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zocarlo

I am here for Friends

About Me

.anguished aloof anti-social.
.bold blunt blasphemous bastard.
.cursed cold-hearted cynical creation.
.dysfunctional decaying demented derelict.
.empty egotistic existentialist.
.friend's futile failure.
.guilty godless gremlin.
.hot humorous hell.
.innate insipid instrument.
.justified joke.
.keen knackered knife.
.lost loveless lamenting loner.
.masked mundane maladroit.
.neurotic nauseated nothing.
.odd ordinary opaque ornament.
.pacing peculiar prisoner.
.quiet questioning quaint.
.ruined restless rational recluse.
.stranger suffering sleepless solitude.
.tormented thinking timeless timebomb.
.uneasy unfit ultraist.
.vast voluminous void.
.worthless walking withered wound.
.xtraordinary xenobiotic.
.yesterday's yelping youth.
.zocarlo.
i like to...
:smoke: though i simultaneously inhale' Putrid hypocrisy that pollutes the air and intRinsically poisons me, so pardon my puddle of spit.
:brood: behind the wheel and plunder into the Abyss.
:feed: my feeble mind with circumnaviGating ideas.
:quench: My parched throat with 40 ounces until the blood vessels in my eyes create a bifocal hAze.
:bitch: about Things i don't like...
:seeing: the bliss of Ignorance.
:hearing: fully-clothed truths and fallaCious outbursts.
:spending: money on sloppy' mAnicures and crooked threadingS.
:being: a part of the fuCking proletariat.
i have become:
-a secular existentialist thanks in part to my dEmented mind.
-a losT soul searching for reasons to question answers.
-a skeptic longing for egalitarianIsm.
-a prissy boy with an obsessive Compulsive disorder.
-a sarcastically literalistic' exagggeratOrrr. guilty of making up words.
i have constructed:
an impervious bubble which encompasses
my Disfigured brain and deteriorated boDy.
A SHEDDING MESS!
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My Interests

being nobody.
blurring reality.
denying truths.
destroying beliefs.
imposing thoughts.
knowing nothing.

bowling.
copenhagen.
ninja.
paintball.
poker.
snowboard.

I'd like to meet:

real people: a remedy.
fictional: kirilov. jean-baptiste clamence.

nonwesternized women who have a knack for ink and cards and don't participate in the robotic caste system trapping the rest of society...

Music:

conscious voices.
laughter.
moving aircraft.
silence.

Movies:

anchorman.
blow.
equilibrium.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
fight club.
garden state.
just married.
serendipity.
the butterfly effect.
the jacket.
the notebook.
we were soldiers.

Books:

anthem.
being and nothingness.
being and time.
existentialism.
franny and zooey.
letters to a young poet.
metamorphosis.
notes from the underground.
on the genealogy of morals.
self-reliance.
siddartha.
steppenwolf.
the alchemist.
the anti-christ.
the catcher in the rye.
the da vinci code.
the fall.
the gambler.
the myth of sisyphus.
the plague.
the rebel.
the sickness unto death.
the stranger.
thus spoke zarathustra.
twilight of the idols.

Heroes:

poetic musicians.
rhetoric writers.
philosophers.
artistic painters.
sadistic soldiers.

my biological mother.
the overman.

My Blog

Oh So Subtle!

For The Foxes by Charles Bukowski don't feel sorry for me.I am a competent, satisfied human being.be sorry for the others who fidget complainwho constantly rearrange their lives like furniture.ju...
Posted by zocarlo on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:03:00 PST

SIDDARTHA

all were not worth a passing glance, everything lied; stank of lies; all illusions of sense, happiness and beauty. all were doomed to decay. the world tasted bitter. life was pain. become ...
Posted by zocarlo on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 02:11:00 PST

For the Workforce, Drowning

THURSDAY falling from the TOP FLOOR your LUNGS FILL LIKE PARACHUTES! windows go rushing by. PEOPLE INSIDE, dressed for the funeral in black and white these ties STRANGLE OUR NECKS, hangin' in th...
Posted by zocarlo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sounds for the Eyes

SENSES FAIL i'll speak in riddles so you can understandi'll draw in pencil so you can trace with penso in love with me like sand to wet feeti'll write both our names into the wet concrete.half smoked ...
Posted by zocarlo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST