CheeseCake

LET ME START OFF BY SAYING.. I'M NOT ON MYSPACE LOOKIIN FOR HOOK UPS OR A MAN!!!! SO GIVE UP FELLAZ ITS PRETTY PATHETIC. Any-hOo... Welcome to my page.. most of u prolly already kno me or kno who i am, 4 those of u who dont, my name is Veronica, mostly known as Cheesecake or Cheese, the name just stuck so dont ask, im pretty coo and laid back. i'm a hairdresser, i graduated from North Haven Academy Paul Mitchell Partner School in November of 2006 and i love what i do. I love makin money and i love all the people in my life and all the people who USE to be in my life for makin me the person that i am today.. i'm not on here lookin 4 love, thank god i've got all the love i need in my life, i love music, laughin, i am a very silly person =) i love to joke around and laugh. i'm maddd energetic lol, i cant stay still for more than 2 minutes. i feel thats 1 of my best traits lol =) and i love bein surrounded by my friends and fam. dont feel afraid to approach me and say wattup, im not rude or mean unless i need to be, i'm a virgo (aug. 28th babyyy), imma summer baby which means i love the sun and the beach.. i plan on growin more and improvin myself as a person to b as successful as i can be. I have learned to love myself over the years and have grown to really not care about much, life is too short and precious to stress over little things that dont really matter, and in my eyes, theres nothing worth stressin over... live life. i've also learned that u cant love someone unconditionally if u cant love yourself first, and that explains the love that i have for my friends and the people in my life. i'm bout my buisness, i take care of myself, i stay on top of things and i can do for myself and proud of it.
I just wana take the time out to say a few words about my big brother.. Freshy i miss you so much! losin u was 1 of the hardest things that i had to go through in my life. It still hasnt hit me that your gone, sometimes i even 4get. i think bout how imma see u and how summertime comin up n then it hits me like, it aint gonna b the same no more. Anyone who knew us knew how close we were, u were fam to me. i use to tell u everythin. we talked about everythin and u held me down and had my back through thick and thin. all i try to do is think about the good times. Remember when we use to get caught playin spades in da cafe and u somehow use to talk our way out of suspension lol. and how we use to skip 6th period n just walk around the mall and talk bout our day at school. and how u and dev use to try n stuff me in the locker cuz u guys use to make fun at how short i am lol. theres too many other good memories to sit here n name them all, my point is that i'm never goin to 4get the times we had together. i'm learnin to accept life and the things i go through, i learned to accept that ur gone n just look at it like im not gonna see u 4 a while. i beleive that ur watchin over me just like u've been doin when u were still here. i wish i can bring u back but i cant. your in a better place now, trouble, stress, and problem free and knowing that helps me go to sleep at night. i remember a little while after u left me i had a dream, and i believe so much that it was a way for u to talk to me, u told me that u werent dead and that u were still here with me, u told me that everythin would b ok and that your fine and that u love me and you'll always be here with me, then i asked u if u spoke to dev and told him that u werent dead, and u told me not yet, that u felt u had to come to me first bcuz i was takin it the hardest, that dev was stronger than i was and that u needed to get to me to let me kno that everything will be ok then i said my goodbye and told u that i loved u.. that night was the night i learned to accept that your no longer with us. i love u freshy. R.I.P my nigga, u'll never b forgotten and will always live in my heart.