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About Me

I'm friendly. Don't start shit. I love my dude.

My Interests

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Modest Mouse- Styrofoam Boots Well all's not well but i'm told that it'll all be quite nice you'll be drowned in boots like Mafia but your feet will still float like Christ's and i'll be damned they were right i'm drowning upside down my feet afloat like Christ's i'm in heaven trying to figure out which stack they're going to stuff us atheists into when Peter and his monkey laugh and i laugh with them i'm not sure what at they point and say we'll keep you in the back polishing halos, baking manna and gas well some guy comes in looking a bit like everyone i ever seen he moves just like crisco disco breath 100% listerine he says looking at something else but directing everything to me ever time anyone gets on their knees to pray well it makes my telephone ring and i'll be damned he said you were right no one's running this whole thing he had a theory too he said that god takes care of himself and you of you it's all nice on ice alright and it's not day and it's not night but it's all nice on ice alright

Atmosphere-God's Bathroom Floor Head, pressure, senses, clutched Date, Divinity, wouldn't, fuck Touched, hazy, God, change Rush, floor, life, veinsFrom a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutch Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veinsIt goes one for the cannabis, and two for your dianetics Three for your reasoning, and four for those that try to get it Five for your love, and six for the stress And seven for the day that I climbed into this messFrom a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutch Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veinsI'm catching ulcers from the child proof lighters And all these fine tooth biters that keep the wires in my head tighter I'm tired out by the distances achieved walking in my sleep Floors got shifted since the high i got a tad too deep Ask dad to keep cool, I'll call him back as soon as I resume normal And get out of this bathroom And call management to seek some reimbursement For the nerve ending that burnt from the first hitsFrom a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutch Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veinsSo fuck needles, fuck smoke Fuck lines that make the sinus choke Fuck chasers, trails, fuck waves and rails Fuck hang-overs, fuck hallucinations Regurgitations, mandatory sentences and UA tracing Blind my insight and dull the common sense Give me INHIBITION, kill the superstition and the confidence Built the tolerance, now it's more that I consume it When it boards up my room, the world's whores will croon in unison Unify the eulogy, autopsy pages read euthanasia, I.E., irony But here I be within a pool of my drool Sedated, windows dilated, comatose, life overdose Tell Jacob Miles to keep it wild style I promise I'll smile And check the floor, God's got nice tile Tell Jacob Mile to keep that shit wild style And I'll smile And check the floor, God's got nice tilesFrom a head full of pressure rests the senses that I clutch Made a date with Divinity, but she wouldn't let me fuck I got touched by a hazy shaded, God help me change Caught a rush on the floor from the life in my veinsHead, pressure, senses, clutched Date, Divinity, wouldn't, fuck Touched, hazy, God, change Rush, floor, life...

The Verve- Drugs Don't WorkAll this talk of getting old It's getting me down my love Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown This time I'm comin' downAnd I hope you're thinking of me As you lay down on your side Now the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face againNow the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face againBut I know I'm on a losing streak 'Cause I passed down my old street And if you wanna show, then just let me know And I'll sing in your ear againNow the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off deadAll this talk of getting old It's getting me down my love Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown This time I'm comin' downNow the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face again'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, too Just like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off deadBut if you wanna show, just let me know And I'll sing in your ear againNow the drugs don't work They just make you worse But I know I'll see your face againYeah, I know I'll see your face again Yeah, I know I'll see your face again Yeah, I know I'll see your face again Yeah, I know I'll see your face againI'm never going down, I'm never coming down No more, no more, no more, no more, no more I'm never coming down, I'm never going down No more, no more, no more, no more, no more

Band of Horses- Part One The bottom the earth i have to fall but you really caught me you really caught me, dear at the bottom where I'd fallen.and slowly dear ask that you dance with me here with the shades down lights offwhen i didn't know you and everything i do done badlynow I'll love you always even when i say you distract me.and sit out tonight in some strange place if we have no friends here well i had a few to begin withto wake next to you in the morning and good morning to you. how do you do? hey, good morning to you! more covers for you. sleep soundly dear cause i have to go.and I'll love you always. when we leave this place and drive back to Carolina and down to Savannah and stay

Bright Eyes-Haligh, HalighThe phone slips from a loose grip. Words were missed, then some apology. I didn’t want to tell you this— No, it’s just some guy she’s been hanging out with— I don’t know, the past couple of weeks, I guess.Thank you and hang up the phone. Let the funeral start, hear the casket close. Let’s pin split-black ribbon to your overcoat. The laughter pours from under doors in this house. I don’t understand that sound no more. Seems artificial, like a T.V. set.Haligh, Haligh, a lie, Haligh This weight, it must be satisfied. You offer only one reply. You know not what you do. As you tear and tear your hair from roots. Of that same head you’ve twice removed Now a lock of hair you said would prove Our love would never die. Well, ha ha ha.I remember everything The words we spoke on freezing South Street All those mornings watching you Get ready for school. You combed your hair inside that mirror, The one you painted blue And glued with jewelry tears. Something about those bright colors Would always make you feel better.But now we speak with ruined tongues And the words we say aren’t meant for anyone. It’s just a mumbled sentence to A passing acquaintance, But there was once you. You said you hate my suffering, and you understood, And you’d take care of me. You'd always be there. Well, where are you now?Haligh, Haligh, a lie, Haligh, The plans were never finalized, But left to hang like yarn and twine, Dangling before my eyes. As you tear and tear your hair from roots From that same head that you have twice removed Now, a lock of hair you said would prove Our love would never die. And I sing and sing of awful things (The pleasure that my sadness brings) As my fingers press onto the strings, Yet another clumsy chord.Haligh, Haligh, an awful lie. This weight would now be satisfied. I'm gonna give you only one reply, I know not who I am. But I talk in the mirror To the stranger that appears. Our conversations are circles Always one sided, nothing is clear. Except we keep coming back To this meaning that I lack. He says the choices were given And now, you must live them Or just not live, But do you want that?

Smash Mouth- Allstar (yeah, i know its gay shut up)Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb In the shape of an "L" on her foreheadWell the years start coming and they don't stop coming Back to the rule and I hit the ground running Didn't make sense not to live for fun Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumbSo much to do so much to see So what's wrong with taking the back streets You'll never know if you don't go You'll never shine if you don't glowHey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid And all that glitters is gold Only shooting stars break the moldIt's a cool place and they say it gets colder You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older But the meteor men beg to differ Judging by the hole in the satellite pictureThe ice we skate is getting pretty thin The waters getting warm so you might as well swim My world's on fire how about yours That's the way I like it and I never get boredSomebody once asked could I spare some change for gas I need to get myself away from this place I said yep what a concept I could use a little fuel myself And we could all use a little change Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming Back to the rule and I hit the ground running Didn't make sense not to live for fun Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb So much to do so much to see So what's wrong with taking the back streets You'll never know if you don't go You'll never shine if you don't glow

Tiger Army- Ghostfire Unseen to the eyes, but ablaze in your heart It scorches from inside, just as it haunts It is unknown to young lovers, intoxicated by spring But when I feel its icy flames, they’ll know everythingIt lives where love has died… this Ghostfire Where poison flowers bloom, it sears from beyond sight In the graveyard of promises, it burns right through the night Only a lover lost burns in GhostfireLovers spurned took their revenge, lie in cells tonight Once consumed they turn to ash, in its cold blue light For those who can't take the pain— They extinguish the spark of life For others it comforts, a companion in the nightIt lives where love has died… this Ghostfire Where poison flowers bloom, it sears from beyond sight In the graveyard of promises, it burns right through the night Only a lover lost burns in Ghostfire Only a lover lost burns in Ghostfire Only a lover lost burns in Ghostfire

Tracy Chapman- Fast Car You got a fast car I want a ticket to anywhere Maybe we make a deal Maybe together we can get somewhereAnyplace is better Starting from zero got nothing to lose Maybe we'll make something But me myself I got nothing to proveYou got a fast car And I got a plan to get us out of here I been working at the convenience store Managed to save just a little bit of money We won't have to drive too far Just 'cross the border and into the city You and I can both get jobs And finally see what it means to be livingYou see my old man's got a problem He live with the bottle that's the way it is He says his body's too old for working I say his body's too young to look like his My mama went off and left him She wanted more from life than he could give I said somebody's got to take care of him So I quit school and that's what I didYou got a fast car But is it fast enough so we can fly away We gotta make a decision We leave tonight or live and die this wayI remember we were driving driving in your car The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk City lights lay out before us And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder And I had a feeling that I belonged And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someoneYou got a fast car And we go cruising to entertain ourselves You still ain't got a job And I work in a market as a checkout girl I know things will get better You'll find work and I'll get promoted We'll move out of the shelter Buy a big house and live in the suburbs You got a fast car And I got a job that pays all our bills You stay out drinking late at the bar See more of your friends than you do of your kids I'd always hoped for better Thought maybe together you and me would find it I got no plans I ain't going nowhere So take your fast car and keep on drivingYou got a fast car But is it fast enough so you can fly away You gotta make a decision You leave tonight or live and die this way

Modest Mouse- Life Like Weeds In this life like weeds youre just a rock to me Youre just a rock to me, youre just a rock to me I could have told you all that I love you And in the places you go, youll see the place where youre from I could have told you all that I love you But in the faces you meet, youll see the place where youll die I could have told you all that I love you And on the day that you die youll see the people you met I could have told you all that I love you And in the faces you see, youll see just who youve been I wish I could have told you I love you In this life like weeds eyes need us to see Hearts need us to bleed In this life like weeds youre a rock to me I know where youre from But where do you belong? In this life like weeds youre the good I breed In this life like weeds youre a rock to me In this life like weeds youre a rock to me I know where youre from But where do you belong? In this life like weeds eyes need us to see Hearts need us to bleed In this life like weeds youre the good I breed All this talking all the time of the year Fills up until theres nothing left to breathe And you think you feel most everything And you know that our hearts are just made out of strings To be pulled Strings to be pulled So you think youve figured out everything But we know that our hearts are just made out of strings To be pulled Strings to be pulled All this talking all the time, and the air Fills up until theres nothing left to breathe Up until theres nothing left to speak Up into the better parts of space

David Bowie- Five Years Pushing thru the market square, so many mothers sighing News had just come over, we had five years left to cry in News guy wept and told us, earth was really dying Cried so much his face was wet, then I knew he was not lying I heard telephones, opera house, favourite melodies I saw boys, toys electric irons and t.v.s My brain hurt like a warehouse, it had no room to spare I had to cram so many things to store everything in there And all the fat-skinny people, and all the tall-short people And all the nobody people, and all the somebody people I never thought Id need so many peopleA girl my age went off her head, hit some tiny children If the black hadnt a-pulled her off, I think she would have killed them A soldier with a broken arm, fixed his stare to the wheels of a cadillac A cop knelt and kissed the feet of a priest, and a queer threw up at the sight of thatI think I saw you in an ice-cream parlour, drinking milk shakes cold and long Smiling and waving and looking so fine, dont think You knew you were in this song And it was cold and it rained so I felt like an actor And I thought of ma and I wanted to get back there Your face, your race, the way that you talk I kiss you, youre beautiful, I want you to walkWeve got five years, stuck on my eyes Five years, what a surprise Weve got five years, my brain hurts a lot Five years, thats all weve got Weve got five years, what a surprise Five years, stuck on my eyes Weve got five years, my brain hurts a lot Five years, thats all weve got Weve got five years, stuck on my eyes Five years, what a surprise Weve got five years, my brain hurts a lot Five years, thats all weve got Weve got five years, what a surprise Weve got five years, stuck on my eyes Weve got five years, my brain hurts a lot Five years, thats all weve got Five years Five years Five years Five years

confabulationtm

Music:

Trusting those around you starts with trusting all thats in you.

Movies:

Go back to your wooden box & shut up.

Television:

We've all got the simple desire to experience but we'd never expect to end up like them.

Books:

Ignore your rights & they'll go away.

Heroes:

Larry Zamudio
I never lost a friend. Never in my wildest dreams could I have guessed it would be the one person I was closer to than anyone else. This world's a gnarly place. Glad you're safe, Baby. You've got an amazing soul & I know we'll be together again. Till then, I'll be missing your physical form like crazy.

My Blog

still trying to figure out how to finish this.. if you write, help me out.

shadows seep out from under the depths of the worst. thoughts of aimless counts of insanity, what to do with myself? so hard to find myself truly capable, stuck in a skull full of thoughts such a...
Posted by little tripper on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 02:10:00 PST

one for my momma

A lovely green eyed girl is tearing her world apart, trying to save the man she loves because she knows he has the heart. Madeleine, he promises he'll change it all for you. He'll work overtime & ...
Posted by little tripper on Wed, 04 Jun 2008 12:08:00 PST

Nightmares

knowing you diednot instantly, but painfullyknowing my limitswere pushed too farhaving to livewith the pain that you aren't& missing that lightbecause for me, its been too dark.some win & some...
Posted by little tripper on Mon, 12 May 2008 11:34:00 PST

while devman was sleeping and i was slowly entering delirium via the boredom route

running minds race to the scatterbrain complex of confusion & loveintricate in addressing exactly who they are and what they're here forcommonly failing to do so they tie nooses to the icicles tha...
Posted by little tripper on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 12:17:00 PST

if it doesnt flow, you aren’t singing it

and as the wind blew dead leaves to the ground,you stuck out like an array of color upon the darkness to which you were boundand those sparkling blue eyesmade no time for the bullshit being forced int...
Posted by little tripper on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 09:15:00 PST

acetaminophin

woke up fixed myself a bowl of brain matter, thoughts splatteronto the wall behind me, i went unbothered by the latterit's a change& my vocal range can't express the intangibility that dwellswithi...
Posted by little tripper on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 09:07:00 PST

everyone said i cried at the funeral only to make people feel sorry for me.

Fuck haters.. you've failed to realize he was my first & only love. I must have died alone a long long time agoWe walked slowly down the street, taking our time because it wasn't an issue, then. I...
Posted by little tripper on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:40:00 PST

morning after frying

i'm not sure who's gonna read this & whether or not it will make sense, but whatever.. im not trying to please anyone today.   noosicleit hangs in the depths of a mindleaving you oblivious ti...
Posted by little tripper on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 06:16:00 PST