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William Ryan...my father. You are the man who saved two boys from HELL. We went from abuse and hate to love and charity. Your acts of selflessness, love and care have morphed Patrick and I into the people we are today. The day I took the Ryan last name was the day I knew I had a real family with people who loved and cared for me because they WANTED to..not because they HAD to. I love you Dad! 3/27/1998...our first day together! I love you Dad. I'm so scared of ever having the face the world without you, but I can do it because I know I had the guidance of a great man. No, not a great man...a guardian angel. You will ALWAYS be in my heart Dad. Always
Patrick Ryan...my brother. You have been there through thick and thin. I've known you for 17 years, and if I could live those 17 years without you I would be nothing but an empty shell. We are two halves of one person, and without one person the other could not exist. You teach me perserverance, life lessons you have learned as an older brother and STRENGTH. You are the definition of character I want to follow. We fight together, kill together and we will someday die together. I'll be happy with all of that knowing that I have you by my side, arm in arm, AS ONE. I love you Patrick. You will always be in my heart.
Master BJ Ganguly. One who is a second father to me. You have taught me the way of the hand and foot. You've taught me how to kill on command and some of the most destructive techniques the human body can manifest. But you have also taught me much more than that. Coming to you as a disturbed child, I had many anger and emotional issues. You have taught me to channel that into positive, constructive energy...I could not have ever done it without you. You are a headbreaker, gold-medalist and disciplinarian. But you are a champion to one boy who thought he would never have it good. Thank you, Sir. You will always be in my heart.
Ryan Jones. You are a brother to me, my partner in crime and one kid I know I can always have fun with. You offer some of the best advice I have ever received and help me to understand the MANY complicated situations I am faced with. Thanks for stickin with me, and morphing this into more than a friendship, but a brotherhood. You will always be in my heart.
Corey Davis. Best friends for seven years and running strong. You have balanced me out as a person, you are an intellect and a model student I should be following in the footsteps of. We go through our pointless shit, but our care and bond for each other comes out on top...I couldn't have ever asked for a friend as committed or caring as you Corey. You'll always be in my heart.
Brian Crowley...the brother I knew the least. I did know you enough to understand that you lead a hard life, but whoever you came in contact with was met with love and care. I feel as if I am a duplicate to you...a manifestation of what your life was and should have been. I miss you but I don't sulk...I honor your memory by being strong in the wake of your passing. I love you, and miss you. You will ALWAYS be in my heart