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About Me


- Revealed Emotion -
I was given the name
< Laura >
Although, it's rarely used.
I was born in 1989...
On the 14th day of October.
That makes me twenty.
&& also, a Libra.
I'm Porkacheese && Irish.
I am bisexual.
I'm attracted to both genders.
Where's the confusion in that?
It wasn't over...
How long has it been...
Since this storyline began...?
&& I hope it never ends.
&& goes like this forever.
The best love is the kind that...
Awakens the soul &&
makes us reach for more.
That plants a fire in our hearts...
&& brings peace to our minds.
&& that's what you've given me.
That's what I hope
to give to you forever.
You're like my own
personal brand of heroin.
If I had to live without you...
What kind of life would that be?
Without you...
There'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life.
There'd be no world left for me.
For all those times...
...you stood by me.
For all the truth that...
...you made me see.
For all the joy...
...you brought to my life.
For all the wrong that...
...you made right.
For every dream...
...you made come true.
For all the love I found in you...
I'll be forever thankful, baby.
I wanna spend the
rest of my life...
...with you by my side.
Forever && ever.
Let's live out our dream.
...it still isn't over.
I lost my first child.
...due to a miscarriage.
It's the most painful
thing I've ever experienced.
This is for you, my angel. †
I have a fur-baby;; Twilight.
I'm the eldest of eight.
Yeah, you read that right.
I consider the kids my own.
&& treat them as such.
I have a niece;; Emma Marie.
I absolutely love my family.
I'm not in school.
I don't work, either.
I can't do it. Endofstory.
People tell me I'm short.
I'm just vertically challenged.
I have social anxiety.
&& several other types.
Depression.
Insomnia.
I'm agoraphobic.
I'm sure I have O.C.D.
&& who knows what else.
I'm often misunderstood.
&& taken advantage of.
I don't bump into walls.
...they get in my way.
Music is my life.
I tend to be really picky.
I'm too patient, at times.
I speak my mind if needed.
Favorite color is pink.
Second favorite is probably red.
...being the closest color to pink.
Mhm, I have a pink obsession.
I'm very emotional.
I tend to over analyze.
You can't buy my love.
I have abuhjillion nicknames.
I will only eat cookie cake.
I grew up in Greece.
I keep up with four TV shows:
American Idol.
America's Best Dance Crew.
Tough Love.
&& As the World Turns.
Yes, that is it!
I havva weird sneeze.
I'm terrified of insects.
&& any rodent, really.
I sleep with stuffed animals.
I'm a smartass.
I play RuneScape. A lot!
I dot my 'i' with a heart.
I write poetry.
I'm very easily amused.
I have my beliefs.
&& they're just that. Mine.
I support our troops.
I'm a deep thinker.
I read. A lot, a lot, a lottt.
I'm not a Twilight addict.
...it's much more intense.
I don't eat white lettuce.
Jeff Dunham is hilarious.
I tend to push people away.
...unintentionally, of course.
My favorite number
would be twenty-two.
Iced Tea - Enoughsaid.
I don't take medicine.
I cannot swim.
I always put myself last.
I'm not anorexic.
I simply don't gain weight.
I hate the way people chew.
I have a lot of pet peeves.
I love the smell of fire.
...burning matches!!
I obsess about my shoes.
They may look brand new,
but I've had them for ages.
I'm pretty complex.
I do not drink. Ever.
Same holds true for smoking.
I'm allergic to strawberries.
&& Tide detergent.
I'm going to adopt a child.
I don't like plain chocolate.
I think way more than normal.
I feel other people's pain.
I forgive, but never forget.
Sometimes I need space.
Lots && lots && lots of it.
Imitated, never duplicated.
I make up words quite a lot.
I really enjoy Chicken Soup.
The books, not the food.
I swear waaaay too often.
I wash my hands obsessively.
I'm not a crowd follower.
Things occur with reason.
I laugh when I cry, at times.
Accents make me melt.
I judge character very well.
I don't wear jeans often.
I will not eat meat.
...chicken is an exception.
I'm always tryna help.
I trust no one. Period.
I'm a pretty random person.
I won't change to please you.
You can try to get to know me all you want.
Tortured x3 Soul
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You'll never figure me out.
 

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