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feverish thought

In the beginning there was jack, and jack had a groove. And from this groove came the groove of all

About Me



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hi I'm me or to you i guess I'm Ben I'm from Chicago, Illinois but now i live in Texas not by choice but since i cant fix it yet ill just go with it i live in a town called tyler a city that suffers heavily from corruption in the judicial system and in the law enforcement you cant beat either one whether your right or wrong so you might as well not try i learned this the hard way but I'm past that i used to like drugs then my friends started to disappear so now i dont really care for them i like cigarettes still and i like alcohol on occasion but i hate alcoholics i was never a beggar people who are piss me off i've paid for everything ive ever done i dont like owing people anything time, money, etc... personal philosophy what can i say i like body modifications i used to have 7 piercings and now i have four tattoo's i hate pain but under certain circumstances i guess i could be considered a masochist i hate thieves unless you steal from corporations like walmart or places like that if you dont and you steal from people i hate you thats just the way i feel i love philosophy i dont like organized religion but i dont hate it i hate radicalists and people who tell me im going to hell but its o.k. im used to it now i believe in wisdom and gaining it through knowledge i read a lot mainly in philosophy and in psychology one day maybe ill understand something or can help someone i keep my hopes high i love BASS!! and music in general i listen to almost everything good music is good music regardless of taste at least i like to think so i might be wrong i like clubs there fun a place where people usually are just themselves with loud music playing always enjoyable well if you read all of this i commend you and now you should talk to me cuz im usually bored while i wait to get back to college after taking a semester off
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You don't cry when your dog runs away, you don't get angry at the bills you have to pay. You don't get angry when your mom smokes pot, hits the bottle and goes right to the rock. And you can play the guitar like a motherf...flippin' riot.

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I'd like to meet:

everyone... yes i said everyone becuase i find that new people and passing acquaintances keep that which is the core essential true you to continue to evolve and grow

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Music:

anything thats good which includes skinlab,lamb of god, derision, shadow falls, heaven shall burn, nagalfar, bork nagar, morbid angel, staind, eye hate god, god dethroned, children of bodom, amon amarth, my plastic friends, six feet under, cannibal corpse, trivium, acid bath, a perfect circle, tool, all shall perish, agathodaimon, arch enemy,behemoth, chimaira,devil driver, demon hunter, martyr ad, my ruin, kittie, otep, opeth, mudvayne, mushroomhead, cattle decapitation, pink floyd, red hot chili peppers, seether, smile empty soul, strapping young lad, stonesour, slipknot, superjoint ritual, susperia,taproot, bad acid trip, soil, soilwork, drowning pool, susperia, brujeria, god forbid, pig destroyer, soulfly, entombed, flaw, the doors,jimi hendrix, vader, a perfect murder, darkest hour, all that remains, dimmu borgir,iced earth, in flames, fear factory, the destro, state of aggression, cradle of filth, deicide, meshuggah, napalm death, pink floyd, slayer,atreyu, bassnectar,Edit, DJ harry, 8-bit operator, darude, tiesto, dj raydar & shaolin, benni bennassi, minomus, dave matthews band, astrix, dj rankin, dj screw, kanye west, lil wayne, birdman, mims, bun-b, pimp c, old ludacris, elliot smith, bright eyes, blind melon, fastball, faint, gorillaz, Jay Z, jemini, liquid tension experiment, mastadon, neurotic fish , nine inch nails, oasis, outcast, disco bisucuits, telefon tel-aviv, papa roach, paul oakenfield, prodigy, ravers on dope, crystal method, chemical brothers, infected mushroom, red hot chili peppers, retrosic, rob zombie, scary kids scaring kids, soul coughing, son of sam, sound tribe sector 9, suicide commando, T.I., tech9ne, third eye blind, beck, trivium, uncle kracker, velvet acid christ, the verve, the who, johnny cash, cat stevens, the white stripes, old offspring,

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June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

What's your ideal drug?
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You scored as Mushrooms
Shrooms! You're still goin for one of the most natural drugs. You'd like to visit a whole other world, and see things you've never seen before. Fucking trippy.


Mushrooms


100%

Ecstacy


81%

Marijuana


69%

Alcohol


44%

None!


38%

Cocaine


31%

Inhalents


31%

Movies:

blow, fear and loathing in las vegas, trainspotting,seven, 23, pans labyrinth, lucky number slevin, half baked, happy gilmore, billy madison, black sheep, tommy boy, elf, most movies with will ferrel adam sandler or chris farly are good .. width="425" height="350" ..

Television:

family guy, futurama, simpson, south park, athf, american dad etc...
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Optical Illusion

Add to My Profile | More Videosthe more that your shown the less you believe your sweet memories becoming wartime casualties is it fixable you assume with a tear in your eye will more bloodshed really cease the battle cry in a war with no enemy were quick to raise a flag like it really means anything the lives wasted are really dead dont get false ideas in your pretty little head this problem wont mend itself as long as we pull out the threads the stitchs will keep falling out we continue to die for no reason at all just for are fucking pride so let it drag you down and ill let you die but for me ive found peace in silence fuck your cry

My Blog

long nights long days (dont really like the ending)

my thoughts keep appearing drowning out my words with nothing but sorrow i long to be heard but all has been said and done i cant change a thing no matter how hard i try i cant help but to grievesmall...
Posted by feverish thought on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 03:27:00 PST

Wishful Thinking

wishful thinking etched out lines engraved into history forever eluding time when first spoken they even appeared to have lifethey moved the world and changed our lives from long speechesto short nurs...
Posted by feverish thought on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 11:54:00 PST

Time

lifting time right off your hands reading time right off the wall spending time in darkened cornersor in the room right on down the hall racing by you can never catch itmoves so fast like a tweakers c...
Posted by feverish thought on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:44:00 PST

its all political man

im so tired of the crooked politiiciansleading the masses astray with the stories they tell that they weave and they spinto mean something else than what they sayspeaking in riddlesanswering with ques...
Posted by feverish thought on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:41:00 PST

the time is now

put the gun downput your ear to the groundno need for hostility herelet yourself be found by the soundlet the trumpet ring clearthat peace is hereand that this wall we have built over the years will c...
Posted by feverish thought on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 03:22:00 PST

the cost

we live in the sunyet we pray for the shadewe justify are thoughts with words. with actions with swordsbitter contempt turns to hate,the future gave us guns and it gave us bombs were now left with...
Posted by feverish thought on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 03:17:00 PST

lost and found ... ehh a bit depressing i suppose

words are lost never seem to be found your age always goes up you can never grow down the musics in tune never just noise and sound the cause is for disputeand so were taught never to question the cro...
Posted by feverish thought on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:55:00 PST

lonesome i suppose

word wrapped warnings promises etched in stone lives taken in the shadowstime spent alone wasted hours lost days forgotten memories word plays prime time newsgods thought to be understood i hate this ...
Posted by feverish thought on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:20:00 PST

blah

cold nights and dark days... colors fade... lights die... dim sights masked by green eyest.v.s flicker as channels changenothings on just more of the samesteralized in alcoholthe day leads to a lullev...
Posted by feverish thought on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 07:57:00 PST

alcohol and answers

alcohol helps me forget the memoriesand dull the paindry up the resevoirof forgotten hateleave behind the tract marksleft in your armdeny the facts aredoing me harmno blood shed only hateloves deadfor...
Posted by feverish thought on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 04:41:00 PST