My Island
deep thoughts
Psychology
Neuroscience
Psychopharmacology
Sexuality
& Cooking
i am interested in everything.
i want to learn. i want to travel.
i want to make people smile.
i want to help people, even if i can only do it one person at a time.
i love star-lit night skies in the middle of the wild-erness, kisses, napping in the country, sunsets, mud-soccer, tag in the dark, the feel of rain on my skin, FRENCH FRIES, sushi, climbing trees, hide-&-seek, cats, snuggling, reading, overpriced stilettos, kink, coffee icecream, MUSIC, DANCING, black & white photgraphy, nude photography, ancient cultures & architecture, intoxication, beauty, people watching, being naked, candle-lit baths, laughing until i cry, giving presents, conversations that last till the sun comes up, blood, sugar, sex, magic, beach Beach BEACH!!! i love anything that has to do with the ocean, night-swimming, body surfing, fishing, kayaking camping, rock climbing, hiking, wandering, anything in the mountains, generally most outdoor activities (without the creepy crawlies). i like sparkely objects- is that obvious yet? i'm interested in everything. everything from the mountains to the ocean and everything in it. =)
the Time to be happy is Now; the way to be happy is to make others so.
"the greatest thing you'll ever learn, is just to Love, and be Loved in return..."
Carrie --
[noun]:
An addictive aphrodisiac
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?'
How to make a Carrie
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
3 parts ambition
3 parts joy
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add Love to taste! Addictive- do not overindulge!
Absolutely Fabulous!
ah yes, my rolemodel Patsy!
hmm lost friends :) Anyone making a difference in people's lives for the better. Anyone with the self-motivation for success; success to be defined not only by material assets. anyone in music or music production!!! anyone inspiring! ..............and since i wont find much of that on myspace, i'll spout off typical actors, writers comedians etc. Robin Williams. samuel clemens, bill cosby. claire daines, Patch Adams. Milla Jovavitch, Johnny Depp, Daniel Carter. Lavar Burton, patrick stewart, steve martin. richard pryor. the Google founders. Richard Engel. former president clinton. and numerous other famous people.
Oh and basically, I am a myspace snob - if I dont know you IRL - please please please dont bug me. I know plenty of people and I dont believe in 'meeting people online'... and really, its flattering that you think i'm beautiful, hot, gorgeous, whatever But no, i do not want to have a threesome with you and your significant other. and no, i am not interested in meeting new and exciting local men. so please stop asking. i am here to stay in touch with friends thanks =)
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Music is very important to me and i could spend hours on this list because i cant be confined to narrowing this down by genre-
if i like the way it sounds i like it and that's that.
i love, love, LOVE to sing (when i'm not under pressure to do so... i have a good voice but i'm still self conscious about it). let's jam!
i dig the following and many more:
the Cure, the Cocteau Twins, DEFTONES, System, NIN, A Perfect Circle, LED ZEPPELIN, Metalica, tool, Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Jurassic 5, Depeche Mode, the Smiths, Portishead, Massive Attack, lamb, Coldplay, Smashing Pumpkins, Finch, muse, Sundays, Garbage, Staring at Strange... I LOVE BLUES & OLD JAZZ! Louis Armstrong, Ray Charles, Sinatra, Dean Martin, BILLIE HOLIDAY, Ella, Judy Garland! the Beatles, the Beach Boys, The Mamas and the Papas, the Carpenters, Janis, Dylan, Joan Baez, Stevie Wonder, Marvin Gaye, Seal, Fiona Apple, Tori Amos, Madonna, Bonnie Raitt, Lauren Hill, Norah Jones, tracey chapman, enya.... Essential Mix, Zephyr Nova, Cafe Del Mar, Concord Dawn, Diesel Boy, Dirty Elegance, djh ambient alliance, AndyC, enduser, basically some varying electronica (but i'm picky) (((D&B!!! ~just roll))), Ambient, trip-hop, experimental. The Doors, Hendrix, Wolfmother, or any 70's revival, Bowie, Lagwagon, the Unseen, Pearl Jam, Alan Jackson, Johnny Cash, i think slide guitar is hot. Mindless Self Indulgence, Pantera, Rage, Aerosmith, White Stripes, Garbage, the Clash, Project 86, Sublime, Chilie Peppers, Bob Marley, RJD2, Ataris, Radiohead, the Postal Service,311, the Offspring, Fenix TX, Tears for Fears, the Distilers, the Shins, etc...
ANYTHING THAT I CAN DANCE TO! "let go, jump in, well what're you waiting for?"
HORROR favourites: Halloween, Night of the Living Dead (original), Stigmata, The Shining, Carrie, Interview with the Vampire, Sixth Sense, the Others, Psycho, American Psycho I & II, poltergeist, exorcism of emily rose, cabin fever, From Hell, Jaws, The Skeleton Key, resident evil, disturbing behavior, IT, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, shaun of the dead, Ravenous, Death Becomes Her, Mothman Prophecies, dawn of the dead, day of the dead, land of the dead, Hellraiser, 28 days later, Population 436, The Gift...
DARK COMEDIES: Igby Goes Down, The Royal Tennabaums (sp?), Clerks, Heathers, princess bride, Monty Python, Dead Man on Campus, Little Miss Sunshine, etc...
LOVE STORIES: The Notebook, Gone With The Wind, Romeo & Juliet, Braveheart, The Piano, What Dreams May Come, Swept, Away, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind...
MAINSTREAM FILMS: Thelma & Louise, Evita,Pulp Fiction, the River Wild, Pirates of the Caribbean, Outbreak, matrix1, Devil's Advocate, Jurassic Park, American Beauty, okay i'm a LOTR nerd (the book was better), Star Wars, the net, Secret of Roan Inish, the Sound of Music, Now and Then, Go, Hackers, American History X, Cruel Intentions, Hook, breakfast at tiffany's, My Girl, Fried Green Tomatoes "the secret's in the sauce" haha! Batman Returns, I am Sam, Forrest Gump, American Pie, cheesy porn? hmm i like anything Hugh Grant b/c he is the sexist beast alive and i've been in love with him since i was about ten. i like most burton films and anything depp, daines, or Robin Williams.
ANIMATION: Sleeping Beauty, Secret of Nimh, The Rescuers, little mermaid, anastasia, robin hood, Alice in Wonderland, finding nemo, chipmunks big adventure, the land before time, peter pan, mulan, the sword in the stone, bed knobs & broomsticks
I refuse to get cable because TV kills creativity and imagination.
Half of TV is propaganda... however some TV on DVD i can rationalize for b/c of the lack of commercials. Arrested Development (genius), Sex & the City, Ab-Fab. i used to enjoy my round about perspective intake dose of CSPAN & CNN. i heart PBS & some of the History Channel. i love standup....Reno 911! ANYTHING ON SEALIFE. i watch CSI or Law & Order once in awhile. 3am X-files re-runs when i have insomnia. i would watch cooking shows since i loooove cooking... and i would totally watch Star Trek Next Generation - but its not on anymore :P
ANYTHING I CAN GET MY HANDS ON! Anything well written is equivelent to a fine piece of music. I want to be enchanted by print flowing off book pages.
*i especially love adventure books, historical fiction and classic dry british lit* Watership Down is my ultimate fave along with Rebecca (by DuMaurier). Two Against The Ice, Hatchet. Dracula. The Witching Hour. 20000 leagues under the sea. LOTR. Dune (not finished with the whole series yet). the Frank McCourt Memoirs. Gone with the Wind. Secret of Nimh. Elements of Style. The Virgin Suicides. White Oleander. In Her Shoes/Good in Bed. James & The Giant Peach, Interview with the Vampire, Sphere, Gwenna, Carrie, The Shinning, The Green Mile, Jurassic Park, Lost World...really anything Michael Crichton or Anne Rice. I'll even still read a Nancy Drew or Hardy Boy mystery on a drowsy summer afternoon. currently reading the damn harry potter books since Angie bought them for me for xmas
my father. - he is such an inspiration in defying his blindness to pursue his educational aspirations.
my stepfather Scott - he refused to be defined by his Bipolar, and refused to be confined by his limitations. he was more alive than anyone i've ever met. traveler, outdoorsman, volunteer, artist, friend and family. i miss you and will never forget you.
and Jesse - he was my shining star and kindred spirit until he hurt me immeasurably and betrayed me in every way possible. despite the dysfunctional dynamics- he brought out the best in me and made me feel like i could do anything i ever wanted to accomplish.
Toni Blake - She is the closest example I've seen of true altruism. She is the first person I have ever truly considered a "role-model"
Personal Evolution though my Favourite Quotes:
"an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind" - gahndi
"One sees clearly only with the heart. Anything essential is invisible to the eyes"
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away" - unkown
"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed."
"To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides"
"Love is born with the pleasure of looking at each other, it is fed with the necessity of seeing eachother, it is concluded with the impossibility of separation."
"either love me or leave me alone..." - biggie smalls
"I love you. Because we're alike. Bad lots the both of us. Selfish and shrewd, but able to look things in the eye and call them by their right name. Life is Pain, anyone who says differently is selling something" - Rhett Butler
¨°¤.¸¸.»Care's«.¸¸.¤°¨Details
Status:
Heart Breaker
Here for:
Friends & Music
Orientation:
Bi-sexual
Hometown:
SLO/SB, CA
Body Type:
5'5" - slender & curvy
Ethnicity:Irish, English, Scottish, German, French, Danish, African, Hawaiian and Cherokee =)
Religion:
Implicit Atheist
i take my weekly Communion at the church i like to call "my local bar" ;)
Sign:
*73% Virgo*
27% Leo
Smoke / Drink:
N/A / Yes Please
Children:
there's more to life than reproduction, but maybe if i have time someday...???
MSN IM:
[email protected]
Education:
In College
Occupation:Fulltime Medical Auth Admin / Fulltime Student
Income:
$100,000,000,000x10^23
Your Birthdate: September 5
You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
You are quick witted and fast thinking, which often leaves you susceptible to restlessness.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Your strength: You are progressive and original
Your weakness: Your susceptibility to your sexual appetite
Your power color: Tangerine
Your power month: May
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
¨°¤.¸¸.»Care's«.¸¸.¤°¨ Schools
San Diego UCSD
La Jolla, CALIFORNIA
Graduated: N/A
Major: Neuroscience- Psychopharmachology
Minor: Abnormal Psychology
2007 to Present
San Diego Mesa College
San Diego, CALIFORNIA
Graduated: 2007
Major: Abnormal Psychology
Minor: GEN-ED then UC transfer (asap)
2005 to Present
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San Luis Obispo High School
San Luis Obispo, CA
Graduated: 2002 "
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Drama Clubs, GSA
1998 to 2002