About Me
This website explains cyberbullying really well, go read please :)
http://www.wiredsafety.org/cyberstalking_harassment/definiti
on.html
Jasmine's Science Experiment
Goal:To determine if using the internet less will make me happier
Prediction:I strongly believe lessening my usage of the internet will make my life happier
Apparatus:Definately not a computer
Method:Avoid social networking sites such as myspace and youtube and twitter. Do things that do not require the use of the internet. Explore other time wasting hobbies such as watching television or stroking one's cat or talking to oneself in the shower.
Results:During the course of this experiment, I was blissfully unaware of any of the bullshit on youtube, thus I was happier. I spent my spare time watching Lost and Dexter, thus I was happier. I spent many hours practising voices in the shower, thus I was crazier, albeit happier.
Conclusion:The internet is a parasite.
Update: Several months of no internetting caused me to have no creative outlet whatsoever. By avoiding the internet, I also ceased video production, thus drastically minimising my performancingness.
This situation has opened a new realm of understanding, and I am now aware of my need to perform in some way. Therefore, though I will try to use the internet less than I used to, I will be performing as MUCH AS I FUCKING CAN!!!!1!!ONE1!!!11
The best way to describe myself is by typing out the things that I think are worth mentioning. I've chosen to mention things that I consider 'different' or 'weird' because let's face it, telling everyone that I'm just like everyone else is uninteresting.
I am extremely good at rambling non sensically (I think I just created a new word there) so Im going to try and make this to the point:
♥ I have alot of online 'friends', but in real life I only have 1
♥ I don't go out partying like most people my age do
♥ I dont drink alcohol
♥ I never have and never will, smoke or take drugs
♥ All my socks are rainbow striped, because I like it that way
♥ I love my job and the people I work with
♥ My mind never stops thinking and creating
♥ I'm stuck in the middle of a situation I created for myself;
♥ I'm very lonely but I'm afraid of people
♥ I'm very creative but I find it hard to be motivated so nothing gets created and I end up frustrated
♥ My dream is to be a (paid) voice actor and I intend to get there in the next couple of years
♥ I dont have (a) facebook and I never will
♥ I am currently obsessed with Lost and Dexter ***update: stopped watching those shows, now I love Law and Order SVU, Chuck, Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, and The Sarah Silverman Program LMFAO***
♥ I have a crush on Matthew Fox (Lost) and Christopher Meloni (SVU)
(I also have a thing for Sawyer but dont tell anyone)
♥ When I was 10 I wanted to be a veterinarian.
♥ Then I wanted to be a forensic scientist.
♥ Then a pathologist.
♥ Then I must of had a mid teen crisis because I changed direction completely and wanted to own a seafood restaurant.
♥ That morphed into an obsession with desserts, which then developed into an obsession with cupcakes and candies.
♥ Which is why my username is miss cupcake.
♥ I no longer want to own a cupcake shop, but I still make cupcakes for a living at the moment.
♥ I don't like the word hate
♥ But I hate people who hurt other people or animals
♥ I used to collect and breed lady beetles when I was a kid, and I was crushed the day my family moved house, leaving behind the lady beetle infested plants.
♥ I used to make videos for youtube of myself doing voices, impersonations, accents, some character work, etc, but grew tired of being harassed and stalked so I think I'm letting that hobby go
♥ I'm not religious but I have alot of faith that things happen for a reason, and I believe everything I've experienced was meant to happen, because it makes me the person I am and teaches me what I'm supposed to be taught
♥ I've had two romantic relationships;
♥ The first one was when I was 20 and lasted 4 weeks
♥ The second one was 18 months later and lasted 3 weeks
♥ I've always fantasised about falling in love with a guy as he falls in love with me (thanks disney)
♥ But now I don't think anyone would be genuinely interested in someone like me
♥ I don't watch the news or read newspapers or magazines
♥ Because they're either depressing or full of shit or both
♥ I dont care about politics or government related stuff and I never will :)
♥ Anyone who uses religion as an excuse to spread and/or promote hate can FOAD. Especially homophobia.
So much for keeping it short...
"Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones."
~ Marcus Aurelius........
