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there are certain things about me that no one knows. but that is perfectly fine because i don't think anyone should. i am mostly alone in the world right now and that is okay with me. i'll float from people to places and no one should consider me anything but free. it's almost time to make a movement within the world but i don't know where i'll go or what i'll do so i'll just stick around for now - wondering - trying to come up with something feasible in my brain. i've been over it and over it again and again - but that means nothing. i've been stable long enough it seems. these walls - this sky - every blade of grass tells a sad sad story of what could have been - but that is nothing to worry about. i'll only look ahead and imagine what can be. i've said too much already - but i'll leave my afterthought the same: music loud. cars fast. colors bright. wit strong. hopes high. . i'm never going back.