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Hello.
I'm Izabela and I'm 18.
I study performing arts at college,train my voice after college...and I've got 4 jobs.
I just came back from my home country,from a long holiday and again I left a bit of my soul there.But as it happens,noone cares so never mind.
Who am I?
Just another person in this big,fast and blind city.
My dreams,hopes?
Singing since I can remember and a man,a musician that will make my life more exciting and wild.
My life so far was twisted.Broken family,solitude,shame and overall mental hospital atmosphere.
I'm not saying it was ONLY bad.No,I met two people that are really close to my heart,one of them my real friend,call it a soul mate.I see her once a year.I haven't got money to travel often.
A little bit of my thoughts...I think people here generally can't be bothered to CARE and I mean care about others.They do a little,but not enought for me to cal anyone a friend.
Another thing that irritates me-a general misunderstanding of a word "friend".In our times you are called a friend after having a couple of beers in a pub or after 10 minutes of talking with a stranger.My point here is-how can I call someone a friend if I can't trust or count on that person?Why do people call me their friend if they don't even know me?I've got one best friend and a friend and I can't seem to consider anyone else a friend.A coleague or a mate,yes.But nothing more.
Some people say I'm seroius,some say I'm crazy.Masks,masks...After all,I guess that's an English attitude,not showing real feelings or showing that they care.I'm generalising now,so I don't mean everyone.
A couple of lines from "The Show Must Go On" by Queen would portray what I'm talking about:
Inside my heart is breaking
My make up maybe flaking
But my smile still stays on.
So to finish this off in a good climate...Long live Rock'N'Roll and sex! ;P

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Izabela
Birthday: 17 August
Birthplace: Somewhere in Poland
Current Location: probably my bed in the middle of a mess.
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Dark blond(yes!natural)
Height: 164cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: 100% polish(dont know of anything else)
The Shoes You Wore Today: barefeet
Your Weakness: to many to state
Your Fears: spiders!!! being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get my own flat,**** *** lol,have a crazy 18 birthday party
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: MAN
Thoughts First Waking Up: just a little bit more...
Your Best Physical Feature: my...eyes! LOL
Your Bedtime: that changes with my mood,but i dont like to waste the night;)
Your Most Missed Memory: my mum the way she used to be when i was a kid...
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: macDonalds
Single or Group Dates: ??! Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: who gives a damn
Chocolate or Vanilla: uhahaha...chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee with milk
Do you Smoke: yeah
Do you Swear: muhahaha obviously
Do you Sing: 24/7 this is my life
Do you Shower Daily: WHAT THE FUCK?!
Have you Been in Love: ...kinda
Do you want to go to College: im already in a collage
Do you want to get Married: the question should be: will there be anyone who'd want to marry u LOL
Do you belive in yourself: Im working on it(with help from John and Aaron)
Do you get Motion Sickness: ...?
Do you think you are Attractive: HELL NO
Are you a Health Freak: i wish i would
Do you get along with your Parents: it depends how u look at it,bit Im a good actress
Do you like Thunderstorms: Looooove them;)
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar a little and recorder
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Course YES and not once
In the past month have you Smoked: ...yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs: never
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i've gone out but it wasnt a date...more like getting pissed
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: erm...dont know
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: blah
In the past month have you been on Stage: yeah today and tomorrow;)
In the past month have you been Dumped: not yet...and hope not soon
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: have no idea what that is
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: LOL LOL LOL KINDA
Ever been Drunk: many times but only once getting sick
Ever been called a Tease:
Ever been Beaten up: not beaten but in a fight...I WON
Ever Shoplifted: guess not
How do you want to Die: without pain,romantic or for a higher cause
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Singer/performer
What country would you most like to Visit: NEW YORK!!!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: ANY
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: preferably long
Height: not smaller than me!
Weight: who cares
Best Clothing Style: well ideally a rock-style,ripped jeanes,t-shirt and some rocky jacket...but u cant have everything,can u?
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: two
Number of Tattoos: none,but want one
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a couple,but i cant go back now to change it...

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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Sun Sign: Leo
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Moon Sign: Aquarius
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Rising Sign: Virgo
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I'd like to meet:

There are two groups of people I'd like to meet.One is the group of impossibles such as Steve Barton(dead),Tolkien(dead),Ace Frehley and Paul Stanley(...eh...),Alice Cooper,William Wallace(dead obviously:P),Eric-the Phantom of the Opera(not real...shame)and maaaaany more.But for those who are a bit more reachable,that would be Michael Crawford,Idina Menzel,Sarah Brightman,Eric Singer,half of Hollywood(^^),John Clees,etc.

Your Love Style is Manic
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster
And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time
And while it's exciting and exhilarating...
It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

You Are Rum
You're the life of the party, and a total flirt
You are also pretty picky about what you drink
Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do

Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

You Are Amy Lee!
Gothy, expressive, woman-in-pain
Who looks damn good in a corset
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears" Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

You Have a Choleric Temperament
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

You Are 76% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.
How Evil Are You?

My result for How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter? is The Super-Cool ‘Un
You can look sexy when you want and blend with the crowd when you want. You have total control over your sexiness, and do not use it to disarm people. The best bet, according to me.
How do you Rate on the Sex Appeal Meter?

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Music:

within temptation - mother earth

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Point of no Return --- Phantom of the Opera

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Always - Bon Jovi

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Nightwish - Nemo

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Skid Row with Sebastian Bach as a lead singer.Mrau:D 18 and life

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Here's the sweet cute Alice Cooper I simply love the guy.And that's the original version of Poison(obviously). Alice Cooper - Poison

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Some more classic in rock n roll.Thanks to my friend I know lots of them;)Here's W.A.S.P. WASP - ANIMAL LIVE

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Movies:

The Lord of The Rings,The Craft,Fifth Element,Braveheart,Freedom Writers,Dune,Constantine,Equilibrium,Never Ending Story(^^),Inteview With The Vampire,Drakula 2000,The Phantom of The Opera,Butterfly Effect and looooooots more.

Here's a bit from Detroit Rock City.It's a hell of a fun movie. Satan Santa Same Letters Same Guy

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Television:

I am not able to fit a TV into my room so I don't watch it;P

Books:

OMG!That's gonna be long...lets see...LOTR of course,Sophie's World,Tales of The City,books by Paulo Coelho,The Beast,The Phantom of The Opera,Dune,books by Garth Nix,The Last Unicorn,Harry Potter,Dancing With The Dark,Memoirs of a Geisha and...There's over 200 books I've read so I'm not gonna name every single one:P

Heroes:

Angel Of Music.

Your results:
You are Venom Venom 72% Mystique 68% Catwoman 66% Poison Ivy 64% Apocalypse 63% The Joker 57% Two-Face 56% Riddler 54% Magneto 52% Dr. Doom 52% Dark Phoenix 52% Mr. Freeze 51% Lex Luthor 46% Kingpin 43% Juggernaut 40% Green Goblin 36% Strength, disguise and adrenaline are your greatest weapons.
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My Blog

Les Miserables and a MIRACLE!

I am overflowing with energy,I can barely sit in my chair,not to mention stay at home.I want to go out ot people and scream and jump and hug everyone and anyone!How can I now go to college,while I've ...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:01:00 PST

Night child

Just another night in the big city.It's quites,peacefull.I like nights for their serenity.I'm sleepy and tired,but my brain  doesn't want to stop working.Thoughts flying through my head file bull...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 05:36:00 PST

My results for 'What altar tool are you'

..http://quizfarm.com//images/1149867700bosthm.jpg"  >You scored as The Book of Shadows, This is the book where all rituals, spells and magickal recipes are written before use. Traditionally boun...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 03:57:00 PST

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!

I've read a couple of books about Wicca by Cate Tiernan and then out of curiosity I started looking up the information about the seven great clans.I started with Woodbane and the after a couple od lin...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 01:45:00 PST

Wiccan Rede

The Wiccan Rede(Full Version) Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust.Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep un...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 07:57:00 PST

What is my inner gift?

..http://quizfarm.com//images/1140902429empathygift.jpg">You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy, You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain ...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 08:31:00 PST

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Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 03:34:00 PST

Thinking of...

...writting a book! I've got soooo many ideas,so many stories in my head...But the only thing is every time I tried to write something it all ended landing on the shelf,never finished.But really if on...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:36:00 PST

It's good to be...

... alone,right? I mean,remembering someones words that made me think of it, I guess it's better this way. I can focus on myself, on targets I set out for myself. I can go back to what I left behind a...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:12:00 PST

Who I am and what I love.

Im a polish girl who came here nearly two years ago to start a new life. I    am a singer and was was since I was born. Even during my christening my family said that I have a musi...
Posted by *Your Imaginary Friend* on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 03:37:00 PST