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I am here for Friends

About Me


innocent child how you thought you knew me
understood my ways,my dark needs
the hunt is not the thrill i'm after
the kill,the conquest to be your master
wrap your arms around my pale skin
it's too late to back out
you're in
on your knees and praise your new lord
deeper now
and here's your reward
take me to bed and rip me apart
should've known how hard it's to stop tearing each other apart
seperating souls entwined in all these labyrinthine lies
i am dead to you
a shadow doomed
my love forever in the dark
and of all untruths the truest is you
too close to my heart
oh my love
this emptiness i've made my home
embracing memories of dreams long gone
one last caress from the corpse of love is all i want
underneath the cyanide sun
we've sailed the seas of grief on a raft built with our tears
looking for a way to disappear for a moment from our deepest fears
i'll be drowning you
in this river of gloom
forever in my heart
in my love
hear him breathe as you pray
his tongue licks your palms
feel him seduce when you pray
there's oralsex in his psalms
hear him scream as you pray
the cold father and sin
feel his soft and sick tongue
lick your christian skin

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



..is this what you wanted?
this is what you get
turned all your lives into this shit
you never accepted or treated me fair
blame for what i believe and i wear
you fucked yourselves and you raised these sheep
the blue and the withered seed you will reap
you never gave me a chance to be me
or even a fucking chance just to be
but i have to show you that you played a role
and i will destroy you with one simple hole
the world that hates me has taken its toll
but now i've finally taken control
you wanted so bad to make me this thing
and i want you now to just kill the king
and i am not sorry
this is what you deserve

My Blog

tindersticks - rented rooms

There's the same hotel and we can go there now We can go there now if you want to Through the doors of that rented room Yeah, we stumbled through It was only hours It seemed such a short while We had ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 04:35:00 GMT

i love to say fuck-murderdolls

FUCKWell I ain't got a fucking problemI just love to say fuckAnd I don't care who's around meI could really give a fuckAnd I don't care if you're my mother or my motherfucking fatherI could really giv...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 15:43:00 GMT

funeral-shamrain

it's still like a dream the worst nightmare that i've ever seen only this time's for real   i have to do this on my own lay you down into your eternity i'll try to keep you alive in memories deep...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 15:21:00 GMT

death is waiting for your heart-svenia

Sweet maiden in this starless nightDeath is waiting for your heartAnd chose you to be his endless brideAll is done to start the rite And so baby come die in his armsCome die in his arms... Sweet maide...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 17:27:00 GMT

die my bride-murderdolls

well I'd rather cut you than the wedding cakeand your bloody guts on my rented tuxand I do, I do wanna kill youtill death do us part, I'll tear us apartnow I kiss your cold dead lipsand I dip my chips...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 19:26:00 GMT

motherfucker i dont care-murderdolls

i hate your voice and i hate your face exterminate you from the human race life's a joke and the joke is on you hey you,it's true,you suck,fuck you i hope and pray every day i'll get the news that you...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 19:15:00 GMT

laren u freht ona-shamrain

whisper my name so i would know touch my skin to show that i'm still alive break these fetters the world has grown around my heart abandoned and cold how can i live without you there is no love withou...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 18:25:00 GMT

loving you-negative

you are the one who makes me feel like my life has a meaning it's hard to tell you that i care and all i want is that you kiss me one more time before i die i know it's early but tomorrow i fear it's ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 18:07:00 GMT