Weeeeell what do you want me to say ? I'm a regular Joe who preety much is into the same as any dude on his 20's would, music, cars, movies, football, BBQ, go out, travel, and waste money on shit that most of the times don't even need just because he can afford it. I'm not special, I'm not the nicest, I'm not the best, I'm not the worst I'm just me.
I'd like to meet:
Well anyone who'll come up with drama, bullshit, lies, and criticism is definetly not welcome, I mean I dont really give a rat's ass if your rich or poor or what kind of lifestyle you have, just be yourself, of course I also should warn you about the fact that if you get easily offended, you should definetly keep away as well, sometimes you should just know how to laugh when you're the joke, and umm one more thing if its not too much to ask, please send me a msg before adding, you know just out of courtesy...body {cursor: url(http://www.spinmyprofile.com/graphics/cursors/misc/blue_
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Music:
Yeah, when I first started MySpace I remember I filled the whole seccion with the name of bands and shit, then I realize, what's the point ? it's just stereotype, Yes I love Rock'n Roll and Metal, but at the same time, I can have a blast listening to any other type of music, there's so many options to fit your mood that it's not even an issue, I like it all, and I enjoy it all, as long as it comes in the right time.
Movies:
Anything, they all tell a diferent story, some of'em are funny, some of them make you think and show you a point of view of a certain situation that you never though you may see, some movies are good, some of them just plain suck, but the only way to criticize them, is to watch'em first, of course after some of them you wish you could take back the 2 hours of your life that you wasted by watching such a ridiculous play...
Television:
Nowadays TV shows are not meant to teach you anything, they're just for merely amusement, and thats the way they should be taken, and right now I just keep myself so busy that when I get home and I turn on my TV the last thing that I look forward to watch and hear is someone else's problem, I have good enough dealing with my own.I can't believe how TV nowadays can be so fucking violent, just take a look at this video by Megadeth " Holly Wars " made out of pieces of TV shotsFucking brutal, Isn't it ?
Books:
Like Movies, books are meant with a diferent purpose, and goals, they might teach you a lesson while they amuse you, or they are meant to make you open your eyes to a reality that the world is living nowadays, the truth is every artist do things for a reason and act in different ways, your reality is not the same as theirs or as mine, that's what make a book, a movie, a song, or a painting art, the meaning everybudy gives to it
Heroes:
Nobudy is a hero, no one is gonna save you, but if comes down to earth, there's is people in this world that I look up to with respect, both my father and my mother, and my sister, I'm the youngest one in the family, so I try to learn as much as I can from each one of them, they're all different, but at the end we're all one, and we look after each other at all times.I am a Gothic, by taste and lifestyle I choose to live with. If you cannot accept this just turn around leave it the way it is. People look with judging eyes, instead of seeing, I choose to live the way I please instead of following a certain pattern made by a society that drowns itself every day into the balance of what's right or wrong, what's good or bad, where's heaven or hell. I have a strange fascination of the undead better known as parapsychologism. I have and undying attraction to the vampires and crave and thrive off of blood and energy. Pain is beautiful and as many figure out, I am a sadist, as well as an extreme turn on. I am an independent individualist and have a very morbid and dark way of thinking including a great passion for destruction. My thoughts and feelings are expressed in art, which sorrounds my life in every and anyway such as drawing, painting, writing, music and sacrification, which means freedom of self expression. Some of my cravings include blood, biting, sex, alchohol, drugs, darkness and destruction. Yes I am attracted to anything dark, I do read the satanic bible, which many base negative thoughts off of, for knowing little to nothing. Religion and other beliefs shouldn't be poisoned into someone's mind. My thoughts are my own and will not change for anyone but myself... do not expect anything out of me, you may eather receive a lot or nothing from me and that would be my own choice whether you deserve it or not. I am emetionally damaged and have more problems, frustration and phobias than what you can comprehend. Trust is near imposible to receive from me, after being fucked over and over again.
I know that you've been damaged. Your soul has suffered such abuse, but I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you... or worseDo not try to see me, I am not here, I am not there, I am invisible, I just don't exist...
