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Windels

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About Me

The name is Windi... My friends and family mean the most to me!! I'm not perfect but I've realized it helps me learn more about myself!!!Last year.. I lost a couple of amazing friends, shed too many tears and just about made every mistake possible. Sometimes I wish I would have tried harder. Of course most of my mistakes I’ve learned from but some I’d love to take back. I’ve come so close to giving up, I honestly felt like being happy was a challenge I couldn’t possibly overcome. My life so perfect one moment and before I knew it, it was all going down hill. One mistake after another. On the outside I lived a life of laughter trying to hide my problems for fear of peoples pity. On the inside it seemed to be pure hell and endless tears. Through the hardships I learned No matter what happens or how bad it seems today, life goes on, and it will be better tomorrow. Life always gives you a second chance. I can't forget all good times, the fun, the laughter with the best people in the world, my friends. They make things better, they’re always there no matter what. Make a difference in someone’s life by a simple smile, that’s what kept me going. I learn something new everyday and no matter what there’s always something more to know.I just wanna let go and have fun.......I don't need anymore frustration in my life....so please somebody just make me laugh!
I live day to day by this saying "Stay true to yourself...embrace your innosence...never forget who you were....what you've become...and where you are going. Dream big, dream true, dream reality"
I love kisses I love to drink!! I love layin in bed I love dancin in the rain!! I live for coffee...Starbucks! Laguna Beach I love takin long naps My Favorite snack is grapefruit with sugar.....yum! I love takin pictures Bubble baths are my favorite ♥ Mom...she is everything to me!! I love the smell of x-mas trees I ♥ my new puppy, Lily! RIP Turbo...my bunny I love to meet new people!! Jack D is my main man!!! I absolulety hate sluts! I appreciate the friendships I have! Brad thanks for keeping me on my feet!! Times are rough right now but soon not to be!! I miss & love ya babe! I believe that its better to tell the truth than hurt someone with a lie...learned that the hard way..it's never too late to say sorry...a smile says more than a thousand words...when u love someone u say it...u'll never forget ur first love...u can forgive but u'll never forget....life goes on.. I'll never change for anyone. For the ones whom love me regardless of my mistakes, and what I've been through, i cant thank you enough. I'm a hard woman to love, i know! But it's you, who make my life worth living!LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES
YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE, BUT IF YOU WORK IT RIGHT, ONCE IS ENOUGH! Chat with me on LivingMahLyfe!!

My Interests

Perty much everything!!!!

I'd like to meet:

Brad your amazing!! I am soo lucky to have somebody like you in my life!! I know times are rough right now!! Thank you for everything you ave helped me achieve!! For bringing things out in me, that I am sure I wouldn't of even been able to see, if it wasn't for you!! I am so excited to experience new things out in Colorado with you!! Your the boy who lifts me off my feet!! I appreciate how you love me for who I am!! I love you!! And cant wait till Dec! :)

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Music:

Alot.....

Movies:

it all depends on the mood...not really a T.V person tho...its really boring!!

Television:

its only fun when he is there ta cuddle with!

Books:

not a big fan of readin books....try to stay as far away as i can from them!! :) lol!!

Heroes:

Thanks every1 who has been there for me!! I love you all!! ♥RIP GRANDPA!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY!!! 1920-2001

My Blog

determined

why do we allow others to gossip about lives, complain about it, and then turn around and do it to someone else? If we all took the time to get to know one another and base our decisions on what we ha...
Posted by Windels on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 12:40:00 PST

Totally lost!!

   The sad thing is you won't even bother to read this because you've not only erased yourself from my life but from my heart too. Will I ever learn? I tried but once again I failed. No one ...
Posted by Windels on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 02:38:00 PST

Realized...it was never true!!

Just when i think i know what i want in life, i realize i don't. When i find something that makes me happy, it just seems to turn on me, and i end up hurting inside. And the hurt just stays and linger...
Posted by Windels on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 12:40:00 PST

In memories of Gramps!!

GRAMPS... We miss you sooo much!! We know your safe where you are now!! Jus thinkin about how you were my best friend...to the afternoons all we did was eat baked potatoes....:) To making yams every ...
Posted by Windels on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 01:15:00 PST

Alone........

You don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tightYou don't know how long I have waitedand I was going to tell you tonightBut the secret is still my ownand my love for you is ...
Posted by Windels on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

To be with you

I'd starve for weeks, to only feel hunger for your love. I'd loose my hearing, to only miss your voice. I'd give up touch, if I'd never feel you again. I'd be blind, to only know your beauty. ...
Posted by Windels on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Past!!!

I want to burn tha bridges, I want to forget the past, And I long to get away, From that which will never last. Moving on with the present I'm leavin the past behind, I progress to the future,...
Posted by Windels on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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Can't figure out why y'all said its over The club's packed and about to flow over And that radio's good enough for us And I see one possibly for me So come and tell me what's good with you I'm fe...
Posted by Windels on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST