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It's been a little over a month and I've fallen for Jon like a fool. I thought I wouldn't be able to love like I did before. I wasn't even sure I wanted love. As I sat back and watched him play video games and council our friends I knew the impression I had of him two and half years ago was the same. He wasn't available then, but when we were re-acquainted he was. I didn't want to make it so obvious but I did do what I thought would be harmless. We've had our misunderstandings, but we always come to be the best. Never have we fought or made intentions to hurt the other. I love him with all my heart, mind, body and soul. He's been there for me in this past month more than people in my life have been there for years. I look forward to time spent with him. I smile and I laugh. His hugs are comforting and his kisses steal away my pain. I feel as if I could fly to the moon when he lays next to me. He is my puppy and I'm his kitty. I hate dogs and he hates cats but I love him and he loves me. We aligned in a way not many people would be able to understand. I can tell when he's thinking and sometimes I'm able to tell what it is he's thinking. He's always thinking though. And I can tell when something bothers him, but rarely does he tell what's wrong. Part of the time I feel bad when I sit back and un-load on him when he wont un-load on me. I would do a lot for Jon and he's already done a lot for me. Through my recent difficulty he's shown how much he cares for me. I knew he did even before, but I feel I have a place to hide from the world when he wraps me in his arms.

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Tears

I dont remember asking you to kill me. I dont know how you got that impression. Please remind me, word for word what it was I told you. My minds so fogged that I can't even picture your face when I'm ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 May 2009 10:36:00 GMT

Irrational?

I'm living in an irrational fantasy.: lacking usual or normal mental clarity or coherence.You may not believe in the things that I do, and I certanitly don't believe what you do. It doesn't make sense...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 20:40:00 GMT

Life is ironic

Falling in love can change a lot of things. It can give us a reason to wake in the morning, a soultion to sleeping better during the night and having determination to keep going. When someone you rely...
Posted by on Tue, 05 May 2009 19:39:00 GMT

Mind over Matter

Belonging to your dreams may lead you to fall.Blimded eyes can only tickle a man when he stands tall.Our smallest desires take us in the end.Things we do over and over again.We aren't killed or murder...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 08:52:00 GMT

Hunter

Beaten by a broken dream.All hope wants to fade away.The lost thoughts of our time can't be restored.Too young to give up on anything, but what you did was more than enough to keep anyone from going o...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 08:49:00 GMT

Godsmack Wanna Be

It tokke me all this timeTo see through your lies.What does that make me?I had to stumble alone,Found my way to your throne, Baby!I've never been so sickGo ahead and take your pick.Think it all over a...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 08:47:00 GMT

.....

I let go of you. As I let go of this. I beat you at your own game. I did what you couldn't. I'm fixing the wrongs you made. Making your struggles look so easy. That was so easy for me. To real...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:59:00 GMT

Sparrow of the night

Seasons have brought me unwanted change. Life has given me the song I must go out to sing. Before I felt confident and proud I dragged my feet blind and unaware of the beauty I hold within myself. The...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Mar 2009 09:59:00 GMT

When i go silent

Its because i have a lifetime of things to say to you, things that i want to share. Words that i wish to speak, but they get stuck when i try to get them out. When you talk to me, and say what you say...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 20:41:00 GMT

This love is real.

This love is as real as the summer day it rained. Many years ago, when I was so young and joyful just to to be outside and away from home. You give me those feelings back. The ones I've missed and lon...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Feb 2009 23:56:00 GMT