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Letter To the One that God has Prepared For Me
I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me,
you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I
thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my
wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to
meet you.
I am imagining the way we will meet. would it be as romantic as the ones I
have seen in movies? . Or is it possible that I have known you all my life
but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish
you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love". I do not have the
answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we
will never really know what love is until we find that right person .... and
since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love
is!
You just don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like
to be in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will
simply sweep me off my feet! Perhaps I will be drawn to you by your smile,
or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh through your
silly little ways!
I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me
recognize you when the right time comes. I think of all the pain that I
have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I
began my search. I just want you to know that I find my strength in clinging
onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I shall spend
with you. Somehow, In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they
are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect. not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU! I wonder if you've gone
through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've been hurt so many times
along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't ever give up because I
am right here... patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we
finally find each other I will slowly heal those wounds by my love.
At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping
that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a
silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in
time they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes
and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as
well. It is funny but when I finally fall asleep, it is still you that I
think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is
the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to tell you how much
I love you. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.
And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as I had
imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would
be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone
through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life --- and I
would be very thankful because they all led me to you!
In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and
don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each
other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us
to follow the directions. Don't worry, don't be afraid of getting lost, God
saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead
to me....
happiness . . .
r&b, opm, rock, alternative, pop, jazz, dance, trance, classical, folk etc
bottom line is... i love music!
asian and european (the ones i tagged as unique!)
series, news, documentaries, reality tv, sporting events (in general... too many if specified) and oh.. those only that is within my tv time shed (late nights!)
as of now... bookshelf is filled with wileys, cma's, skousen-stice, weygandt, louderback, holmen, etc.. and a few novelty ones that adds spice to the rack =)
"In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life." ... i hope you know who you are (my guide and light!) ;)