This is the truth on how I feel, she took the words right out of my mouth. MY HEART SINGS... MY HEART SINGS SWEET MELODIES OF LOVE SONGS. WILL I EVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE HIS FIRST CHOICE; HIS EVERLASTING BURNING FIRE? THE ONE HIS HEART TRULY DESIRES. TO BE HIS ONLY LADY, NOT HIS MAYBE BUT MY MAN'S BABY...IS THIS AN ILLUSION OF THINGS THAT WILL NEVER BE; IT'S CLEAR TO ME THAT THIS JOURNEY FOR LOVE JUST MAY NOT BE FOR ME. HOWEVER, I CAN NOT ALLOW MYSELF TO BELIEVE THAT, BECAUSE GOD HAS NOT FORGOTTEN ME.WHY WOULD GOD LEAVE ME IN THE WILDERNESS FOR THE LOCUSTS TO EAT? I DESIRE TO BE IN LOVE; SO THE FACE OF GOD I CONTINUE TO SEEK AND MY NEEDS HE WILL MEET.TO MY SURPRISE I ONLY BEEN IN LOVE WITH TWO MEN. ONE BEING JESUS AND THE OTHER MAN IS MY NATURAL FATHER. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE WITH A MAN WHO WANTS TO BE LOVED, WANTS TO BE BOTHERED. ONE WHO ENJOYS AND UNDERSTAND THAT VOCAL PENETRATIONS COMES BEFORE THE TREMBLING EARTHQUAKE THAT CAUSES AN EROTIC EXPLOSION. I REFUSE TO BELIEVE THAT CHRISTIAN MEN DO NOT BELIEVE IN HOLINESS AND PURITY. I KNOW THEIR'S AT LEAST ONE WHO BELIEVES THAT GOD'S WORD IS A PRIORITY.YOU SEE MY LONGEST AND ONLY RELATIONSHIP LASTED FOR A SHORT 8 MONTHS. I OFTEN ASK MYSELF? WHAT DO I KNOW ABOUT LOVING A MAN, PLEASING A MAN, HONORING A MAN AND MOST IMPORTANTLY LIFTING THIS MAN UP IN PRAYER? BUT THAN AGAIN IF AN AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER CAN GUIDE A 745 PLANE IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I KNOW GOD WILL GIVE ME THE WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS KING AND I WILL BE THE ONE HE CALLS HIS QUEEN....I WANT A MAN WHO UNDERSTANDSÂ HIS PURPOSE, ACCEPTED HIS CALLING AND SOLD OUT FOR CHRIST. I NEED A HEARER AND A DOER. I AM NOT SAYING YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT BECAUSE GOD IS STILL WORKING ON ME BUT YOU NEED TO BE ON THE ROAD ALREADY TRUCKING NOT SITTING ON THE SIDE WAITING ON A FREE RIDE. Â LAKEISHAÂ DIXON REAL TALK
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