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About Me

The name is Seth.
- like to eat, sleep, and draw.
-That is the explanation and basis of my life.
- love techno, trance, hard house and hardcore punk mUsic.
-I have a fascination with mirrors and an unhealthy obsession with my computer.
-I'm addicted to mmorpg's.
-I play the violin and cello, something i'm getting bored of and soon intend to destroy in a fit of rage. -my life consists of barely getting by, of consistent depression and disregard to those who have feelings towards me.
My goals in life are few:
-to become a manga artist (mangaka)
-to live in japan
-to have a sustaining life with the constant shine of lights.
My desires are great and selfish:
-to run naked in the streets
-to have and arm to cry on
-to never fear again
-to have a loyal compaion..maybe a rabbit
-to have all the money in the world
-perfection
-to become the best mangaka of them all
-i want to be proud of myself
-free of my anciety disorder
The name is Seth, Seth.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone's who's mentally serious, who knows what they want in life, someone prepared for everything. Opposites attract don't they? I don't know what i want in life, i'm never serious, and i'm constantly without a pen and a paper at school.

My Blog

against you.

I love you. I hate you. I envy you. I desire you. I want to control you. To own you. To mold you. To kiss you, to adore you, to hold you so dearly.To run back to, to catch you, to ravish you, and make...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Nov 2009 14:23:00 GMT

This herein.

"If it were one of my apostles, who had created his own followers like His son, would you have believed? Humans strive to believe, because there is no goal in an afterlife if they cannot. God is seen ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Nov 2009 06:11:00 GMT

Equilibrium Lost.-The life of Anxiety Disorder.

Have you ever felt like you're going crazy?The feeling of every inch in your body shaking so intensely thateven your eyes can't focus. your heart beats so fast, and your losing your breathas if you'd ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Oct 2009 15:51:00 GMT

it's starting again.

The insomnia, the pounding fear of restlessness.It's taking it's toll, my mind cannot concentrate,what used to be dear is ever so distant.and the trembling in my hands, my head, my legs...it's becomin...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Oct 2009 16:46:00 GMT

I want to see the world.

i want to experience things i've never experienced,cultures that make me mad, cultures that amaze mei want to discover my limits beyond the ignorance of my agei want to explore the different styles we...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Sep 2009 12:19:00 GMT

Upon a certain subject that aspires to the stupidity of all people...

I think upon reflection of past actions and events, you've got me. I feel utterly pathetic. But i still think now and then, had no i not been any outrageous,would you have noticed me? no, quite useles...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Sep 2009 18:12:00 GMT

Forgiveness.

Is hard to come by. It's something i don't offer freely.They say forgive and forget, but I'm really sorry.It's just not my philosophy.No matter how hard you try, you won't receive it.and I'll let you ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Jun 2009 04:43:00 GMT

teach me.

I cannot stand the sound of classical music. It reminds me of nothing but the way i used to stareat the hypnotic hands of yours, my conductor. Those hands...they should be mine. Those hands...they bel...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 18:50:00 GMT

I have this feeling, in my heart.

And it's going to explode, soon. I have this feeling that as i watch you leave, the sun will never riseand each foot less you take away from me will become the last.You're something i cherish. Somethi...
Posted by on Sun, 17 May 2009 16:15:00 GMT

Tish, looks what i made! >DDD

Not my manga...took it from some random yaoi i downloaded, lol.Ah, this reminds me when i went to the mall and waited for you and abby and....who the hell showed up?No one, left me high and very dry. ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Apr 2009 16:35:00 GMT