Juan

SHORTENING MY LIFE as much as possible alliteration, egg sandwiches, watching women put on makeup, music, foils, falling in love with women i've never met over the closed vacuum of internet space, analization, philosophy, running, art, self expression, deep thinking, clothing, hallucinations, sleepless nights, disorders, anxiety, depression, stimulative salts, right angles, body curves, hands, love, love, love, love, songwriting, speech impediments, the love buzz, coffee, the smell of tobacco smoke, coffee and cigarettes as the same thing because they are, the way newspaper looks, Not recognizing where i am, not knowing who i am, The shoes deryk gave me, cowboy boots, flowers, grass, string, reading people, pocky (chocolate covered biscuit sticks), the jeep Cherokee, the little robot Kora made me, wooden beads, attention spans, crack nails, brown hair and brown eyes, using my lips to form words and preform actions, ocd, singing on stage, singing in the shower, singing for strangers, BEING KUT3, singing, the big city, small towns, woodland animals, whiskers, the way firstname lastname smells, the way my father feels, Sarah Newport’s tattoos, Evan Johnson’s attitude towards life, The hat ill prolly never return to karina monzon, The love i still feel for everyone, synethaesia, symbolism, metaphors, method acting, touch in any aspect, platonic love, friends, disposable friends, Abbie Cesnas stage presence, indispensable friends, photography, film, piano, djarum black, temperate climate, Mad LibsBeing so fucked up from lack of sleep i cant talk, guitar, vocal chords, hips, lips, hands, eyes, ticks, satin finishes, subliminal messages, that boys in da hood song, the color brown, music fueled by political injustice, music fueled by my inadequacy, music fueled by severe depression, music fueled by love, emotions, heartbeats, dancing in public, sign language, making you smile, Jamaican rappers, helping drunk people with thier problems so they will forget how much they loved me when they wake up, staring at the sky, little packages with string, meditation, snaggle teef, snaggle ears, snagglers, slang, language, understanding, poptarts, music production, music again, music again again, ipods, waltz beats, being plural, Christianity, stimulants, caffeine, caffeine, trying to stop the clock, scarves, anorexia, pro tools, seeing your breath, when the leaves turn colors anywhere, the phrase “tiny bones”, the gray state between asleep and awake, hugs that last way too long, having respect for women, beat boxing, spray paint, graffiti, ghetto dancing, when holes wear into your clothes, African American culture, track shorts, being so close to someone that you can hear them breathe, women taller than me, solo artistry, big words, small words, poetry, quotes, ramen noodles, women who vocalize musically, women in general the way they talk act ect., the way ministry , clocks, the number 29, 11:11, 12:34, February 15, 145, 7-4-07, 12-30-06, 2-1-08. dimethylaminoethanol, Attention-deficit disorder, anything that makes you stay up for days and days and days, stereophonic sound, smiling, smiling at everyone always, smiling at strangers.

did you know its almost impossible to be angry at someone if they are smiling at you.