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I am here, again it is early/or late depending on where you are at, in the mind, and in time,4:50 am. the sounds i hear,the non sounds i hear, the fuzz and the buzz. there are things that i think I know, certain things that I seem to of stopped, specific ideas, they seemed to have left me, or have they!!!!! A light, a laser, what color "is" your laser...this moment(ive heard a moment is technically 8 seconds) is over,or is it???? this day, yesterday, I think it is tommorrow already, I am not sure, i type so slow. stuff in my thoughts, false memories, girls with fancy purses, modern marvelous chicks,riding old fashioned bikes.....their hair, their dresses, them peddeling on the treadmill of desire. the wind that flirts with me, while my eyes watch, my mind wanders, these are not false memories, (I feel like a child) responsibility is my master, how did things get like this? I am getting more hot-sweet coffee......this is perfect, it really is, not the coffee, me doing this!.....this time i poured the coffee into my deep mug, it didnt drip down the side of the urn,onto the counter,it "was nothing-but net", it went straight into the glass, it didnt touch the sides, just the bottom, last time it bugged me when it went on the counter...I scooped the sugar(make it sweet Matt) but not too sweet...I quickly started on my way back to this, EEERCH, I left the spoon behind, turning around ,there i go thinking again,stir-stir-stir, glass and metal clanging,such a pretty sound, so hard to give it a name. we all know what it sounds like! it , me, I do wonder...I am so happy to know there are so many mysteries, but i know this, i wish i didnt.....i cant help but wonder.....imagine a life without mysteries........the lameness , and the boringness, the sighs.........there are so many things that I have to look forward to(these things dont even have a name)!it is happiness to look forward to these "things". without them ,i wouldnt care, i would be so depressed, I would simply dissappear. either way i cant stop, and i guess i dont want to stop thinking about "those" girls on bikesMatt Bahde