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toxicpopmusic

tell the girls they're pretty while you can

About Me



so. i don't mind being compared to a genius. i mean after all, he's handsome, overrated, cynical, romantic, honest, lies through his teeth as he smiles, drinks too much, smokes too much, talks a lotta shit, but all in all... he's a damn fine musician. lyrical, musical, convivial, romantical, beautiful....just like me....har har har....am i full of myself or what?

My Interests

Music:

Member Since: 5/26/2005
Band Members: I am a solo-act, occaisionally backed by some good ol' boys.

about myself:
birthday: may 6 1983
eyes: green/yellow/blue
hair: dark brown
status: single
hometown: i am stuck in NACOGDOCHES kill me now...

so, um i paint, i write (i.e.;novels, poetry, spontaneous prose), i am a musician(really?!?). i love wine, i'm mostly vegetarian (but i love salmon too much to give it up), i can't go a day without music in my life, i have this wanderlust but lack the money to fuel it, i smoke too much, i drink when i shouldn't, i say things i don't mean, and mean things that i don't say... all in all i'm pretty fucked. though if you should happen to fall in love with me, just know that you would get nothing but true love and royal treatment...

movies:
Almost Famous
Eddie and the Crusiers
That Thing You Do
Big Fish
Finding Neverland
POTC:Curse of the Black Pearl
Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory

Influences: heartbreak, heartache, stomach ache, tooth ache, muscle aches, back-stabbing friends who smile when they fuck you over, old lovers, new lovers, good lovers, bad lovers, poetry, spontaneous prose, wine, drinking wine while walking down the middle of Mass St. at four in the morning in the snow(how i miss those nights), GOOD FRIENDS, beautiful things, pretty things, ugly things, desolate places, lysergic acid diethylamide, the past, the future... and people who love me for who i am.

bands that i am in love with currently: |ryan adams and the cardinals| |neutral milk hotel| |of montreal| |richard buckner| |kathryn williams| |elliott smith| |BIG STAR| |wilco| |ladybug transistor| |magnetic fields|

Sounds Like: heaven, hell, outer space, the stars, the moon, failure, addiction, loss, love, luck and a well deserved fuck.

Type of Label: Indie

My Blog

JUST APPLIED TO LE CORDON BLEU!!!!!! YEAH!

so, earlier this week i talked to the student admissions advisor(jennifer grube) for the le cordon bleu cullinary institute in austinTx. she spent more than her alloted time conversing with me ab...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 11:40:00 PST

never turn your back...

on a pot of boiling vegetable oil, not even long enough to use the bathroom. saturday nite i got in the mood for sweet potato chips[not something your corner grocery store carries], so i had decided t...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:31:00 PST

i'll be alright, or mischievious smile [if you prefer]

the subtlety of the things she said to meled me to believe she never meant to behonest with me and surely she would leavein timein timeand in timei'll be alrightthe mischief of her smile she gave free...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:41:00 PST

all the little creatures in my head

[or ephemeral self-destruction gave me truth in life... if you prefer]written by mathew robert aka toxicpopmusic making myself a new homein the very very bottomof bottles of wine with hopethat by...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:13:00 PST

shake, shake, shake me loose

so today, i have the day off. nothin much to do, besides rest up for the week ahead. i'm loosing my voice, i can barely talk anymore which pretty much goes without saying that singing is out of the qu...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 09:39:00 PST

ER in real life there are no george clooney looking doctors.

i have to make a follow up visit within three-four days.then i'll have a better idea what is going on. but the diagnosis in full at 3:45 am from the ER Doctor was, Chest Pain/Tachycardia, and a Liver ...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 02:13:00 PST

dispassionate heart or, 'my soul has been mistakingly saved'

i like the way she decided to leaveit gave me a reason to believethat all manner of sins are repaidwith the same mistakes that i'd made and when we meet on the far shorewaiting for our etern...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 07:51:00 PST

oh how grand, or moutain under the ocean [if you prefer]

at nite i get to feelin' so strange,just like a lonely mountain rangeunder the the water so blue and bleak.with nobody to ever climb it's peak,cause they'd drown if they tried...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Wed, 23 Nov 2005 05:42:00 PST

darlin' let's dance

i never saw a sky so pretty,and wishes of you here with me,litter my lips, and float away...into the dream of yesterday.oh oh darlin lets dance,in the woods where we used to,meet when i first lov...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 03:48:00 PST

what would life be without you?

oh how you smile when i say 'wanna get married?'and how you know that i say what i'm thinkingwhen i'm thinking itmaybe i should lay off the liquormaybe i should let the candle flickerand burn out...
Posted by toxicpopmusic on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 02:32:00 PST