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About Me

I guess this is the spot where I talk about myself isn't it? Woooo Hooooo, my favorite topic! lol, Just kidding. I'm actually very modest and shy. I currently live in Redding California, I've only been here for a few months, and I'm only going to be here until the beginning of next summer, I just came up here to get myself together and be away from the drama and bullshit of everywhere else, I needed some place small and quiet!
Hmmm about me....well ok to start off I am emotional...by emotional I don't mean fashionably rude or emo like...I mean caring, loving, friendly, sad, happy, mad...real emotions...not post 1990's trends...I am a passionate person in most things I do...probably because I am a Sagittarius...Which yes I believe in astrology limitedly because most things I seen about Sagittarius’s are dead on accurate with how I am and who I am...
I am a person who believes in true friends not this hi, bye how was your day crap...that’s acquaintances’ folks not friends... (Alright since a lot of people on here are dense and can't grasp what I meant by friends... I mean a person who cares not anything where its nice and cool one day and bullshit the next...a friend is UNCONDITIONAL, not fly by night) I am very blunt and brutally honest, you will never have to worry about where you stand with me or if something is bothering me, I don’t keep my feelings bottled up, I learned a long time ago that that’s not a very healthy thing to do... so if you cant handle truth and honesty, just keep going, I don’t have room in my life for people that play games.
I’m an incredibly sexual person, with the right person, but I’m not one that sleeps with every tom dick or harry that comes my way and calls me HOT… if I was, hell, I’d be sleeping with a hell of a lot of people! And I have NO problem getting action in my real life, I’m not on FUBAR or MYSPACE just for sex! Lol Yeah, I like to meet new friends and partners that I can have fun with, but that’s NOT what I’m all about. If you think you want to play with me let me know, but don’t EXPECT it to happen, I like to be friends with my partners, not just someone that comes in FUCKS and leaves. There’s got to be some kind of a connection there, and I HAVE to enjoy being in your company, and NO JEALOUS people, no people that think they own me or can tell me what to do, when to do it and how to do it… Just friends, fun and the enjoyment of life!
I'm 35 years old, I'm single, no kids, no boyfriend... just me, my friends and my cats! I've been married before, to a man in Australia, where I lived for 2 years. Obviously the marriage didn't work out since I'm back in the United States. Yeah, it was hard.... but you know what? It's in the past!
I've lived in several different towns through out California in the past 10 years, yes, I love moving around, I get bored easy. I've never been able to stay still, never been able to find a place that I can call home, until Ventura. Unfortunately, the choice to not be there right now is a very hard one, but its one that is truly for the best. But as I said, I am planning on going back. ,
I was born and raised in Fresno California, I've lived in Vallejo, Santa Clara, Portland, Ventura, Oxnard, and Redding.******* stay tuned, and I'll finish this******
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Shes doing what with who?

I think she really is having an affair on my dad with daniel! Im so trippin
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 01:07:00 GMT

The end of a wonderful life

My moms best friend just passed away about 10 minutes ago.  I hate death, even though its a part of life that we all must go through.  Things like this really bring my own parents mortality ...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 17:57:00 GMT

Sobriety

Clean from meth since the 20th of AprilNo cigarettes since the 5th of May!life is good!
Posted by on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 10:23:00 GMT

Fighting the Disease

I thought I had it under control, I thought I had beat it, but apparently, I was wrong.  I had over 120 days clean... I was happy, I was smiling, I was living life and I loved it.  Met some ...
Posted by on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 13:22:00 GMT

MY HEART!

Wow, it's only been since the 6th of September since I've talked to him, and the 12th of September since hes been overseas. I miss him so much... every day that goes by, I'm reminded that hes not here...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 23:28:00 GMT

*sigh*

FALLING... FALLING.. MAKE IT STOP.  I never wanted to, i dont want to.... i never expected it...... not even sure what it is....  i need to keep my walls up... keep me protected!
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 10:45:00 GMT

sometimes people can amaze you

I'm not going to go into detail about what the subject of this blog means, but if the person that I'm referring to reads this, they will now that its about them.Rarely do you come across new people in...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:55:00 GMT

meth

Of all the drugs i've tried in my life, meth is the one that I thought would put me in my grave..... and it would have, had I not had a strong family who stepped through the meth wall, and brought me ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 19:28:00 GMT

A Vampires Love

A VAMPIRES LOVE i look in Your eyesand see the fire;blazing high like a funeral pyre.i take Your hand,i'm not afraid;i want Your love,i want to be Your slave.i felt Your embrace,it's Your blood i tast...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 19:04:00 GMT

my grandmother

ESTHER EVELYN TURK~*~ OCTOBER 22, 1913 ~*~~*~ OCTOBER 15, 2005 ~*~ MAY YOU REST IN PEACEYOU ARE FOREVER LOVED  It's amazing how the dead, can make you come back to life.  I have F...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 02:08:00 GMT