It's been a little over a month and I've fallen for Jon like a fool. I thought I wouldn't be able to love like I did before. I wasn't even sure I wanted love. As I sat back and watched him play video games and council our friends I knew the impression I had of him two and half years ago was the same. He wasn't available then, but when we were re-acquainted he was. I didn't want to make it so obvious but I did do what I thought would be harmless. We've had our misunderstandings, but we always come to be the best. Never have we fought or made intentions to hurt the other. I love him with all my heart, mind, body and soul. He's been there for me in this past month more than people in my life have been there for years. I look forward to time spent with him. I smile and I laugh. His hugs are comforting and his kisses steal away my pain. I feel as if I could fly to the moon when he lays next to me. He is my puppy and I'm his kitty. I hate dogs and he hates cats but I love him and he loves me. We aligned in a way not many people would be able to understand. I can tell when he's thinking and sometimes I'm able to tell what it is he's thinking. He's always thinking though. And I can tell when something bothers him, but rarely does he tell what's wrong. Part of the time I feel bad when I sit back and un-load on him when he wont un-load on me. I would do a lot for Jon and he's already done a lot for me. Through my recent difficulty he's shown how much he cares for me. I knew he did even before, but I feel I have a place to hide from the world when he wraps me in his arms.
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