Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC]

About Me

I LOVE THE USED!! AND AFI! AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!! AND FROM FIRST TO LAST!! AND BLAQK AUDIO!! AND YOU BETTER KNOW DAMN WELL I LOVE THE OFFSPRING AND THE MATCHES!!! AND SONNY MOORE IS MY HERO!
"decemberunderground is a time and a place. It is where the cold can huddle together in darkness and isolation. It is a community of those detached and disillusioned who flee to love, like winter, in the recesses below the rest of the world."-Davey HavokMy name is Dominik. I'm in love with the most amazing girl the world has. She's every breath I take. I love music, it's a huge part of my life. I write A LOT, but I'll probably never post it. I like to pretend I'm good at art and I draw a lot. I wear a lot of eye make up. I wear a lot of black, but that doesn't me I'm a dark, over depressed emo/goth kid who hates everything. The cover's not quite like the book. I like almost everything and almost everyone. But I love Bell. I love inside jokes and that's what she said jokes. I can be a little immature sometimes, but what's wrong with laughing at stupid things? I'm very random. I read AP and I'm one of those people who cut out all the pictures of the bands they like. I love meeting new people, though I'm not really that interesting, I talk about music and like to hear peoples opinion on life or anything else. I don't like to argue, I like friendly debate. I love buttons. I want to someday be a designer. I make my own clothes and I love Hot Topic, hate their prices. I'm a Hockey fanatic (yes I [USED TO] play it too. Well, not so much anymore now that my brothers an ass). I take my life one day at a time, I still don't know where I'm supposed to be headed, but I know where I'm going. I love reading stories, and I love reading slash, I don't care if anyone thinks that's bad. I think it's great =-] So if you write it, I'll read it! I love From First To Last and AND Sonny Moore (it's not a crime) and I can't get enough of FFTL TV. I play the piano/try to sing in my band called Hells First Angels (www.myspace.com/hellsfirstangels) I'm really friendly and love to meet new people so feel free send a note my way! Love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife!
Random facts about me
I'd like to be vegan but can afford it (don't bitch at me about it)
I'm a huge Hockey fan...HUGE Hockey fan
I'm a bit of a video game nerd
I have black/blue hair and blonde natural hair
Dr. Drew is my idol-You better recognize!
I make my own clothes and jewelry
Gothic fashion amazes me
I wish to some day have my own clothing line called Hells First Angels (same as my band yeah)
I've always wanted to be an alternative model
Kool-aid is bangin'
My sister helps me see the beauty life holds, day by day, I love you Dusk!
There's a special person in my life that makes me all warm and fuzzy when I talk to her =-] I love you Crystal!
Sonny Moore saved my life and I don't care how corny that sounds
Dane Cook....that's all I need to say about that
I do shitty art photography, but I love it
I'm going nowhere, but I'm not turning around. I'd rather fade away then stay with something bringing me down.
LIE TO ME, CONVINCE ME THAT I'VE BEEN SICK FOREVER. AND ALL OF THIS WILL MAKE SENSE WHEN I GET BETTER. BUT I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MYSELF AND MY REFLECTION, I JUST CAN'T HELP BUT TO WONDER. WHICH OF US DO YOU LOVE? FUNNY HOW YOU WISH SOME WAY THAT YOU COULD DIE AT THE HOSPITAL. YOU'RE LAUGHING OUT LOUD AT JUST THE THOUGHT OF BEING ALIVE, AND I WAS WONDERING, COULD I JUST BE YOU TONIGHT?

My Interests

FFTL TV!!!!! AP Mag. The Used, The Offspring, From First To Last of course, your mom, Hockey....lots of hockey, Green Day, AFI, Mest, Story of The Year, Three Days Grace, The Banner, things like that..Sonny Moore's lyrics amaze me. I like playing street hockey with my brother(when I could), I love cows. Piano and poetry are my life. The expression of the soul that truly shows who a person really is. My favorite food is Bruster's and watermelon...mmmm..watermelon...Yay.I love wolves, I have a huge white dog named Max, who looks big bad and scary and looks like a polar bear, but is a big baby. I have my baby yellow lab named Link (that's right, he has green and gold eyes!). I love RPG video games. The Legend of Zelda has been, and always will be, my favorite games. I also love Final Fantasy. My favorite one was 8...

I'd like to meet:

SKULLY!!!!

Sonny Moore
My Chemical Romance
The Used
From First To Last
The Offpring
Panic! At the Disco
Your mom
Dr. Drew

Music:

BLAQK AUDIOI like anything really
The Offspring
The Used
AFI
My Chemical Romance
Blaqk Audio
The Matches
From First To Last <--My flipping idols
Sonny <-- My musical hero <3
Color of Violence
Twips
Panic(!) at the Disco
The Beatles
Fall Out Boy
Good Charlotte
Avenged Sevenfold
Boys Like Girls
Cobra Starship
30 Second to Mars
Blink 182
Within Temptation
Aphex Twins
Green Day
Kill Hannah
Powerglove
Psycostick
Queen
Evanescence
Bedlight For Blue Eyes
Every Avenue
Endless Hallway
Enemy of the Sun
Anchor Arms
Blindside
All Time Low
Secondhand Serenade
BOREALIS
The Kids
New Found Glory
Old country (like Johnny Horton kind of old. New country kinda sucks now)
Matchbox Twenty
Eminem (I won't deny)
Bullet For My Valentine
Mest
Linkin Park
The White Tie Affair
Skillet
Piano....any piano
And Hells First Angels, of course..

Movies:

Anything with Johnny Depp in it. Tim Burton. Final Fantasy: Advent Children, SCL Punk was one of the greatest movies I've seen. I LOVE musicals and plays.
You are VINCENT. Remember to clean the cobwebs off
your coffin once in a while- first impressions
are lasting!

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Television:

The Daily Show
The Colbert Report
FFTL TV (I'm addicted to that shit)
The History channel. I LOVE History =-]..

Books:

I am reading a really awsome book right now. Dhampir: BY Barb & J.C Hendee. This is a great book. To those who like action, killing, vampire, type books I'm sure you'd love it too.

" Magiere has earned a reputation as the most formidable vampire slayer in the land. Villagers far and wide welcome her with both awe and disdain, grateful to her for ridding their towns of the undead menace, but finding themselves made poorer for their salvation. Magiere has always known she's dealing with simple folk who only wish to have their superstitions silenced, and she's never seen anything wrong with exploiting them for profit.

Now, tired of the game, Magiere and her partner, the half-elf Leesil, are ready to hang up their weapons and settle down in a place they can finally call home. But their newfound peace will not last. For Magiere has come to the attention of a trio of powerful and dangerous vampires who recognize her true identity-and who fear the birth right that flows through her veins. And they will stop at nothing to keep Magiere from fulfilling her destiny...."

From the very first page of this book, I was locked into it. It's hard to pull away... I also love the Vampire Kisses series. I like a lot of books.

Heroes:

My hero is my Mama. She is and always will be the sweetest, selfless, greatest person ever to have lived. She is the most beautiful woman in the world. I love her and will see her again one day.
Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal, it's so unfair
And it feels, and it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels, yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away
Leaving flowers on your grave To show that I still care But black roses and Hail Mary's Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the sky And call out your name And if I could trade I would
And it feels, and it feels like Heaven's so far away And it stings, yeah it stings now The world is so cold Now that you've gone away
I reach to the sky And call out your name Oh please let me trade I would
And it feels, and it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels, yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away
-Crystal for giving me reason to live and being the breath in my lungs and the blood in my heart. I love you Baby
-My sister Dusk for helping me through my medical journey and keeping me from giving up so many times when I just couldn't see it anymore. But she's kept it clear to me, whatever it is, I'm still fighting, and it's because of her. I love you Dusk!!
-Dexter Holland and Noodles for never letting me down and bring Zero and I closer together
-Bert McCracken for showing me how fun life can be if you just go for it and love every second of it
-Mum for being my mum =-]
-Sonny Moore for being so strong and making music that really gets to me and makes me so happy
-Gerard Way for being my inspiration
-Davey Havok for his beautiful voice
-AFI for giving Zero and I something in common and something to smile about (super sad lyrics, I don't care, they're still beautiful lyrics!! You can't deny)
-Grams for being so strong and always happy
-Ma'ama for being so beautiful and loving me so much no matter how I looked (I can see you awake anytime, in my head)
-Aunt Judi for still telling me I'm beautiful even with dyed hair, a lot of black, and a lot of make-up
-Novak for still being with me through all these years and still keeping me laughing through all the tears. <3
-The Glamour Rock Kid for being so damn hot and talented and actually talking to me even when he has thousands of fans messaging him 24/7, he always has time for me =-]
I have so many heros and I know I'll gain more =-]
More romance and less death, and spend the rest of your days rocking out. XoXoX

My Blog

It’s Not Okay

Flash back again, see where it all beganWhen we knew what a smile really meantWhat the warmth from embracing arms felt likeFlash back to when we could see the blood, not just the bodyBut couldn't you ...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:09:00 PST

Bella Muerte - For Crystal!

She always makes me feel betterNo matter how shitty I feelAll I need is, something from herI love how,No matter how many timeswe talk,I get nervous,listening to the phone ring,anxious to hear her answ...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 07:02:00 PST

A Soul Can See

I stood staring down the hallwayStaring at a familiar faceIn the stretched out mirror that calls my nameBut never takes away the painShe looks beautiful and elagentSomeone with no use for silenceShe w...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:01:00 PST

The Glamour Rock Kid

"THE STARS THAT REIGN FROM THE SKY Are the stars that touch my mind.I haven't slept right in a week. Perhaps under this moonless night a star will be born that can lay me to rest.I am the star you saw...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 03:37:00 PST

Stuff to fill out!!

1. Who are you?2. Are we friends?3. When and how did we meet?4. How have I affected you?5. What do you think of me?6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?7. How long do you think we will be frien...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:55:00 PST

Decemberundergound

"decemberunderground is a time and a place. It is where the cold can huddle together in darkness and isolation. It is a community of those detached and disillusioned who flee to love, like winter, in ...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 08:57:00 PST

Endlessly, She Said

Walked into our world and made horrible sounds. I can still hear them today. Strangely, they seem beautiful now though they outlast my love. Still, each time I always meantevery word, every one. Thoug...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 10:56:00 PST

The Interview

Forever waiting for disaster. What David calls servant and master, will you play it too? As this displacement begs for water, swimming, bathing, drowning in sorrow, scream with me. I crawl across thi...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 06:48:00 PST

Another survey thingy

My name:Who is the love of my life:Where did we meet:Take a stab at my middle name:How long have you known me:When is the last time that we saw each other:Do I smoke:Do I drink:When is my birthday:Wha...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 10:51:00 PST

Survay thingy

do u care about me??? 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long d...
Posted by Cracked Faces and Medicated Smiles [FKC] on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 10:05:00 PST