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[Jessa]

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About Me


..The world is clenched in my fist.
Even though I have a hold
It keeps spinning.
I'm losing my grip.

..What do we do when our babies scream?
Fill their mouths with acid rain..

..Suddenly the world was fillled with wooden faces and flat voices.
-And you were alone..

..I stumble into temptation
As I choke on the thought of you..

..Everything is an illusion
Nothing is what it seems.
It takes a hold of who I am
And it shatters in my dreams..

My Interests

My son. Chelsea. Art. Scary places. Adventures. The past. Rain. Thunder storms. Peircings. Hip bones. Movies. My family. Autumn. The perfect moment. Computers. Candles. Steak. Drawing. Red. Music. Sincere apologies. Peice of mind. Driving east. Time. Flutters.Books. Chaos. Beauty. Freckles. Barbie sheets. Wandering aimlessly. Stars. Chapstick. Dance. Hot showers. Thoughts. Guitars. Mysteries. Dreaming. My wall. Pictures. Late nights. Sweet nothings. Doodling. Water. Walking. Boxers. 12. Hoodies. Spontinaity. Jealousy. Graveyards. Coca Cola. Painting. Holding on. Coffee. Lyrics. Grey. Cuddling. Green. October 4th. Poetry. Love. Full moons. Kisses on the nose. Contradictions. Memories. Open minds. Gor-jess. Being sung too. 'My thoughts'. Gasps.... Catch my heart, It's falling... Down, Down.... Into your broken thoughts.

I'd like to meet:

You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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Music:

Deftones, Tool, Alice in Chains, Slipknot, Bush, Radiohead, Otep, Styx, Mudvayne, Norma Jean, Bless the Fall, Johnny Cash, A Perfect Circle, Vinia, Chopin, Chimaira, NIN, System of a Down, Bring me the Horizon, Genesis, Hatebreed, Flaw, Jack off Jill, Pink Floyd, Beethoven, The Police, Poison the Well, From Autumn to Ashes, Chevelle,Manmade God, Fuel, Marilyn Manson, Lamb of God, Garbage, Acid Bath, Gin Blossoms, Nirvana, Substratum, V.A.S.T., Incubus, Oasis, Coheed and Cambria, Weezer, Killswitch Engage, Kittie, Jimmy Eat World, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Frank Sinatra, Team Sleep, Audio Slave, Linkin Park, Pearl Jam, The Faceless, Tenatious D, Unwritten Law, Autumn Burns Red, The Cranberries
..More to come..

Movies:

..Natural Born Killers.. Pi.. Requium for a Dream.. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.. Amityville Horror.. Saw.. Boondock Saints.. American History X.. Fight Club.. Kill Bill.. Alice in Wonderland.. Donnie Darko..Moulin Rouge.. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.. Pulp Fiction.. Big Fish.. Saw II.. One Hour Photo.. Harry and the Henderson's.. Sleeping Beauty.. Labrynth.. The Burbs.. Gone with the Wind..

Television:

I don't watch TV often. But, when I do then I usually watch cartoons like Billy and Mandy Grim Adventures. Family Guy. Pee Wee Herman. Aqua Teen Hunger Force.. Simpsons.. Ed, edd and Eddy. I also like the Discovery Channel and Headbanger's Ball. But, other then that..... TV SUCKS!!!

Books:

I love reading!!.. Currently reading- The Rescue by Nicholas Sparks. Books I loved-- Odd Thomas.. Lovely Bones.. Amittyville Horror.. 'Salem's Lot.. A Blind Eye.. The Witching Hour.. Lasher.. All the Anne Rice Vampire novels.. Invisible Monster's.. Hard Love.. Razzle.. Adaline Street.. Choke.. Haunted.. House of Leaves.. Adaline Street.. Twilight.. New Moon.. Eclipse..

Heroes:

Don't have any. Who needs a hero? I love just being myself.