Perfectly Flawed

Some of MY writing

Butterfly Rain

The rains streaming down the window
everythings beautiful just like this
press my face against the glass
and cry for the life i've missed.

{i love how it hides my tears}

cold cuts through the solitude
you told me to kiss the rain
but all i can do is tell it i love you
you'll never see me again.
you'll never say it again.

paper wings, wet with pain,
butterfly, hide with me,
we'll never see the sun again
and paint the walls with tragedy,
come closer i'll tell you a secret
i never believed i'd survive
i hope so much you'll make it
through the rain, back to her side.

go now beautiful
tumble but fight
be strong and you might
carry this kiss
to her lips tonight

thats when it left me
into the rain, my life,
the butterfly never made it
you broke its heart in flight.

fragile stars
ten thousand fragile stars
i can never make my own
i don't deserve a second
without feeling alone
please if you could spare a moment
could you help me climb so high
please help me reach the stars tonight
so i can jump and die.

theres no place left for me here
i love you i always will
i'l be waiting for you there
but don't ever try and join me
i'm leaving you now
goodnight

ten thousand fragile stars
dance infront of my eyes
i don't deserve this beauty
i see as i fade and die
please if you could spare a moment
could you just turn out the light
let me fade away at last
and remember our last night.

Fires In Dresden
Porcelain people
Created in fire
Mothers and babies
Hear the cry
Of spinning blades Flying by
As the daylight fades

Upstairs we hide in each others eyes
Desperate for this second to pretend
They're getting closer with every breath
We know this is how we wanted it to end
Theres something about this kiss
that means i'l hold it until we're gone
No blinking, we don't want this
to be missed,

You told me the rain was wasted
Without my kiss
The cold would take the pain
away from this
Through the roof at which we've gazed
Many times after the best times
Comes the fire to immortalize
Porclain dies, we survive
Found together paralyzed

Lovers left lying in rubble
Bombs couldn't seperate
our locked fingers
Firestorms flicker
Through the smoke
There is a glimmer
Of souls soaring
Flames roaring
Eternity Dawning

Unfinished

IF you didn't still see me when you close your eyes
And taste my kiss perfectly every single time
You'd have the same blank suicide smile as mine
And feel just as deserted inside
your heart gripped by cyanide

Do you remember counting the days
Till i'd come back to your side
Saying i love you a million ways
and knowing I never lied
The sun fealt warmer on my skin
When I had your lies within
Now day to day, everything is the same,
drowning grey, I fade away.

Its hard to tell when i'm awake
Burried under the nights deciet
I see my soul fly to hold you again
But leave you and him at my feet.

Hit the bottle, Hit the floor
Cry out the deadly things I saw
Whats another bottle of pills
When all you left of me is Ill
Theres one more Lie
That keeps me alive
The thought that we,
Might just survive
You left with a promise
To try again
Its beautiful how
I believed it then
I know it'll happen
the question is when
I'm just so scared
It'll be too late
After tonight
When I face my fate

Rain like shattered glass from the street lights
That burn and ignite the night
Cars flow through the streets below
I close my eyes and take flight
you'll see

you found me that day still shaking
from the gunshot i took to my heart
you could see in my eyes it still breaking
as I tore myself apart.

your face looks so beautiful this morning
smiling and eyes so alive
but i can see deep inside theres a sickness
that one of us won't survive
I kiss you again
and breath just a little
fall back to earth
and fly just a little
you took my frozen heart
and we flew to the sun
melted the ice
and then we begun

someone so worhtless shouldn't have something so good
like giving an addict a fortune
i shouldn't be this high with you
i can't fly on my own, i'l die so soon

please don't speak please
I remember the last time i heard those words
and how empty they were back then
this love is just another way
to feel the rush of hurting again

standing here in the moonlight
i'm not looking for someone to save me
i need a hand to hold while i fade away
today, i may, just lay, forever.

you'll see.

Ellie
You were there with me from the start
And you've never left my side
If i send you one last message tonight
it'd be thankyou, i love you, goodnight.

As snow dances in car headlights
i can see i was never alone
answer phone messages to suicide notes
i can see how quickly we've grown

Angel your beautiful
please don't forget
you're life is so precious
and i don't regret,
a second i speant
thinking about you
you're not alone
and your lifes not through.

You deserve every smile that breaks your face
i hate that life has left you empty
now the snows melting for another year
The next time the sun rises i won't be here.

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