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what is there to say? nothing. that's what. and that's all that was saidi am just out to have a little bit of fun. but i can't seem to find anyone who likes to have the kind of fun i do. so i am not having very much at the moment. dammit. i don't have much fun many moments. but i have my moments. i really do.i wish i could have a moment right now. the kind of moment with skin and sheets but most moments, the kind of fun i like to have involves chocolate. and yoga. amongst other things. like things i can't say in a public forum. i can say 'em in the bedroom though. wink wink. and a wink with a kink. MyGen Profile Generator MyGen Profile Generator

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bad habits

you know you've got 'em. you may not want them, but you don't have much choice.i may not want you, but then again, i don't have you, now i do i.i do have an ache.a wanting.a warning sign that sits in ...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 13:40:00 GMT

please don't ever find me here

wow. life has been one big doozy after another.  when, o when, will it end. maybe at the bottom. or the bottom line. i lost my bottom line. about the same time i stopped being me. where o where h...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 13:09:00 GMT

"your last kiss was something more like shrapnel"

"tearing through me." why is it sappy songs always tell you a story. sappy songs get it right. it's almost as if you don't pay attention when things are going good. as if every happy thought is fabric...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:36:00 GMT

someone must get hurt and it wont be me

when i was young i had so many dreams. when i was the usual i had so many nightmares. now i am lost somewhere in between. and my tail is between my legs but i am not crying home to mommy. no. i am not...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:31:00 GMT

even if it hurts you

why is it that i never get what i want. or more accurately, who i want. it seems like everyone from my present has abandoned me and now my past has come back to keep me company. and my future haunts m...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 10:37:00 GMT

when will it be my turn

i screamed out in sorrow and i hit rock bottom. i was spinning and swirling for so long i never realized how turned around i had become. am i facing forward? am i blue or yellow? i know not anymore an...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 05:58:00 GMT

i just lost another sickness

i shatter like the ice on my doorstep. every new beginning leaves me tragic. i hope for better days but only get last weeks forecast. i am missing pieces of me and i can not remember who i allowed to...
Posted by on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 20:03:00 GMT

what do you mean, you didn't see me standing there?

i wish i were a different antithesis. then i would be real. not this misconstrued imbroglio that nobody recalls. not this misshapen sould matter yearning for some semblance of a past that had no meani...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jul 2005 00:54:00 GMT

look at me. i'm a liar

can i really do it? i really wish i didn't get in free to hersheypark. the wildcat kicks my ass everytime. i wish a certain someone would kick my ass. stupid boys. so i can't wait til mariahs engage...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jun 2005 17:46:00 GMT

here is my crying stick

i just want to not feel so cold and empty inside. i want to have one freaking conversation where someone gives a rats ass and i don't have to pussyfoot around everyhting on the inside. i want someone ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jun 2005 14:53:00 GMT