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You know you're beautiful when you're dead

I am here for Friends

About Me

Well...I got hacked. If you didn't already know that. So here we go, starting over again. I suppose...it's a good thing. Start anew. Fresh. Not so much clutter. Yeah.

Name's Amanda. I've recently become known as Gurl. In the past I've gone by Manda. You can call me whatever you want really.

I'm sarcastic. Outspoken. I have my own opinions and if you don't like them...we can have an intelligent debate? xD

Just moved to the Gainesville area (really ButtFuckNowhere) from my beloved hometown of Appleton, Wi. Oh shit, I already have a boyfriend here. He's mine, so get over it. ^_^

I'm pretty easy to get along with. I am quite the listener. I call myself an artist, though of what exactly, I'm not sure. I love to write, though I barely do anymore. I love to paint, to do graphic design type stuff, draw, etc. Got artistic talent/interest? Then we have something to talk about.

If there's anything else you want to know...send me a message. Kthxbai.

My Interests

anime, dolls, music, art, writing, drawing, painting, japanese culture, fanfiction, pretty boys, pretty girls, lolita fashion, sushi, role-playing, video games, pc games, mmorpgs, etc.

I'd like to meet:

My soulmate Kyle/MazRION.

Intelligent beings of the Planet Earth.

Music:

A lot. Mainly Metal, Rock, Alternative, JROCK, JPOP, obscure, Industrial, Techno, and anything I randomly like.

Movies:

Uhh...Aswang!, 40 year Virgin, Silence of the Lambs, Harry Potter, anything by Kevin Smith, and countless others. I watch a lot of movies.

Television:

The Tribe. CSI Miami. Cold Case Files. City Confidential. Family Guy. Tim and Eric. SGC2C. Etc.

Books:

I read a lot. I can't even pick.

Heroes:

My friends and loved ones. Each of them exhibit qualities I wish to emulate someday.

My Blog

Ich verliere mich

Things are so weird lately. Inside my head mainly. I have such a hard time thinking clearly, whether I am on my medicine or not.Yeah, I had another relapse. I'm sick of fake sympathies. I'm sick of re...
Posted by You know you're beautiful when you're dead on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 10:16:00 PST

Mauer ich dich ein...

(Subject line irrelevant: see Stein um Stein by Rammstein xP)Ever get annoyed because things aren't going your way, then feel pretty guilty and crappy and selfish for wanting them to?I'm feeling that ...
Posted by You know you're beautiful when you're dead on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:16:00 PST

Wisconsin and the Aftermath

So I've returned from my second trip back home...a hell of a lot poorer to say the least. xDBut, hell, it was worth it.But here's another blog where I pour my heart out for my own benefit of getting s...
Posted by You know you're beautiful when you're dead on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:56:00 PST

Still reasoning my life.

I'm having a rough day. A rough few days. My mind is foggy. My emotions are erratic. Let's see if I can try to communicate what the hell's going on with me. I've been having dreams. Pretty haunting. E...
Posted by You know you're beautiful when you're dead on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 08:44:00 PST

H4X0R3D!!

Yeah. I was having a grand old time in Wisconsin...on break. Stayed up pretty late Wednesday night, chatting with people and being a myspace whore as usual. So naturally, Thursday I woke up at 2pm. I ...
Posted by You know you're beautiful when you're dead on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST