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Starting life over...again. Not a spring chicken anymore, but I am richer in spirit and knowledge than ever before. I've had a very difficult life...mostly in my relationships from early childhood; perhaps those experiences are what helped to make me the empath I am today. During one long period of turmoil I gained about 200 lbs....even with a family history of heart problems I gained the weight and was smoking 3 packs of cigarettes a day!! Won't go into the details, but let me tell you, I don't know how I survived, but I am still here. I have lost a little over 100 lbs and I am still pluggin' away....hoping to 'get it right' one day. I LOVE nature. I'm not talking about camping, boating and the like...even though those are fun activities...I'm talking about just nature...being in the woods and sitting quietly just listening to the sounds of the wind in the trees, the creatures all around and 'feeling' the life of it all. Either you 'get it' or you don't, but that's ok..doesn't mean we can't be friends...it just means you would have to accept the dreamy side of me! hahahaha I can be pretty silly too. I have an inner child that loves to come out and play...more now than ever before. She has been stifled way too long...not by my own choosing (part of the difficult life thing as mentioned above). I am separated from my husband of 11 yrs, but we remain close friends. He helps me out a lot and I appreciate him. We are much better as friends than we ever were as husband and wife. "Why don't you get a divorce?", you might ask. Well, it's called money. Need some, don't have any. LOL I love to create things. It doesn't really matter what as long as I'm using the imagination and end up with something I don't totally find repulsive. *smile* My favorite thing to feed that need right now is crocheting. I'm loving AMIGURUMI...it's a Japanese type of crochet where you make little 'dolls'. The dolls can be anything...food, animals, plants, any object really...then you put on a little face and presto* you have Amigurumi. It isn't stitched in rows or rounds, but in a spiral fashion. If you check out my pics I have an some examples in "My Crafts". I also really like making mosaics on glass with stained glass. They are so pretty when hung in a window for the light to shine through. My other crafts are beading, jewelry making, making candles, soaps and toiletries, polymer clay, tea bag folding, iris folding, and quilling (not quilTing...quilling)...it's scroll work with very narrow strips of paper using a special tool or a needle. I love music...it soothes my savage heart! I also like to sing, but don't have the voice I once had...still makes me feel good though. I like to cook....good ol country cookin' and I like to experiment with new creations in the kitchen too! I simply adore my grandchildren!! Aren't grandchildren just 'the best'? I tend to be a homebody. I enjoy going out with friends, but I sometimes have to be dragged because I am content just staying home and 'creating'. I DO need to get out more though...I think staying inside, alone is not all that 'healthy' for me no matter how 'content' I may be. It's safer though...can't get hurt if you're not socializing. Ya just need to risk it sometimes though coz you might be missing something spectacular! Harm none and walk in the Light, Willow aka Marsha
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Real, honest people (no fakers). A truly goodhearted, easy-going, faithful man who won't belittle me and walk on my heart. Someone who will hire me into a creative occupation...one that pays even just enough to support myself. *smile*
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Check out this video: Evanescence - My Immortal

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Posted by on Sat, 28 Feb 2009 18:42:00 GMT

Memories

..TR> ..TR> Make a Smilebox postcard..TABLE> Recently, I spent some time with 3 of my 5 grandchildren. They all had suckers and were quite pleased...and sticky! :) It was a nice day and I reall...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 15:20:00 GMT

Random Thoughts

e It's common for daughters to rebel against their mothers especially...not sure why. I find myself saying, "Oh, no...I'm becoming my mother!" LOL I'm finding peace in our shared traits as I learn whi...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 18:35:00 GMT

Hear Me

"Hear Me" sung by Kelly ClarksonHear me Hear me You gotta be out there You gotta be somewhere Wherever you are I'm waiting 'Cause there are these nights when I sing myself to sleep And I'm hopin' my d...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:09:00 GMT

Woman

This and other wonderful articles can be found at: www.dailyom.comWoman Embracing Womanhood There are many ways and myriad reasons for women to honor and embrace all that they are. And when any indi...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 20:03:00 GMT

Bananas! The Wonder Food!! Thanks Teresa!

I never knew a banana was this good for you& THE BETTER BANANA   A professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas.  He said the expression "going bananas...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 07:49:00 GMT

I can see clearly now...

I can see clearly now the rain is gone...all of the dark shadows have disappeared...here is the rainbow I've been searching for...it's gonna be a bright, bright sunshiney day. Look all around me, ther...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 07:00:00 GMT

Marital Strife = Heart Disease? You Decide...

Study ties marital strife, heart disease October 8, 2007 09:28:04 PM PST A lousy marriage might literally make you sick. Marital strife and other bad personal relationships can raise y...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:43:00 GMT

Achieving a High Vibration

THE DAILY OM         www.dailyom.com To Rise Above Achieving A High Vibration All matter is made up of energy, and that energy is in motion continually. Every...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:37:00 GMT