Curly Q [R.I.P Brenda..Forever on the dancefloor.]

Wow...I don't even know where to begin...I just can't believe that something like that had to happen to someone so amazing. I didn't know her that well, but i danced with her every week and talked to her from time to time. and it still hits me hard. Brenda was one of the first people that talked to me. It was Brenda and Malissa. Brenda was always smiling no matter what. and she loved dancing more than anyone. She always wanted to be there no matter what. One time i saw her wearing a boot on her leg and she wasn't suppose to be dancing and it was like a week for a competition or something. It was crazy! haha. I remember Larina came up to her and was worried looking at her and Brenda just had the biggest smile just ready to dance. That's all she wanted to do. Larina would freak out if she didn't have her boot haha. She always made me smile. and she was an AMAZING dancer. I really admired her passion for dance. She was actually one of my favorite dancers and always will be. You could tell that was where she belonged and that she was having a blast. =] She is forever on the dance floor. It hurts to know that she is gone and that I won't be seeing her. She was one of those people that made my day haha. It just still seems so unreal to me and its already been a week and it feels like forever. The image that keeps going through my had was the last time i saw her. She was so excited. I was in the car ready to leave to Vegas and i was watching her write on the car. It said stuff like "Go Malissa!" "Studio Elite!" "Vegas!" She was so freaking excited! like really! i really wanted to go up and hug and her and just share the excitement, but then i was like nah she would think i'm a total loser. haha. but now i just wish i did because i can't see her anymore. and that really hurts. When i first found out she was in an accident I didn't think it was anything major and that she would be fine, ready to come back and dance. All excited and ready to compete. but when i found out she wasn't with us anymore i just couldn't believe it. Why did it have to happen to her? Not to sound all bad, but out of all those people?..why her? Then i thought about it and God chose her for a reason. Just imagine her walking through the gates of heaven and God welcoming her to her new home and taking her into his arms => I mean when you think aboutit, she really fulfilled her life. She was always happy which everyone seems to love and remember about her. and she had an impact on all of our lives. She lived life to the fullest and is an amazing person. I was so excited to watch them perform forever, but instead of watching them do it, i had to fill in. At first, she told me to be Brenda, but everyone agreed i was too short haha. i wouldn't have been able to take it anyway. That would have been too hard for me. Erica had to do it. Erica was very strong and i admire her for that. We all agreed and said that there was no way that we could have reached up to the performance of Brenda and Malissa. No way...but everything was for her and we got a platinum for her. It was very emotional. Everything we did at competition was for her. I know she was really excited about this competition. It was her first time. but she was there in spirit. We all felt her. She was dancing right by our sides and watching all of us perform. No matter what anyone says, that stage belonged to Brenda. She would have owned it. =] Brenda Rodriguez is forever dancing in our hearts. Keep dancing Brenda! We miss you dearly and I hope to see you one day in heaven and dance by your side! (see next section for the poem)..
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