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About Me

Here is a short story about me. I was born a normal healthy baby with no problems until a few months later I got sick. Well I was about 2 or 3 months old my mom caught the german measles because she didn't get the shots that she needed and I was too young to get a shot. She had no choice but to take me everywhere she goes because noone else would help her to take care of me. My mom was a teen mother she had me 4 days after her 16th birthday I know things had to be difficult for her. I dont blame her for being this way. I am this way for a reason and I know what reason it is. I need to show myself that I am a strong person and nothing could hold me down. To go further in my sickness I grew a lump in the right side of my brain and my mother was told that I had cerebal palsy. She was also told that I probably would never walk or I would be paralyzed. I got better but the sickness left physical damages.
Pretty much everything on my left side of my body is damaged. Im blind out of my left eye, my left hand is usless (crippled), and my left leg is shorter than my right leg. Even though my mom was young and she could have easily gave up on me. She worked hard with me, she pushed me into doing things that a normal child would do. Without her I would be in a wheel chair with a speech problem. I walk, drive, and go to school like a normal person. Some people dont have a problem in asking me for advice when they need it.
People always tell me that I can't do anything or wont become anything. It may take me a while to do something but eventually I get it done and I prove them wrong. When they see me do better than them in something they always come to me for help. They just treat me like im a evil person when I tell them no after how they treated me. I used to be afraid to let people know about my disability. I can't hide who I am and I can't change it. If I could change myself I wouldn't do it. I don't want people to feel sorry for me or treat me any different. I am a normal person and people have to understand that.
Besides that I like to design graphics and websites. Designing is all I do and it helps me get my mind off of things.

My Blog

What do I think about myself?

Many people had asked me what do I think about myself or how do I deal with my disability. Since everyone wants to know so bad. I will break it down for you to tell you how I see and feel about the th...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:40:00 GMT

Relationship Sucks!

REMEMBER THE BOYFRIEND THAT I BRAGGED ABOUT? GUESS WHAT? HE HAS A WIFE!!!!!!!!!! WHAT A FUCKING LOSER. I LEFT HIS ASS THO. WHEN I CONFONTED HIM ALL HE COULD SAY WAS "WHAT?, NO, LEAVE ME ALONE" HE IS ...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:10:00 GMT

guess what

I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND LIKE 5 DAYS AGO! HES SWEET AND HE KNOWS ALL OF MY SECRETS. YAYYYYY!!!!! He sweet, smart, funny, good sense of humor, romantic, and respectful. I hope things turn out well between...
Posted by on Tue, 29 May 2007 22:39:00 GMT

Crappy day

EVERYWHERE I GO SOMEONE ALWAYS GOT SOMETHING NEGATIVE TO SAY ABOUT ME. BUT GENO EMAILED ME A LIL POEM TO CHEER ME UP Life isnt just about keepin the score..its not about how many ppl call u and its ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 13:27:00 GMT

I'm in a happy mood today

Im having different views about friendships now. A few people talk to me just to say hi and to see how im doing. That means alot cuz it shows that they care and I try my best to return the favor. So f...
Posted by on Wed, 16 May 2007 15:21:00 GMT

Good News

LIKE 2 DAYS AGO ME AND MY EX BOYFRIEND DECIDED TO BE FRIENDS. I WAS UPSET BUT I RATHER BE THAT THAN NOTHING. YOU KNOW ONCE YOU START TALKING TO YOUR EX AFTER A BREAK UP IT SOMETIMES LEADS TO AN ARGUEM...
Posted by on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:59:00 GMT

=(

I spent all day calling him, texting him, sending him emails. but he still left me. I tried bein honest tho. I didnt think my secret was that bad cuz When my friends found out my secret they...
Posted by on Tue, 08 May 2007 00:48:00 GMT

Secrets Suck!

I FUCKING HATE SECRETS. CUZ YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS GONE HAPPEN. REMEMBER ON THE LAST BLOG I TOLD YALL ABOUT MY NEW BOYFRIEND. YEA YOU PROLLY GUESSED IT. I HAD A SECRET AND I TOLD HIM. ITS THE MOST EMBAR...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 13:58:00 GMT

I got a Boyfriend =)

I GOT A BOYFRIEND! I cant get any more clear than that =) his name is Tony hes cute hes sweet hes respectful and has goals in life At first he told me straight up that he liked me and thought I was cu...
Posted by on Mon, 07 May 2007 10:28:00 GMT

Friends

-Friends- I kinda thought it was a friendly word If someone tell you that they are your friend the decisions that you make with them, choose wisely because people will fuck you over. People could easi...
Posted by on Thu, 03 May 2007 17:13:00 GMT