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Once upon a time there was a young girl named Ashley, born August 9th 1983 in Pikeville, KY. Ashley was this sweet little daddy's girl who thought that she could get away with anything. She lived in a 2 bedroom trailer with her mommy, daddy and papaw. She had two cats and 2 dogs. Her mommy worked as a nurse at the local hospital so Ashley was always getting to spend time wih her daddy and papaw. She would sometimes ride on the tractor as her daddy pushed it through the garden. She thought she had the best life in the world, that was until her mommy told her some sad news. Ashley was around 7 when she found out that her daddy had cancer. Of course, she didn't fully understand that much about it. One time when her mommy had to shave her daddy's hair off he had her promise that she wouldn't laugh, but she couldn't help it. He looked like the Mr. Clean man! Time passed by and her mommy had to stop working at the hospital to stay home and take care of her daddy. One day Ashley was playing at a friends house when her mommy called and asked her to come home. Ashley jumped on her bike and arrived to see guest at her home. Her mommy then took her into her bedroom and told her that her daddy had passed away. Ashley was sad, but was to shy to cry in front of people. At the funeral she didn't really pay attention to what was going on and instead played outside with her friends. Today Ashley feels bad that she didn't get a chance to say goodbye to her daddy and tell him how much she loved him. Then, not too long after her daddy died, her papaw died too. Now it was just her and her mommy. For awhile her mommy didn't go back to work and as Ashley got older they would argue a lot. Whenever things got bad Ashley would always cry for her daddy.
Fast forward to 1997. Ashley and her mom had grown closer over the years since her daddys death. She felt should could tell her mom almost anything. They still argued, but things were better. Her mommy had changed her entire life around. Her mommy used to drink a lot and go hang out with her friends, until she got into a car accident. After that her mommy stopped drinking. Then her mommy had to give up smoking because she had a heart attack. After the heart attack, her mommy had to always have a bag of fluid attached to her chest while she waited for a heart transplant. Ashley didn't think to much of it because things were better now. He mommy wasn't drinking or smoking and she even got involved in the local church with Ashley. One day Ashley and her mommy where at church cleaning when her mommy's friend came down to tell her that they had a heart for her and she needed to get to the hospital as soon as possible. It was a very crazy night for Ashley because she had to see her mommy get taken away in a helicopter. Ashley stayed with her cousin so that she could finish 8th grade and then for the summer she would stay with her aunt and uncle in CT while her mommy was getting better in the hospital. She did get to visit her mommy a couple of times before she had to leave. It was sad to see her mommy in a hospital bed, but Ashley just kept telling herself that things were going to be better now.
Fast forward to July 8th 1997. That day Ashley was going to go with her aunt to visit her grandfather because he wasn't doing to well. After the first stop they made her aunt said to her "You know your mom isn't doing to well right?" Ashley said yes and didn't understand why her aunt would say that. When they arrived at her grandfathers, she had Ashley go sit in his room and just keep him company. Every now and then her aunt would come in and check on her, but Ashley could tell something wasn't right. She just felt it. Then at one point in the day her aunt asked her to come into the kitchen. When she walked in she noticed that her uncle and other aunt and uncle were also there. Then Ashley heard 5 words that would always repeat in her head, "Your mom has passed away". Ashley doesn't remember to much after that because she was really sad. She lost her best friend and now she felt like an orphan all alone. The next thing they did was head back down to KY for the funeral and pack up all of Ashley's things to bring back to her new home in CT. Ashley was really sad to leave behind the only life she had known along with her family and friends. They couldn't stay too long in KY because Ashley's grandfather wasn't doing well at all. Then about one week after her mommy's funeral, her grandfather passed away. Ashley didn't know how much more she could take, but she new she had to be strong. It was what her mommy would want her to do.
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I like to hang out with my friends a lot, listen to music, read, chat, play pool and just pretty much anything that I can find that is fun to do!

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Music:

Evanescence, Linkin Park, Disturbed, Staind, Nickelback, Kelly Clarkson, Eminem, Ryan Cabrera, N'Sync, Aerosmith, Avril Lavigne, BSB, Black Eyed Peas, Blessid Union of Souls, Bon Jovi, Celine Dion, Gavin DeGraw, Green Day, Hoobastank, Janet Jackson, Josh Broban, Puddle of Mudd, Seether, Story Of The Year, The Judds, Tommy Lee, Tonic, Trust Company, Usher, Missy Elliot, etc....
As you can tell, I like a variety of music styles. If it's got a good beat and good lyrics then I'll give almost anything a try once.

Movies:

The Notebook, Elizabethtown, Dawn of the Dead (the original and the new one), Seven, Shrek, The Lion King (all 3), Labryinth, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, The Mummy 1 & 2, Freddy vs. Jason, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Lemony Snicket, Bandits, Big Fish, Bubble Boy, Bruce Almighty, Catch me if you can, Chicago, Contact, The Day After Tomorrow, A League of their own, A Walk to remember, Minority Report, The family man, The Fast and the Furious, Monty Python and the holy grail, Joy Ride, Interview with vampire, O Brother where art thou, Finding Nemo, Super Troopers, Hackers, Don't say a word, Paycheck, On The Line, Gone in 60 seconds, Donnie Darko, Final Destination 1 & 2, The Cell, Set it off, John Q, The Matrix (all 3), Legally Blonde, Phone Booth, Riding in cars with boys, Scary movie (all 3), Scroged, The Exorcist (the original and the begining), 50 first dates, Boogeyman, The Neverending Story, Frailty, Farenheight 911, Storm of the century, American History X, Home Alone, Armagedon, Ghost Ship, Mothman prophecies, The Ring 1 & 2, Enough, Harold & Kumar go to white castle, Darkness, 28 Days Later, American Pies, Shawshank Redemption, The Village, Underworld, The Secret Garden, X-mens, Anchorman, Charlie and the chocolate factory, 10 things i hate about you, It, Saw, Thirteen Ghosts, Godsend, The Others, Triple X, Hide and Seek, What Dreams May come, The blair witch project (1 & 2), The Truman Show, Darkness Falls, What Lies Beneath, Coyote Ugly, Titan AE, Down to Earth, The Bone Collector, Bring it on, center stage, stir of echoes, little nicky, forrest gump, panic room, man on the moon, the whole nine yards, boys don't cry, studio 54, american beauty, girl interrupted, hollow man, Rose Red, Titanic, The Haunting, Where the heart is, The Faculty, Duets, Big Daddy, Beautiful, Twister, Jawbreaker, The Santa claus, The beach, The Nutty Profesor, Idle Hands, Dante's Peak, Dumb and Dumber, The Thomas Crown Afair, Space Balls, Star Wars (all of them), Back to the future and last but not least Rain Man....I probably left out a lot but those are some of the movies that I own.

Television:

One Tree Hill, Big Brother, Gilmore Girls, 7th Heaven, Survivor, The Real World, Laguna Beach, Reno 911, Mind of Mencia, Fairly Odd Parents, The Surreal Life, My Fair Brady, The Simpsons, Malcom in the middle, That 70's show, Viva La Bam, CSI, Roseanne, Grey's Anatomy .... Even though these aren't on anymore: Freaky Links, Dawsons Creek, Felecity, The Newlyweds, Everwood, Til Death Do Us Part, Meet the Barkers, M*A*S*H...I'm sure I'm leaving out some shows. Let's jsut say I like TV :)
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Books:

Anything by VC Andrews or books written in the first person...I'm trying to get through the Harry Potter books lol...

Heroes:

My Mom...I miss her so much and I know she did an awesome job raising me as a not by choice single parent. One day I will see her again. Until then I only hope I can make her proud of me :(

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Christmas List

The following 5 things were found at walmart: Wheel of Fortune hand held game   Wheen of Fortune game for the tv   M&M Vending Bank   Fur Real Kitty Cat.....it's sooo cute lol &...
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Gone, but not forgotten....

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How dare you.....

How dare you not make her happy. How dare you not give her the respect she deserves. How dare you constantly give her excuses. How dare you not make her feel special. How dare you not listen to her fe...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:25:00 PST

Daily Diet Report for 8/30/07

..> ..> 8 am -  Tested Blood = 173 B.M.   Took Medicine Breakfast -  Chew granola bar = 19g 10 am -  Tested Blood = 164 A.M. Lunch -  Forgot to test before meal Lean...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 08:17:00 PST

Daily Diet Report for 8/29/2007

..> 8 am -  Tested Blood = 182 B.M.   Took Medicine Breakfast -  Strawberry yogurt = 7g 10:19 am -  Tested Blood = 176 A.M. Snack -  Sunbelt Chewy Granola (Oats &...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 07:18:00 PST

Daily Diet Report for 8/28/2007

..> ..> 9:30am -  Tested Blood = 175 B.M.   Took Medicine Breakfast -  Yogurt (Strawberry & Banana) = 7g 11:50am -  Tested Blood = 139 After breakfast and before lunch ...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 06:17:00 PST

Daily Diet Report for 8/27/07

So I met with a Diabetic Doctor last Friday and I'm going to give this whole diet thing another go. I left the appointment thinking I understood everything, but when Sunday came and it was time to pla...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:52:00 PST

Lyrics -

I still have yet to be able to listen to the whole song. I always have to change it before the tears start rolling. The lyrics say it all for me.... "I Miss You" You used to call me your angel Said I ...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:50:00 PST

Thoughts for the day

How do you cheer up someone who is depressed, when you yourself are depressed? It's so hard to watch someone you love be sad. I miss him so much right now. Are we going to be able to make it through...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:38:00 PST

Behind Blue Eyes

No one knows what its likeTo be the bad manTo be the sad manBehind blue eyesNo one knows what its likeTo be hatedTo be fatedTo telling only liesBut my dreamsThey arent as emptyAs my conscience seems t...
Posted by It begins with an A and ends with a Y on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:43:00 PST