How Im feeling |
Yes once agian Im feeling depressed its also that time of the year my birthday. I dont know why but I dont feel up to anything once agian I just feel like crawling in a ball and crying shutting down f... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 01:00:00 PST |
Sad |
You all that know me know what I been going through especially with my sister. That was one of the hardest things I delt with, I felt betrayed I felt back stabed, even more hurt then the iss... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 09:29:00 PST |
Eyes water tear drops quickly wiped away in hopes no one see |
I been just really sad and crushed latley I feel as if the few people that I trusted betrayed me and even the people that you would never think would be like that I look at pictures and memorys and ju... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Thu, 03 May 2007 12:30:00 PST |
Where I been |
Ok well what has been cracking in my life...... Ready???? Well I got to take you back to get you ready for this...
Feb 7th 2007~
My last day at work before I leave!!!! Cali baby here I come!! M... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 07:51:00 PST |
Came into this world fighting! |
Fears..... If you know me Im one of the most up front loud funny devoted blunt straight foward kind loving caring shot for your dreams no one can hold you back kind of person out there but what you do... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 10:30:00 PST |
Once agian that sadness drifts over me. |
Saddness drifts over my soul and once again Im feeling consumed,
That feeling of not feeling good enough is back, My fears of dieing alone just keep reapearing day in and day out. Well I start to feel... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 08:17:00 PST |
WOW |
Ok yeah up~dates!!!!!! Well June 17th 2006 was my last day at Ross. That was today well yesterday cause after 12 soo yeah it sucked it was wayyyyy to busy and full of ass holes and some of my co~worke... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 12:59:00 PST |
Inner thoughts |
The saddness drifts over me soo quickly I feel soo over welmed I cant breath.....How can somone be soo happy yet still feels soo sad???? I siked Im excited Im happy yet Im scared I worried Im overwelm... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 02:51:00 PST |
Idaho fall~dians!!!!!!! |
Hi Im Melanie and Im moven to Idaho Fall I only have 16 days left of me being in Cali I always considerd myself a Cali child I was born here I was raised near the ocean I have the "Cali Addi... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 08:53:00 PST |
Im done with the bull shit! |
Wow!!!! This time has came around once agian!!!! V~Day, Well this isnt one of my fav days of the year I tend to be single every year either just dont have a man or for some reason they want to break u... Posted by Mel's Back W/A VENGEANCE!!!!!! on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:15:00 PST |