wat happened that led me up to it.  i know that not many people r'nt gna read this, so i ...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Mi windoW

I look at mi life like i look at a broken window, it was whole and easy to see thru, bt now shattered, broken pieces lying on the ground, with a piece of board behind it, hiding afrown. it cld be fixe...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The truth will set u freE

The truth is what sets u free, thats what was told to me. so how long must u w8 to hear the truth. i h8 not knowing. that is what i fear the most. i most know the truth, i must have mi answer. the ...
Posted by Shy1 on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST