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**Secret's Lie within it's Escape! **

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About Me

Well, Where should I start? I guess I'll start off by saying: I am now 28 years old and have recently caught myself thinking where have all the years gone? So I began Reminiscing all of the great memories cherished of all the joyful fun times I have had with my friends. Plus many more to come :-) I actually have realized how much my friends mean to me, and am grateful they remain a big part of my life! Even when we all have our own lives to tend too. Whether it is the daily life of working 24.7, raising a family/keeping family together, or building a happy life with there husband/family. They have always been there for me through the good times and even the bad times. So " Thank You " to all my friends (They know who they are) for being a wonderful friend to me. I love you guys, and Thanks for listening to me when I needed someone to talk to, or for advice, or even to Vent! My life is constantly changing. Always has and always will and for that I am completely capable of adapting to any change or challenge that comes my way and have grown to become a very Versatile and Independent woman. I am strong willed, and a compassionate person. Love to have fun, be the life of the party and enjoy life. I recently have moved in with the Love of my life (Craig) He is the Best thing that has ever happened to me. Considering a lot (personally) has happened in my life and emotionally has taken a toll on myself worth. He is the Best guy I have ever dated and he is the sweetest guy on earth! Believe me! There were a lot of times when I didn't believe good men exist. He is my Angel and I have told him many times. :-) I never told him this, but before we had met last Feb 2006 I had prayed to God, that all I wanted was for someone to share my life with. (Whom is not just an image of the person I wanted) but the real thing of someone who understood my life, and me on the inside. Someone who is an honest person who can honestly understand and commit to the term" Faithful" and who can carry out that action. I knew that my life wouldn't be so unstable and that I could once again center myself and would dismiss filling those ridiculous Voids that everyone in life seems to fill. When I met my b/f I felt he instantly fell into my lap. As we continued seeing each other, I new I was not going to let A Good Guy get away, So I guess you can say I snagged him up, or better yet he snagged me :-) I feel Blessed just for how much my life and me on the inside has changed for the better. There is a lot that I still need to work on as far as rebuilding my self worth (from 3 years at a bad job!) My life in general had taking a toll due to some underlying issues. (One being how people can seriously mess up your life, and make you feel like nothing) I survived it :-) and in turn am working on becoming stronger than ever. With the help of what I call "Me Time" and a GREAT man and God I'm sure I'll do just fine an accomplish many goals.
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THE MEANING OF LOVE
Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Corinthians 13:4-7 (4)Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up,(5)does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury.(6)It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth.(7)It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (8)Love never fails. My Quiz Center
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What does your birth month reveal about you?

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 43%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||| 16%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||| 16%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com Stability: results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness: results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun. Extraversion: results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Trait Snapshot: clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruisticTake the quiz:
Which Real World Austin Girl are you?

Melinda
You are just like Mel.You like to party and also like to look sexy and fun. You like guys like Danny who are hot.Not like Wes who is not.You are sensitive and caring but you love to have fun.

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What Chariles Angel are yoo?

Natalie Cook(Camron Diaz
Your a fun loving girl that is always willing to have fun! People love you and not very many people don't like you(unless they are jealous of you). Your a true hippy at heart ( not the gross kind) the kind that loves everyone. Gooo yooo!

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What Kind of Hot Are You?

Confident in Your Personality Hot
The perfect girl??? Yes thatz you! You are the girl that every1 wants to hate because you have everything! The hot boyfriend, the perfect frades, and the pretty face. But no one can hate you because ur so frickin nice!!! You are the envy of girls everywhere and don't let bad talkin girls stop you from doing your thing.

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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

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TRUE PERSONALITY
YOU'RE TRUE BLUE! EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE REALLY NICE AND YOU SHOW A LOT OF RESPECT FOR OTHERS AS WELL AS YOURSELF. I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED IF I SAW YOU WINNING AN AWARD OR SOMETHING ON TV. YOU ARE VERY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND YOU ARE THE SAME AROUND YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY AS YOU ARE TO OTHERS! THIS IS A VERY GOOD QUALITY! THANKS FOR TAKING THE QUIZ!

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Melinda
Birthday: 5/23/1979
Birthplace: Lynchburg, Va
Current Location: boring Lynchburg
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: medium blonde
Height: 5"3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: both
Your Heritage: Kiss me I'm Irish :-) (not all sure what else, so bad with the family heritage)
The Shoes You Wore Today: keds
Your Weakness: Trusting people, My heart
Your Fears: Trusting the wrong ones, Not knowing how much that person knows I care for them & love them deeply.
Your Perfect Pizza: pep. & green peppers
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to find a better job, get my own apt., to start exercising more. To start learning more about me that I had lost.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: I gotta go to work, let me sleep in :-)
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes, & Body. Who knows lol
Your Bedtime: whenver I feel like it, need to go to bed earlier than usual though.
Your Most Missed Memory: hmmm, If you cherish alot of memories, you have no missed memory. Only can make new ones & live them to the fullest!
Pepsi or Coke: none, I prefer water or juice
MacDonalds or Burger King: I try to say no to both! Greasy foods break me out, & so not good for ya.
Single or Group Dates: Both! Before I met my b/f I'd say single. Now that I met my b/f I like to go out on lil group dates, makes things a lil more interesting & funnier, however some one on one time can spice things up too :-)
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino :-)
You Are 50% Psychic You are pretty psychic. While you aren't Miss Cleo, you've got a little ESP going on. And although you're sometimes off on your predictions... You're more often right than wrong So go with your instincts - you know more than you think

My Blog

Dangers of Online Dating/My Testimony

(This is what I had originally thought was going on. ) Online Experience Exposed: I am almost certain that I had been talking to way more than just one person. After careful review going bac...
Posted by on Fri, 30 May 2008 22:26:00 GMT

Disturbed/Stripped

Disturbed /Stripped Current mood: restless Category: Writing and Poetry     You stripped me away from my life As I lay awake at night. These thoughts seem to take me Into the darkness. ...
Posted by on Sat, 10 May 2008 06:37:00 GMT

This Shadow

THIS SHADOW: Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry     Trusting you. Wanting you  To be the right one for me  You cannot have that much control over me?   Al...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Mystical

Mystical Category: Religion and Philosophy     As I hear the waves crash all around me. This indistinctive sound,  Has danced its tune All within me.    All of what my he...
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 07:04:00 GMT

This World That You Condemn

You will deceive me, As you betray And take what's left of me. For you are my worst enemy.  I have come to realize You have the pair of Satan's eyes, Whom, will use this life As a strand of y...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 19:41:00 GMT

The Angel of the Great Divine

The Angel of the Divine Current mood: content Category: Religion and Philosophy     Oh' Angel of the Divine.  So weak and shallow   I have become. Captured by the moment Y...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 18:43:00 GMT

POEMS from summer 2006 & revised through 2007:

 Blessed Current mood: content     You took me by surprise As all the pain has lifted away.    I come to realize, You're the angel walking with me by my side. &nbs...
Posted by on Thu, 08 May 2008 17:45:00 GMT

The Jokers Hand

The Joker's hand Conjured up a secret plan Unison of tribes that only lie Folly games in lunacy that never wins Buffoonish tales of enfeeble minds Dealt a hand he couldn't fold Propagating havoc...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 18:00:00 GMT

Vertigo (new & still working on this one)

Lost in time Of this twirling mind. Endless sights, Sleepless nights.   Racing thoughts  Of steady's grace. Grasping my sanity As it spins out of control   Slowly I fall dow...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 14:38:00 GMT

The Voice of the Storm

THE VOICE OF THE STORM:     The voice echo's through out this Cold midnight air. No one is listening, As they are caught up In their own deep despair.   As the thunder slowly app...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:23:00 GMT