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Joshua

Betty Boop, I love you!

About Me

I'm an asshole with a sense of humor, A junky for knowledge, A brutally honest fool, An Ex-drug addict who wants to run for president, An arrogant artist who's stuck on himself, A chronic masturbater who loves Oprah, An overweight pig who didn't catch fatness from an epidemic, A thespian with his over dramatic antics, A liar when it comes down to it, A blame shifter who's taken responsibility, A part of the hated when it comes down to being out spoken and ignored. Out loud I scream someone please take responsibility for what we've done. I love the world and all in it. So I did it. I accept full responsibility for all of it. Mom... Dad... I've got some bad news. The world's going to end due to global warming and it's all my fought. Oh well, Sorry!

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My Interests

Everything! I'm a writer/poet since second grade and a visual artist who stopped drawing in the second grade and until about three and half years ago didn't really like drawing. My ex-wife is an extra-ordinary artist and so is my friend Winson. Well I had been writing an anthology and wanted some illustrations, but lacked the confidence to draw them. So I begged and begged both Winson and my wife (at the time) to help me out. Well, I waited and waited and grew tired of waiting and eventually did them myself. Since then I have been dabbling in the arts and find it to be my knew drug of choice. I have had a couple of art shows and find myself in love with being able to create from my hands.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who wants to make a difference in the world, who has the ability to believe in something greater than themselves, who knows honesty and isn't insecure when it comes to speaking what they find to be true, Any and every hypocrite out there ready to admit they're wrong when they are wrong. All poets/writers/thespians/musicians politicians/philosphers and artists who aren't afraid to share it. Lovers who know what love really means and are not in the habit of throwing the word around as if it were slang for what up homey. Everyone who lives on the planet Earth willing to listen, learn and add something new to an over rated excuse of why we don't have it together after a hundred and forty thousand years of existence. As for anyone looking for a relationship I have found someone, but these are my beliefs when it comes to love and maybe they will help you find someone just as special.Love is earned. To me Love is the bad part of a fairy tale. The apple Snow White bit into, the thorn that pricked Sleeping Beauty's finger and the hair that was cut from Rapunzel's head as it held her lover up and as he fail from grace. I guess what I am saying is that love is the hardships two can face and overcome. You see when we meet we wear a beautiful coat of peacock feathers. We flaunt them to impress. We sing an exotic mating call and wear our mask with glam, but as time goes we molt, our masks become dusty, our voices become horse. A couple's love can only grow stronger through hard times and their moments of weakness. Over time they learn to forgive and forget. They understand each other more and more and through the tons of scar tissue accumulated over the years they have that one moment, that final moment where scar tissue has mended two hearts into one. If you believe that and stick by it than you will find that your fairy tale truly does exist.

Music:

All of it!

Movies:

Slice of life, Drama, Sci-fi and an intelligent horror here and there.

Television:

Educational! Fuck reality TV!

Books:

Informative! historical! If you don't read you won't find much interesting about me.

Heroes:

I don't have any. They're all our equals. Most celebrities feed off of our dreams and I'm not willing to share mine with any one who ends up on Access Hollywood or Entertainment Tonite. However there are a few good people through out history who have achieved an Amazing Feat. Accomplishments many of us can achieve. You just have to apply yourself.

My Blog

My First Kiss with Kathryn and how I could not speak, vari-varia-variable

It wasn't what you thought a kiss should be between two consenting adults To me though it was the best kiss I had ever given or received, because in my heart it was my first. Child like with str...
Posted by Joshua on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:27:00 PST

Untitled Man, Inspired by Angella Ashton’s Faces of Ignorance

The masses chant I want in a selfish world, who is better than the other? Their ignorance is comfort. The more you know the less you want to. Ignorance is the illusion that things will always be the ...
Posted by Joshua on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:14:00 PST

The riddle of ages

Where vacant hearts lay, silhouettes of yesteryear prance and taunt in a succubus's unkind manor. What cruel pranks our parents played on us I think back at what it meant Realizing that I knew nothi...
Posted by Joshua on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:57:00 PST

The UnAmerican Debate

The census gathers information. Statistics worsen. Katrina hits New Orleans. The media portrays desperate people as ingrates and ass holes. The resident children are starving to death. It takes five ...
Posted by Joshua on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:20:00 PST

A Fathers Love

I rewrote myself today and destroyed my identity. Yesterday, I sold all of my belongings and erased all of me. Finding myself all alone only to realize that which truly mattered to me the most was a...
Posted by Joshua on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 04:57:00 PST

Inspired by happyness's poem "truth ruined the slave"

Knowledge is the miracle killer. The bland and yet sweet taste of an apple sucks it dry. A cringing face and the truth does its job. Chewing baby fat relentlessly while pulling the layers back only re...
Posted by Joshua on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 10:09:00 PST

the degradation and human condition

What's cool today's bad tomorrow, because no one is doing it and what's cool tomorrow's all right, because everyone is doing it. And one has to wonder where it came from. May be the day TV came to di...
Posted by Joshua on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 02:13:00 PST

Three good and awful truths about me,

My list is as follows: Number #1. Is being something that my father was not. I am a single parent who loves raising his child. My son's name is William and he is two. The highlight of my life was t...
Posted by Joshua on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:09:00 PST

Who wants to be a celebrity?

What's the point in saying anything at all? No one's listening.  They're all waiting to speak. Nervously wanting to type a word here and there.  Eagerly ready to drowned...
Posted by Joshua on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 02:50:00 PST

Change The World!

 Sing a song of change to wipe clean the face of all. The world awaits transformation.  In deep thought philosophers spoke with solution, but none would hear.  "It's time!" cr...
Posted by Joshua on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:09:00 PST