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RMEWIFE

to rid yourself of an enemy, outlive them

About Me

in quiet you will know beauty, in beauty you will know truth, in truth you will know love in love you will know quiet. to know me first you must know who you are, and be true to yourself. i dont want to talk with someone who is confused about who they are. i know who i am, and what i am,i know what i want, and you shall not know these things by reading a little paragraph, but by talking to me.. i dance the dance of the fool and pray you find me mad.will i allow you the time of day? the answer is yes, if ignorance does not breathe through your every move, if lies dont escape you everytime you speak. only then will i give you the time to get to know "about me".. use your sight to see the truth in beauty, use your speed to stay still, and use your beauty to know truth.. find your greatest part of joy, follow your greatest part of joy, and know that i watch and listen in the shadows enthralled...throw off the elders shackles of the mind, reach into yourself and see the truth revealed.. the truth, as truth is seen, will illuminate your soul and heal your wounds.. know that we were made to be unmade... "bargain not with darkness, for in time it will consume us all"------------------- i am a bit of a dreamer, I dream of the first times the longest memory I speak of the first times the oldest father I sing of the first times and the dawn of Darkness. poetry and music move my soul, i can get caught in the moment and my attention turned when i hear good poetry or music, talent is a special gift given to certain people to captivate others. at times we all fly into the darkness without seeing any light and at those times we are alone and afraid, i have been there as all others have or will be, and was strong enough to overcome it. i am not one to be labled, i do not fall under any specific category or group, i am me, i am a unique person, i am chaos. im into cars, love to work on them, customize them, the drag the final product. i also like to make music, techno to be more specific, and also love to sing.im a nature person, i love animals more than i even like people, dont get me wrong, i like people, just not the vast majority of them. although im making this sound like i just cant stand to be around people, dont take it that way for i am a people person, but that doesnt mean that i like all of them, im just good with people. i aim to please, i put others before myself. i love talking to people and meeting new people, if i dont like you, then i just dont like you, but dont let this be the cause of you not wanting to get to know me. for now this is all im going to say "about me" in time, when i have more time ill say a few more things now to end with a quote from William Shakespeare "Macbeth" Act 5 Scene 5 ***Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage And then is heard no more. It is a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing.*** Click here to Get your Cursors! http://img242.imageshack.us/img242/3158/3ddivers2ze6.jpg

My Interests

in my interests are not limited. i live life on a whim from moment to moment. im for the here and now. i am a dreamer but who isnt in their own ways. i dont care much for politics, our president is a dumbass, yet im an army wife, *i was going to join as i was joining alongside my husband. i guess you could say i was fighting for something i dont care about nor do i believe in. i do however care a great deal for the soldiers, they all joined the armed forces for their own reasons whether it be money, training, school, country, a way out, whatever reason it may be, they are the back bone, without them we would be in deeper shit due to bushes choices.someone has to stand up for this country and protect it and its posessions *the people* i have many other interests, they range from vampires, to D&D, to nature, all the way up to my love of the art (music, poems, books, etc...) ... it has been said to me that i am chaos. one of my newest and main interest are my son Drake. he is my light and i love him. he shines bright and i love him. another interest is my husband brent to whom completes my life and i love as well.....
*IF YOU LEAVE A MESSAGE AT LEAST STATE WHO YOU ARE IF YOU DONT I HAVE KNOW WAY OF KNOWING, ALSO IF I DONT ANSWER ITS DUE TO THE FACT IM PROBABLY NOT .., BUT I WILL STILL GET THE MESSAGE AND RESPOND TO YOU*!!PLEASE!!
fyi IMPORTANT i know i have some sexually oriented material on my page, and flirting with me is fine and all, but i do want to make one thing clear, i will not send nude pictures, will not have cyber sex, and will not sexually web cam with anyone. i do like to flirt and talk to people, but will not go beyond that, dont ask or even imply that you want to. i am married, and very happy in my marriage, the only one that will get to see anything is my husband brent! IMPORTANT

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Music:

tell me if this isnt quite an odd mix....i think you get the gist, i like a lot of alternative, all forms of metal *death, dark* etc techno, not really into rap, pop, r&b, country .. MUSIC MOVES ME, IM ALWAYS IN SEARCH OF NEW MUSIC. *update* the 10 months i spent at home with my sister while my husband was away i started to like rap music, so my list has greatly increased. still do not like it all, but i am more open to it..

Movies:

WATCH

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WATCHmovies movies movies, i could get in to the movies i actually like, but does that really interest you? .. once again i have a wide range of movies i really like, and some i just hate, if your truly intrested *which would be a surprise* then just ask, ill be glad to share my intrest in movies with you*.

Television:

one thing im not in to is the tv, im not going to get sucked in to the modern age addiction that most cant help but run home to be on time just so they dont miss an episode...... i would rather use my time in other ways.. "to each his own"

Books:

there are two many books to actually name, i would be here all day.

Heroes:

i have influences, and people who have had great impacts on my life, but not any heros.

My Blog

an apparent lack of common sense

okay, i absolutly hate spam mail, and i hate when people constantly send me e-mails like this, but since it was from my mother-n-law i opened it and now its beginning to irritate me. i know by sending...
Posted by diminished on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 09:55:00 PST

to realize

MessageTo realize The value of a sister: Ask someone Who doesn't have one.To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize...
Posted by diminished on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 09:59:00 PST

a new day

its been a long time since i have been around, about 8 months to be exact. to those of you to whom i am friends with and that care let me let you in on whats been going on to keep me occupied from all...
Posted by diminished on Wed, 10 May 2006 12:23:00 PST

reminding me of a dislike or a fear

this bulletin was posted and it reminded me of one of my "fears" and thats clowns, i have noticed over the years that a lot of people dont like clowns for one reason or another, most of the time its n...
Posted by diminished on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 06:30:00 PST

me and my opinionated self

this is an e-mail that i sent to a pastor john, the only reason i am posting it on here is due to the fact that i feel strongly about this subject and felt i might as well get it out in the open for a...
Posted by diminished on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 05:19:00 PST

Save BIG Dave

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Posted by diminished on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:22:00 PST

Falling Closer

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Posted by diminished on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 07:17:00 PST

showing my support for Delian League


Posted by diminished on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 12:43:00 PST

TO ALL MY FRIENDS

well this will be my last few weeks online, im going to be going to basics for 9 weeks, i have joined the armed forces. i think ill really like it *set aside the fact that i dont like bush*..
Posted by diminished on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 03:17:00 PST

The Human Conditon

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Posted by diminished on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 10:03:00 PST