BANANA NESSA! (バナナ♥) APEX/HC

VANESSA SUMMER.
SAN FRANCISCO, CALIFORNIA.
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"Since I absolutely believe in what I say, I want to say it as loud as possible."
-Morrissey
I am human and I need to be loved, just like everybody else does.
Stop making assumptions, I'm not the girl you think I am.
This has been a hard year so far, and I don't expect anything to get better.
If its easier for me to learn that way, by all means, make everything difficult.
I used to expect a lot from my friends, but I'm trying to stop that now.
I have yet to meet anyone who sees me as number one.
Because of that, I don't see anyone as the absolute best either..
Even my closest friends are almost never good enough for me..
Even the people who amaze me will eventually fade out,
and I'm just beginning to accept that fact.
Tell me why all the good guys are either gay, taken, or far away. :/
I love San Francisco, but I'm sick of the states.
I always trust or hate people too easily.
dünya dinlemiyor, the world won't listen.
People who want to start drama with me: If you don't live in San Francisco, don't waste your time. Its easy to hide behind a screen and block buttons, fucking pussies. DELETE ME if you have a problem, hatemail is only you making me a bigger deal.
My family and friends have been calling me the hello kitty queen for fourteen years, and I find it ridiculous that anyone wants to argue about it! I'm obviously not following a trend.
"Above all, remember that the most important thing you can take anywhere is not a Gucci bag or French-cut jeans; its an open mind"
I don't know where people started getting the idea that I dress up for my pictures. Its not true, ask anyone whos seen me in real life, I always look like that. Many people don't understand my style and its not important that they do, but I'm sick of people trying to change the way I look. Its funny how some people are willing to make themselves look like complete fools just to make me feel bad, well it doesn't work like that. I don't dress to entertain or please anyone but myself. Its interesting how so many people can't stare without making it extremely obvious. Yes, you are staring at me, and I am giving you the liberty of doing so without punching you in the face, so please make it less obvious. Please don't ask me where I get my clothes, you won't end up looking like me anyway. There is a difference between inspiration and imitation, please find it.
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