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TURTLE

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About Me

Hunger for the drama, hunger for the nurture Gonna take it further, the hurt feels like murder Interpret the eyes, read the lines on her face The sunshine is fake, how much time did I waste? Fuck you Lucy for leaving me Fuck you Lucy for not needing me I wanna say fuck you because I still love you No, I'm not okay, and I don't know what to doAND EVERYONE IN HIS LIFE WOULD MISTAKE IT AS LOVE

My Interests

Music:

5 Cent Deposit, A Tribe Called Quest, AFI, Alkaline Trio, Anti-Flag, Arctic Monkeys, Atmosphere, Beastie Boys, Benefit, Big Pun, Billy Talent, Black Star, Blink-182, Braintax, Brand New, Brother Ali, Common, Danger Mouse, De La Soul, Deftones, Dirty Pretty Things, Dr. Dre, Editors, Eminem, Fall Out Boy, Foo Fighters, Forgive Durden, Frank Zappa, From Autumn To Ashes, Funeral For A Friend, Goldfinger, Grateful Dead, Green Day, Gym Class Heroes, HOT KARL, Helmet, House of Pain, Hüsker Dü, Immortal Technique, Jay-Z, Jim Norton, Justin Timberlake, Klashnekoff, LL Cool J, Lauryn Hill, Lily Allen, Living Legends, Lloyd Banks, Ludacris, MC Chris, Mattafix, Method Man, Michael Jackson, Mos Def, Motley Crue, Mr. Dibbs FELT, My Chemical Romance, N.W.A., Nas, Nirvana, Non-Prophets, Notorious B.I.G., Optimus Rhyme, Outkast, Panic! At the Disco, Pearl Jam, The Perceptionists, Pigeon John, Pink Floyd, Plain White T's, Portishead, RJD2, Radiohead, Rage Against the Machine, Ramones, Rawkus Records, Redman, Richard Cheese, Rise Against, Roots Manuva, Run DMC, Sage Francis, Shop 11 Phoenix, Skinnyman, Slug, Smashing Pumpkins, Snoop Doggy Dogg, Soul Position, Sublime, Swollen Members, Taking Back Sunday, Talib Kweli, The Beatles, The Bloodhound Gang, The Bravery, The Clash, The Fugees, The Game, The Herbaliser, The Magnetic North, The Muppets, The Perceptionists, The Shins, The Used, The Vandals, Thursday, Transplants, Vandals, Yardbirds, Yungun, aesop rock, cage, musab

My Blog

Dear Sean

The woman at the root of my grief shouldn't be as tricky as this. It's almost transparent that she no longer has feelings for me, but this doesn't impede her ability to call me (sober, no less) and sa...
Posted by TURTLE on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 03:23:00 PST

2007

The last year was a roller coaster ride for the most part. We said hello to a lot of new faces, and goodbye to familiar ones. Little Brodeur was born on March 11th, and let me tell you, holding that k...
Posted by TURTLE on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:09:00 PST

PAYROD

As a Yankee fan, this off season has already been a whirlwind. We've lost our manager after what was probably his best work as manager in the regular season. Key word? Regular season. We've also lost...
Posted by TURTLE on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 10:40:00 PST

empathy and apathy

Empathy is defined as someones ability to recognize, perceive and feel directly the emotion of someoneelse. often thought of  as the ability to "put yourself into another's shoes", or experiencin...
Posted by TURTLE on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 03:40:00 PST

the kind you'd find on someone i could save

Okay so i know these things aren't ever happy, but writing about the bullshit i endure is the only thing that sates me. so fuck you (ha ha). anyways, back to the topic at hand. something I've been wre...
Posted by TURTLE on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 07:08:00 PST

that guy

its been like 4 or 5 months since the last one so here goes. im so tired of being that guy, you  know the one. the guy who continually puts them self out there. mentally, physically or whatever, ...
Posted by TURTLE on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 11:45:00 PST

2006

and so kiddies we're about to close out another year. this one was better than the last. (see previous blog) overall i have no complaints. i learned a little more about who i am and where im goin. rek...
Posted by TURTLE on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:17:00 PST

how many times can you say your sorry and really mean it?

I'm sorryThat I was raised with respect;I'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedIm sorrythat I gave you everything,and all you did was take it all without even tryi...
Posted by TURTLE on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 08:33:00 PST

Starbucks, Flat tires, and Masochism

masochism---  A willingness or tendency to subject oneself to unpleasant or trying experiencesYou know while your sitting by the window, waiting for your prince to come,  I am...
Posted by TURTLE on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:20:00 PST

chutes and ladders

we all have had our up and downs. good days, bad days, days spent hiding under the covers, but most days life just idles along nicely.the big stuff happens when you least expect it. its like chutes an...
Posted by TURTLE on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 08:40:00 PST