..As of right now (about 2 years really, but who's counting? LOL), I am single, but my philosophy on looking for a relationship has changed. For about the last 2 years of my life, I have been the one doing the seeking, but now I feel that it's time for whatever it is I am looking for to just come naturally. Whether it be walking into someone unexpectantly and that person changing my life forever or making and building a great friendship which manifests into something more, etc. I am a true romantic at heart and I am not afraid to show my emotions (angry, sad, depressed, happy, etc.) It's okay to cry if you have been hurt. Personally I know about this because this past year I have lost my brother to a drug overdose and my mother left my dad for another man. However, I will be the first to admit that I have a tendency to cover up these emotions with a fake sense of happiness while I am at work because, well, no customer is going to want to come back if people are angry, frustrated, or depressed. Sometimes I also do it because I feel that some people see crying as a weakness and I just want to be perceived as strong and not a ticking time bomb.In terms of my education, I am currently a junior at St. Xavier University with focus on Spanish and Hospitality Management. I have about 2 and a half years left because I still have to take all my education courses. I hope to teach at my old high school when I get my degree.Right now, my main focuses are getting a new car and going back to school so I can get my degree in Hospitality Management. Recently I took on a second job at Express, and I am loving everything about it. The clothes. The fashion. My team members. The thing is that I had to take a semester off because my focus on schooling shifted due to my parents' divorce and my mother leaving the country with what was supposed to be my college money. Never in a thousand years did I foresee my parents getting divorced, and it's hard to deal with sometimes, especially with not having my mom around.However I have forgiven my mother for all that she has done, and I feel so much better for it. I really don't see the point in holding grudges because they make life so difficult. I am a very forgiving person and I understand what it's like to be hurt.
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