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About Me

I think it's pretty funny that people think I look/act bad ass, hot, sexy, pretty, or cool.
It makes me feel kind of weird because I look in the mirror and see plain old me
I'm not perfect
And I don't like being treated as so
I make mistakes
Point them out
I'll make it better and learn from it
My decisions aren't 100% guaranteed for a reason
I might be right more often then you
Don't hold against me.
Learn what you can from everyone
Don't be petty about insignificant things
Love every chance you get
and Breathe until you die
I'll be reasonable and full of shit
and I'll always forgive if you try
Don't try to shove your religion down my throat
Because it'll end up that i'll just completely block you out of my life
You can call me whatever you want to, really
But no matter what you call me
i'll still be me
Yes, I will grow and change
But not because of these labels you call me
I don't care about your popularity
Or how cool everyone says you are
I'm pretty good at making my own decisions
I hate being in relationships about half of the time
my relationships usually don't last long
And i don't bother lying
Because "the people who mind don't matter, and the people that matter don't mind" -Dr. Seuss

My Interests

I'm not always perfect

I cry at inappropriate times

I use people

I get used

I love

I lust

I have one night stands

And people that are just a piece of ass

I hurt

And I hurt others

I sometimes only think about myself

I sometimes only think of others

I want and need things

I trust people too easily

and I don't trust some that deserve it

I lie

I yell

I hold in my feelings

And sometimes I let them burst out

I'm fragile

and I'm as tough as shit

I lose everything that means anything to me

I feel crazy at times

I feel the most sane then all others at different times

I don't regret

But that doesn't make me proud of my past

I learn from my mistakes

I use drugs sometimes to escape problems

I have problems

I try to fix them

but i can't always

I hate disappointment

The hurtful things that people say get to me

I despise myself.

I won't regret what I did

or what I will never do

Part of being someone's friend

is accepting them for who they are

and their decisions

and that's what I regret

Is I thought I had a fucking friend in you

Movies:

" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. When you don't want to feel, death can seem like a dream. But seeing death-really seeing it-makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous." Girl Interrupted

My Blog

cut me right back down

fragiletorn up heartcan we go backwhen did it starttears gatheredblack lines down your facecan we can backwhere is that placechoking chokingsmoke rises from abovecan we go backand forget that lovefake...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 02:37:00 PST

And they won’t hear us screw away the day

Is he listeningwhen I'm crying all aloneIs he watchingthe caller ID on the phoneDoes he wishthat I was with him at timesDoes he speak to my though storiesand made up silly rhymesDoes she know that he ...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 12:16:00 PST

I will never forgive you

You can act like you carefor an hour, maybe twoBut the truth really isno one's loved by youYou're a fucked up little kidand you don't know shitIf you keep on playing stupid gamesyou're going to get hi...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 09:50:00 PST

I’ve realized

It's not getting betterjust worsein a better wayeh?Oh, you're wondering what in the fuck is wrong with meperhaps there are far to many reasonsfor me to feel this waymaybe it's their smilemaybe it's th...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 09:32:00 PST

This is to you.

Your smile, your touchYour lips upon my lipsYour body against mineNothing comes close to thisYour eyes, your loveYour body, your mindYour face, your hugsI wish it was mineYour laughter, your wordsYour...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:25:00 PST

When you’re not alone

When you mind is far from certainand your lips far from aloneWhen your body is hurtingAre your memories your home?Do you look in the crowd for my f...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 01:42:00 PST

i need this

as I'm laying next to youyou arms hold on to mei can feel you breathe on my neckas you sleep deeplyI know this won't lastbut I'm hoping that it willi don't want to go homebecause there's a void that y...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 02:30:00 PST

ryan

What sort of friendshipis thisending our friendshipbecause it's me you want to kissjelousy has struckyour fragile heartIf i just would have knownbut i guess i'm not that smartyou're hurtful wordsleft ...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 07:46:00 PST

forgetful lovers

As i sit heredream hereno one elseexistsI unzip my skinand i am freei fly around my roomso easilyi devour you liesi eat your sinsi liveon your misgivingsi dream of eatingthe good thingsleaving this wo...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 05:45:00 PST

I remember when you were mine

I can remember your tasteand how you lips felt against my lipsI can remember every dimple on your faceand the way you'd grab my hipsI can remember your smileand then butterflies you gave meIt didn't l...
Posted by Sarah D's old profile. on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 08:49:00 PST