who am i? someone who is searching once again to find myself. im 20, im stronger, and im proud of the goals i set for myself. i have the best family anyone could ever ask for. im learning not who i am but who i want to be. im not yet there, but baby steps. i look very forward to the future there are things i sometimes feel like i want now, but know are not best for the present. at this point in my life im still searching for my core. what makes me me, what makes me tick. i have made some choices in my past that have truly taught me how hard it is to love, more than that how hard it is to be loved. im a part time student, working hard to get into hygiene school. it seems forever from now but some day i will be there. i havent really decided which school i really wanna go to. im starting to think that im going to have to move back in with my parents though. i dont know. as of now im working in a dental office, i love my job, i love being around people, i love being able to have some part in helping people. when it comes to life in general im the kind of person who wants everything yesterday. ive always been told i have an "old soul" im a mear 20 but i feel like so much life has already past me by. i like to believe i have some kind of inner wisdom past down from GT. i know we're here for something bigger than what we might believe.
i live with my boyfriend Luis, we are very happy together. we're learning what it is to give someone all of you. we have been together for a little over a year, and i cant believe how quickly the time went. I love him and he loves me like i've never felt in my life. were still finding what works for us, still finding who we are as a couple. we getting to know what it feels like to be out of that "honeymoon" stage, theres something both exciting and scary about being "comfortable".
