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alu

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

my intention is to LIVE MY LIFE ON PURPOSE

My Interests

getting drunk on water

I'd like to meet:

lacanian moebiusand the return of the oppressed

Books:

chuang tzu, michael hemmingson, kathy acker, gilles deleuze, slavoj zizek, pauline reage, henri bergson, phillip k dick, julia kristeva, miguel de cervantes, kate mary fallon, margaret atwood, graham harrow, emily bronte, gabriel garcia marquez, herman melville, cornelius castoriadis, charles bukowski, paul auster, henry miller, anais nin, immanuel wallerstien, david markson, hilary putnam, patanjali, chuck palahniuk, elizabeth grosz, joan copjec, marguirete duras, friedrick nietzsche, manuel delanda, michel foucault, narajuna, martin heidegger, ben marcus, felix guattari, w j t mitchell, jacques lyotard, marquis de sade, mahabrarata, pierre klowosski, georges batallie, antonion artaud, arthur schopenhaur, lao tzu, kurt vonnegut, hui neng, ernest becker, alain badiou, soren kierkegaard, lieh tzu, mitch collins, soren kierkegaard, master lin-chi, spinoza, jean luc-nancy, hegel, lao tzu, immanuel kant, georg wilhem fredrich hegel

Heroes:

franz kafka, samuel beckett and janis joplin

charlie from "perks of being a wallflower"

don't forget lenny bruce (who is not afraid) and his mother sally marr

My Blog

we’ll burn like stars, we’ll burn as we fall, watch as city lights dance for us

on days like this i am reminded of how much our daily struggles are subliminated battles of will.  we walk through our time with teeth gritted and fists poised, ready to strike an attack.  s...
Posted by alu on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:40:00 PST

in so many ways

my heart is an anus
Posted by alu on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:42:00 PST

sdgd

i dont think i can handle thiswhy would anyone want to throw away an 8+?? yr friendship because of awkwardness
Posted by alu on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 06:12:00 PST

shakey feelings

made chili.  smells great.  tastes great.  secret ingredients!  i cant wait until i make more money so i can afford better ingredients.  also started to sand the bookcases.&nb...
Posted by alu on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 07:25:00 PST

huh

in looking for a quote from antonin artuard through the previous archives, i found this quote by tom robbins on a book i read a long time ago[[then there's tom robbins book i finished a few days ago c...
Posted by alu on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 05:23:00 PST

life

usually i... say it’s for a learning experience.  and whatever happens who cares.  but im tired of that.  everything sucks.  i... really want to win.  i dont care what i...
Posted by alu on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 11:36:00 PST

a fire within

going house hunting with dustin tomorrow in you know... highland park... lincoln heights... hopefuly we find something.  i have money for rent and in a month should have enough to cover me for at...
Posted by alu on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:17:00 PST

my best friend

i am so tired of myself.
Posted by alu on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:41:00 PST

a is for abuse

it occurs to me that there is an important but subtle difference in accepting me for who i am rather than who i could become.  if it's a professional relationship it's one thing.  but in a p...
Posted by alu on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 05:38:00 PST

uhm..

on the one hand i shouldnt put things up on here.  it's a bit embarrassing.  but on the other hand, who knew i was so emotionally fragile?i mean shit, i certainly didnt.  i'm always bus...
Posted by alu on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:21:00 PST